#thiefofthoughts

[7orp3]

I feel

I don’t like it when mind blows words that feelings couldn’t catch. Like it matters not to the ears and eyes of the beholder when all are pointless and will be gone the second it’s not felt nor heard but seen. Like when one dreamt of colorless rainbow only to be forgotten in the end. Spilled like ink in a white satin sheet. Wish we’d meet. Greet. See eye to eye. Like why…..

It matters not it mattered not it’ll never matter.

[7orp3]

♦️

[7orp3]

in loving memory of the words i never said

[7orp3]

Write to me what your soul wants, dear sky

Write to my soul, the best you can, until it says goodbye.

Write me a poem, a love letter -anything on your mind

It’s not easy but tell me how to stop wanting to leave this all behind

[7orp3]

She's my night & day

She used to walk here only past midnight When shadows danced over the moonlight Daily steered through beams of sunlight’s remain Like half-drunk wildly chased the glittered rain The foolish gaily tossed and torn, lost and insane but ghastly crooned “When did she become my pain?”

[7orp3]

True, they tell me they respect my being gay and embrace my weirdness, but it’s a different story if they catch me embracing these with their daughters. "Not with my daughters please, not with my daughters." Why? hmmm :P

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[7orp3]

tbh I never tried wearing a bandage to hide my boobs before. health-wise it may not be a great idea idk. It also might hurt, is hot, itchy, uncomfortable and that would greatly affect my vibe. I also imagined that all the fats in my boobs might go at the back of my body making me look like Quasimodo. Or Ppl might think I have goiter or sumthin if I try to push it upwards. IRDK. I might try it someday. who knows.

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[7orp3]

How can I unsee you? How can I stop dreaming about you? How can I not hope to be near you? How can I not want you? I'm living in the present, but a part of me did not move since that day I saw you Probably, thinking that if I stayed a little longer, you'd find me I will wait a little longer Until I return to my altered state of reality - of nothingness

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