#things are shit

[pigeonstab]

my personal diary, tumblr drafts.

[antiquaries]

hey ily youre doing so well fuck the indian education system <3

pauses between labouring over my massive political science project, decides to scroll through tumblr for exactly 90 seconds. A beloved mutual has sent an ask checking on me, affirming that I'm loved, not forgotten, etc. I almost flatline (I am seriously going through it bestie)

[melvinthedepressedrobot]

I have elected to live my best life via wearing clothes 7 year old me would mug present me for

[mangledmenagerie]

The State of my blogs...

@mangledmenagerie (semi-hiatus) (main/hub blog) @snazzyzsaszy (active) (Side) @kean-to-be-queen (Hiatus) (side) @questions-on-her-dress (hiatus) (side) @silent-construct (active) (side) @sent-away (under construction/hiatus) (side) @marveledmuses (under construction/hiatus) (side)

I am considering slapping them all back onto this blog except for Zsasz because I like him on his own blog. (yes it is a side blog but he likes his own space.)

I want to RP. 

I really want to interact. It just feels like only a few people remember I exist. And I know it is mostly my anxiety so I am trying to push past that. 

[chewyprincess]

I am so close to having a full on hysterical meltdown. Nothings going right with my friends, family, boyfriend, body size/shape/image, and idk man I’m just so fucking tired but I don’t think I’m going to get a break anytime soon. I’m just tryna push along without snapping at this point..

[jamieylnn]

well, i got my daily "cry at my desk for an hour" checked off my to do list really early today. can't wait to put that on a future review as evidence of how productive i am.

[getsandinyourshoes]

I just feel completely and utterly alone rn