#thingsyoullneversee

[thepartsyoullneversee]

I've never felt this way in all my life. This is a new level of anxiety that I didn't know fucking existed. Please let this be okay. I can't loose you

[thepartsyoullneversee]

So I'm approaching a new record for the longest I've been in a relationship with someone and I am doing everything I can not to fuck it up. The further into this relationship we get the more I love and for once in my life I've seen past tomorrow, I've seen a future...but the issue is that the more I love and the longer we're together, the more my trust flys right out the fucking window. Even when they haven't done anything for me to question and they haven't given me a reason to distrust them.

I really, really, REALLY don't want to fuck this up but I can't stop these thoughts and feelings that they're gonna find or have already found someone else. Someone better. Someone they deserve...and they're gonna leave me.

These feelings just keep intensifying and are severely overwhelming and intrusive that I'm proper pushing them away and I don't know how to stop. I know that if I voice these feelings it's just going to cause tension and I don't want them to feel negative in any way because of my stupid fucking head because she's fucking perfect. She's my life. I genuinely cannot imagine my life without her. All I want is to make her feel and see just how amazing, beautiful, smart, caring, funny, sweet and stunning she is and all I'm doing is fucking it up.

[dorkycats]

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[kadkinz]

What if

What if you sent, posted, mailed all the messages, texts, statuses or letters you never did? I've written so many things and thrown them away out of fear of opinion.

[mourningveil]

ghosts

I dreamt of you before i woke... and i think maybe you called me this morning... something tells me its you... now that you're home... and that might be the scariest thing that happens all day, even if it is friday the 13th... but i won't answer. you must know i can't... you're better off my favorite ghost. haunting my dreams. please. stay there. its safe for me there...safe... the perfect word for you... funny how the people who can make you feel it most also have the power to wreak the most havoc, simply by taking it away. and neither of us could help it... feeling one way or another... i don't blame you for any of it...but its been 5 years. and my heart has built a wall in your absence... leaving my head to wander only in my dreams. where its safe.