imagine... your first time with hilda hartlein
hilda has dedicated her entire life to putting others in front of her, she has never thought of prioritising her own pleasure or her own satisfaction because there was always something more urgent.
so now that she has all the time in the world to relearn what it means to be truly alive, what it means to love and to want for herself and not for her city-state, she finally gets to be a little selfish for once.
hilda has been turned on/been horny before, she's not that out of touch, but she just never bothered to do anything about it. but now she has the time for herself, for you.
you made her promise you to speak up if she was ever .uncomfortable, if it was ever going way too fast for her and you asked her every few minutes or so if it was okay.
the kiss started out slow and gentle like it always did, you slowly cupping her face and her hesitantly resting her hand on your waist
but this time she kisses you more eagerly, you feel her breathing grow heavier and her hand sneak its way under your shirt, just to feel the heat of your skin.
i see hilda topping the first time, she's still not used to receiving things and getting what she wants and so for your first time together she just wants to pleasure you (but of course you promise her next time you'll fuck her so good she'll never see sex the same again)
it's so gentle, she keeps asking you if its okay and you guide her through it. you tell her to kiss your neck, your collarbones, to play with your breasts, to use her tongue on your nipples, to move her hands down slowly and to run her fingernails down from your stomach to your thighs
she thinks you're exaggerating how good it feels but you can't help it, having hilda touch you and kiss you and to see the way her usually narrow eyes widen as she drinks up your moans is such a turn on, it makes everything feel better
you expected her first time fingering you to be clumsy, but you forget that she spent her life as a cryptographer. her fingers are dexterous, fast and she has great control over them. once she got into the rhythm and figured out which motions had you arching your back and moaning her name, it didn't take long for her to make you cum.
the first time you came for her, she was sure she had just cum untouched but in reality she had just never felt this turned on ever. it was a work of art, to see you laid out for her, cheeks flushed and hand covering your face from embarrassment at how fast you came, she keeps thinking about how you practically cried out her name as your thighs clenched around her hand. she wants to kiss you again, she wants to hear you moan her name in that angelic voice of yours.
she accidentally overstimulates you, but she just wanted to hear you moan her name again. (incidentally, she's also very very into hearing your broken and overstimulated sobs.)