Sep 1, 2024
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/> Excuse me Death. Do you know how it can be that my soul is not part human or related to human, even though I was created by a human?
"... I cannot say with certainty. You are not... from the world I know. Perhaps it is... the manifestation of an emotion... or a concept? I can only guess.'
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Status report ft. various unsorted thoughts
If you somehow missed my last big text post, big news: I bought a car in June! It's old (2009). I'm eating ice soup rn but I finally have a car that I can actually call my own. It has no Bluetooth player and the AC just blows hot air when it's hot out, but it has a functional AUX port and gets me from point A to B. Also it's red. I like that it's red. It's so boring seeing nothing but shades of gray and brown on the road since everyone's car are those colors. I'm tempted to put a spoiler on it but I'm trying to not get too attached... In the distant future I intend to resell it to buy something from the 2010s. Probably an Accord or a Corolla. I like the sporty looks. I just hope this car doesn't lose too much value due to its age and mileage. And the dent from the hurricane. (Uninsured BTW) Time will tell. BTW my dream cars are either a Camry TRD or GR Corolla with a custom purple paint job. I don't think I'll ever be able to get those in the forseeable future but I can dream.
I have been feeling odd lately. Anxious over nothing. "Very slow tigers" and whatnot. Maybe that hurricane did something to me and I don't know what it is. Dunno. I've been playing single player and fighting games to cope. Tekken 8 is fun, even if the new combo system feels weird. Fallen Skies is a nice RPG. And as always BRC feels great to play. Hanging on for the upcoming Jet Set Radio.
I keep looking at artists' commission sheets like a kid window shopping at an outlet mall. I want more art of my sona but I'm trying to save money again. If you're an artist reading this, beware.
Just thought about old cars. Saw this old ford mustang on the road. It was painted cyan. Like… vaporwave cyan. Made me think for a second. Like... why do cars look so boring now? How did we get here? Why's everything so dark and big and boxy and hostile? Where are the rounded edges and bright paints?
Anyway I think I'd love to see manufacturers make "retro" lines of cars with old exteriors and modern interiors. Imagine that same old mustang but it's got bluetooth. It'd be nice.
It's been 7 months
It's been 7 months since things changed. It's about to be 8. I was applying to jobs for two years. Then in 2023 I attended a job fair. Eventually, I went from "one particularly adverse event away from hurting myself" to living at least some of the life I've wanted. I finally went to work again after 3 years of unemployment and was finally able to support myself after being a parasite for so long. Then I had to live in a motel due to factors outside of my control. Things kept getting worse but I held together. I've endured. I've endured so much. I've endured it all.
And it's paid off.
I'm able to pay rent now. I can pay the ISP bill. I can afford to eat more than once a day. I can upgrade my PC. I can buy music. I can see my friends again.