i know its been said a million times before but ovulation is CRAZY. no matter my mental or physical state before, no matter how sex averse im feeling, the second it starts nothing else matters. its insane how out of control of my own body i feel every single time. whoever thinks humans are not animals is so fucking wrong idk what to tell you i literally go into heat. like an animal. because thats what i am. its kind of the most dehumanizing humiliating experience but i just dont care because its Normal apparently and also im busy being cuckoo bananas insane. its the most a/b/o aphrodisiac drug fanfic shit but its just actually my life??? what do you MEAN my bodys sole purpose becomes getting fucked as much as possible and therefore it will make me cartoonishly horny and pornographically wet All The Time. im talking leaking nonstop soaking through clothes leaving wet spots on chair cushions. and im just supposed to deal with that. because thats Normal. and its not like. oh ig ill just jerk off and thats gonna be it haha NO. its inescapable. its not even about cumming. my entire body yearns to be filled. i can feel the burning emptiness inside of me where there should be a dick. and there isnt. and i could honest to god cry about that. what the fuck.