I've finally learned to move on. But there are still some things I miss.. Like I miss the way you used to include my name in your texts, especially those goodnight texts. I miss how you used to be so goofy in your texts, and I had to be the mentally sane one lol. I miss how you'd try to slyly, and sorta shyly share your food with me, whatever it was. I miss having you stand or sit right next to me and try to work on whatever it was you'd be working on, and once in a while glance over to my screen to see what I'd be working on too. I miss our little hand gestures. Those fist bumps and high fives. I miss those secret glances you made towards me, the ones you thought I didn't notice, but did lol. I miss our little bubble that we created. I could say whatever shit I wanted, and I'd still feel safe with you there. I miss looking into your eyes and not seeing the bitterness I see today. The warmth, that light that radiated through your eyes every time you saw me and came to sit close by. That, I miss, I miss it so much. I miss not feeling so heavy around you. That heavy feeling every time I have to pretend you're just some stranger to me everytime you're around. That heavy feeling, that cold shoulder we give each other when we're both looking straight ahead, trying not to acknowledge each other. Why did it have to come to this? Why'd you have to let your pride get in the way of something that felt so good? That felt so real? I guess I didn't make you happy enough, huh? I hope whoever it is that will make you put your pride aside, will feel lucky to meet you as I did. I hope they'll restore that shine in your eyes that I once saw. I hope they'll have faith in you, the way I did. The way that I still do. We'll find our way. It most likely won't be back to each other, but someday, we'll find our way back to when our hearts were open.