Being in this fandom sometimes really feels like being in a troubled love relationship. I LOVE it and I CAN'T leave and I WON'T leave but it's exhausting. And it's so much drama. And I like to think back to the beginnings when everything was easy and we were happy, knowing that we can't go back. Hoping that we will overcome and learn to be kinder and more considerate and find solutions, even if it seems impossible. And I just want to be embraced again, feeling save.














