me when my step brother that i'm homosexually fixated on goes to jail for years because i couldn't lie about a gay brown man he beat half way to death sexually assaulting him. then he goes to prison. i drive myself crazy thinking that he will come back and kill me and have to drop out of oxford and go to a mental hospital about it. and then i find out a decade later that he is funding basically my entire life with his 6 figure salary. and then he puts his fingers in my asshole without lube because.... because?










