#this is emotions

[prayerith]

FUCKING I WAS RIGHT

FUCKING I WAS RIGHT AND IOH NOOOOOOOO

NONONONONONONO YOU'RE A BABY NO STOP BNO NNO NO NO NO PLEASE TELL ME THERE'S A JUSTIFIABLE REASON FOR THIS BECAUSE GOD NO

[simandthedimbulb-blog]

metaphysical memorabilia

Always a few tears for somebody else

can't help but shed at a memory, picture, words maybe

i wish sometimes I could be aloof, and uncaring

and nothing would affect me so strongly and unfairly

it's not even my life, not even my wounds 

but they still hurt me, maybe even more than they hurt you who owns'em in the first place.

curse of empathy, sympathy

your burden is mine as well from the first word

and i feel so nosy and impertinent from letting your scars be mine also

i shouldn't. it's even intrusive, unseemly, but I can't help it

second hand feelings added to first hand feelings and pretty soon i'm a saltwater bucket of tears and chortles, sloshing around indecently and staining everything around.

a little bit of it gets into everything. now you see it, now you don't

sometimes I feel like a walking sponge. 

porous and heavy with your thoughts and my own

too dramatic, too silly.

yeah