#this is garbage

[g0ne1997]

a broken leg might hold me still

[adharagranley-writer]

there are two moods reading something you wrote months ago:

this is garbage

i am a GODDESS

[ofthedevilschild]

This is shit

[dreachamoy]

Internet Yamero

[j2h5b5]

I can’t stop thinking about Sterek and a Stilinski sister who is Derek’s beta and how that might look. So here’s a short and ill-conceived brain worm I just vomited into space.

***

"What happened?" Stiles asked when he came home from work and found her, hours later, curled in a ball on her bed, eyes red-rimmed and puffy, even though he knew perfectly well what had happened because Derek had told him and Scott had told him and Isaac had asked if anyone had told him. He owed it to her to hear her side, even with all those witnesses telling it the same way.

She glared up from under her eyelashes. "You're going to take his side anyway," she said bitterly, and he shrugged.

"Possibly. Tell me anyway."

"He flipped out."

"Why?"

"See, you think it was my fault."

"I'm giving you the chance to tell me what happened. If I don't know your side, I can't make an informed decision."

"Decision about what?"

"About whether I'm pissed off at you or not."

"I'm tired of everyone bossing me around. Treating me like a kid."

"You're the youngest member of the pack."

"I KNOW that, Stiles. Doesn't mean I'm completely incompetent."

"No one thinks that."

"HE does. He won't even let me do totally safe Pack things. That's all I wanted, to go with Scott and Isaac on one little mission."

"He's protective. That's his job as an Alpha. As YOUR Alpha."

"He's not like that with the others."

"The others are older, more experienced, and not my little sister."

"That's not my fault. I didn't ask you guys to hook up!"

"True statement. But here we are. And being the youngest, AND the newest, AND my little sister comes with burdens like overprotective Pack members. Scott wouldn't have let you go either."

"SCOTT wouldn't have flipped out on me, though."

"Derek flipped out on you."

"Yes."

"Details, please."

"I just respectfully asked him if he would give me a chance to prove myself."

"And he said..."

"He said no."

"And you said..."

"I said it wasn't fair."

"Which isn't exactly the most mature argument, but what ELSE did you say?"

Deep sigh. "He pushed me to this point."

"What did you say?"

"You had to be there to get all the finer points."

"What. Did. You. Say?"

Long pause. Brown eyes beseeching. "I said he had no right to cut me out of Pack stuff just because he's fucking my brother."

"You said this to your Alpha."

"Yes."

Stiles slapped his palms down on both knees and stood from the bed. "Well, I've decided."

"Let me guess."

"You deserved every single smack."

"Stiles!"

"I love you, I'm sorry you're feeling bad, I understand why you're upset. But you totally deserved to have your ass handed to you, and if you don't apologize to him before this night is out, I will personally request a repeat performance. Clear?"

"But.."

"Are we clear?"

"Yes, fine, clear. You're as bad as he is."

"And don't you forget it, sister."

[bignickrgxa2]

I genuinely think this is the worst song I've ever heard.

There are WORSE songs. But by people with absolutely no talent. This is a song but hugely influential, hugely successful, legendary punk band The Offspring. I REALLY LIKE THE OFFSPRING!?

What the fuck is this?

What were they thinking?

Why did this happen?

HOW did this happen?!

I need a Louis Theroux documentary about the making of this song.

[elemain]

Returning to the "Destabilized Bill"-

It's one of my versions of Bill (in construction-) that I imagined because I love drama ⛷️ (quick explanation with some ugly sketches-)

It's basically where Bill and Steve get pulled into another dimension (kidnapping) after the destruction of Euclydia.

The dimension they arrive at is one where the Axolotl is not in control (or something like that), and there is a version of the Theraprism where they keep beings from different worlds captive to "experiment" with them. That's where Bill and Steve ended up.

In short, Bill becomes Steve's protector, being the one who suffers most of the torture and other things in that place, to keep Steve unharmed enough until they find a way out.

(Plus it was a slight deal he made with the scientists, who only accepted it because Bill is really the only one who is "special" because of his powers. They used Steve as "bait" to get Bill to let himself be captured.)

That's how they ended up like this

The crack that was caused near Steve's eye caused some negative effects on his vision. He sees blurry, but he sees. On the other hand, he has some burns and electrocutions in one of his corners and arms and legs. And he has developed a few (many) traumas.

As for Bill, and to a more worrying degree than Steve, his cracks are getting bigger and bigger, but his power gives him a small advantage to keep him and Steve stable enough.

The bandages on his hands aren't because he's a boxer or anything. It was a... slight adjustment by the scientists, for discipline

maybe.

And as for his black eye, no, it's not because he's going into Kill mode. It ended up like that because of a minor incident with the scientists, those who went a little overboard with the testing of one of the experiments.

(Steve's trauma)

After a long time they manage to get out, but I'm still thinking about that part of the story, and everything in fact. Cry

Here are some more drawings and sketches