#this is negative so much as...

[maid-of-the-golden-deer]

I’m doubtful it’s just me who sometimes feels like, I just, don;t have feelings of my own? If I just sit there quietly, no original thought. Like I feed myself emotion through media, that’s why I always have to be into something, whether it be new or I go back to something, I always have to be, consuming. This is probably something normal that everyone does and I’m throwing out of proportion but, like IDK I’m just sort of an empty container most of the time.

I’ve described myself as a ghost and find that it’s pretty accurate