getting high for the first time. hotboxing in a car with a stud while they blow the smoke into my mouth so i don’t get lipgloss on the blunt. a hand resting on my thigh, slowly creeping up the hem of my skirt. lips brushing against mine. their voice low in my ear as they ask me “does it feel good?” and me just nodding my head because they’re making me way too dizzy to speak.














