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i have a fear that theyre gonna make byler canon but theyre gonna make mike still be compulsively in a relationship/acting like flirty w/ el or something of the sort and then all the toxic m!lev3ns are gonna villianize him for being confused and not fully clarifying that he doesnt like her like that when that we know of so far they arent even back together and shed be halfway across the country by the time we even get to a byler confession or anything like that
Okay, so, we’re all losing our minds over the first real chapter of Vaincre, yes?
Good, now that that’s been established, “Garden Song” is just general SW Remus Lupin vibes spanning from Greyback’s attack all the way up through what’s listed as chapter 2 of Vaincre but, like, the whole thing is Remus talking about all that time with Sirius at Dumo’s cup party at the beginning of Vaincre.
Like, excuse me, “The doctor put her hands over my liver / She told me my resentment’s getting smaller / No, I’m not afraid of hard work / I get everything I want / I have everything I wanted”
I CANNOT DEAL, FRIENDS, I CANNOT DEAL
*clenches my fists* *doesn’t stop clenching them*
i keep tyring tot convince myself that. i wasn’t in the wrong for doing what i did and even if she wasn’t totally evil and malicious and trying to hurt me our relationship was still bad and it hurt me again and again and i did the right thing by ending it but i just end up going in circles in my head like oh but i was unfair to her and i wasn’t patient enough with her and it was unreasonable of me to want more from her and i dont trust my own perception of things anyway so how do i know i wasn’t just super self centered back then and selfish and how do i know i wasn’t also abusive towards her. i want to die i want to BE DEAD i keep having dreams about her and they’re not even nightmares they’re just dreams where we’re friends again and we’re doing stuff together like we used to and i feel so pathetic and i feel so fucked up and i just wish things were simple like they used to be or i could just rip all memories of her out of my brain and be done with it but i always go back to it i cant stop
