black!! ♥
black: does your muse have a ‘bucket list?’ list some things your muse wants to accomplish before they die.
edae hasn’t died yet because nobody’s actively tried killing her, but her bucket list has mostly been filled ! general things she wants to accomplish include killing more criminals given light sentences for heinous crimes, as corruption runs rampant in many central asian nations. edae doesn’t want much, tbh ? she’s happy with what she has and what she’s done, so long as she feels like she’s helping people – which is why she’s an advocate for many causes and does volunteer work from time to time, usually devoting herself to causes of colour & muslim associations to bring light to many issues in the community.
as for little cutsey things she wants to do: she wants to own a boat, so she can boat around the lake by her house. she finds she’s most serene around bodies of water.
edae also wants to finally get to finishing up her garden, and dreams one day she will be able to plant the rare juliet rose, but of course – despite how many pennies she saves – will probably never happen. but it’s a small dream that keeps her alive.
also, getting rid of the demon inside her eventually. she wants to know what it’s like to be herself before she dies. as much as she’s grown accustomed to what it’s like to have another living motive inside of herself, she wants to die being no one else but edae – whoever she could’ve been before the day she became a vessel. she firmly believes that it’s the final step to self actualization. being someone she wanted to be, even if it meant cutting out what she was meant to be out.
