LOL as if I’m not already sad, i went to go talk to my dad about something and he half answered me and then just ignored me and I really just broke down over it.
I’m either getting yelled and blamed for something, told I’m wasting my life away in bed (as if i chose to have a fucking debilitating chronic illness that I’ve had my whole life but has gotten worse over the years and then have chronic pain from a roll over car accident that I was a passenger in that really fucked my neck and back up at 23 and i had spinal surgery at 29 because of it) or ignored by my dad.
if it wasn’t for my nephew and my animals, i really don’t think id still be alive because what’s the point.











