Nov 19, 2023
im sorry god.
i want to,
i really want to understand
your wisdom,
i do.
i feel like (i can’t)
maybe i can
find the answers.
sometimes i wish i could,
but i’ve made my peace
(have i not).
everything sounds strange.
please dont fill my heart with
hate.
i want to be filled with
love and kindness
and honesty.
i dont wish to disappoint
should i not
be happy?
im sorry,
please. dont paint me as
a hypocrite.
give my life a purpose
i dont wish to be
some puzzle piece in the
background of a jigsaw.
make me humble,
please dont make me
a lesson,
for the world.
i wish i had a connection with you
god.
but i dont wish
to be
oppressed,
and i dont wish
to
oppress.
i only wish to be
peaceful.
and liberated.