WARNING-RANT
Okay. I get that I'm not the prettiest/skinniest/most intelligent girl.But, thankfully I've grown to love my crazy self - and I'm really proud of that. (I used to always criticizing myself before) Still, boys, and Yeshiva University Boys in general just piss me the fuck off.
Today we had "Football Fun Day" in the Central Park, I was wearing my Aaron Rodgers jersey and was ready to play. Guys? Lol they were only interested in girls who were wearing pants, and who either did not care about football or just didn't really care about Judaism as they were in pants at our school. (Now, i used to wear pants and i still believed i was a religious Jew, but i was in a PUBLIC SCHOOL. NOT YESHIVA UNIVERSITY (side note- why would you pay a private school education if you don't want to take on the main elements in Judaism?)
And, of course i would have loved to play a real game of football - but i don't touch guys (religious thing) and you'd think the YU guys would get that. But no. It took me 10 mins to explain exactly why i cant play football with them, and why they shouldn't be playing with girls. Except I only managed to convince one guy, and of course the one hot guy, questioned the person I convinced not to play. Convinced guy was like, well aren't you shomer? Cause how are they (the girls) going to touch you- for two hand toch? He responded with yeah kinda..and then continued to flirt and play with girls.
And me? The one time i would like a guy to talk to me as if he maybe sorta was interested in me, because i am a football machine and am *obssessed* they choose to flirt with other girls. And yeah.. I'm still here. I mean you don't need to flirt with me, but you could please speak to me as an equal in a football setting. So, screw you.
So you know what? I said it before and I'm gonna say it again- fuck YU guys. Just screw them. I am very special and it took me a long time to get some self-esteem and I don't have the time to convince a guy that i am special to him.