#thisnoodlechats

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While on the topic of @elektrosonix

I still fucking love how we met, like you finding my Aone fic on here, and recognising me, it makes me so happy I could cry. I still brag about it to my mom all the time.

Like can we all just TALK ABOUT THIS

I NEVER THOIGHT THIS WOULD HAPPEN TO ME AND IT DID

[thisnoodlewritesao3]

Could she really be... ✨writing✨?

She is a goddess.

Nothing can stop her

Now in my presence you gorgeous angels because we got a Suna/Reader with a hint of Atsumu/Reader! But I haven’t finished it yet so bare with me!!

I love y’all

[thisnoodlewritesao3]

this your man? (credit to @sun-setter ) 😭

damn i wish that was my man, what a little cutie

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This is the back story for my dragonborn rogue boy in DnD. He is not named but I love him.

"goes against his blue evil murder-and-steal ways despite how much his instinct wants to follow his nature. started rogue training with a rogue tiefling in a forest a few miles from his clan, so he can go against his nature and be a good good boy. after a few years, his clan ends up being like yo wtf why you no kill people? and he's like, bro i dont wanna. so theyre like gtfo. so he gets the fuck out cuz fuck those guys and theyre meanie ways. my boy goes to find his tiefling teacher but he disappeared! dun dun duuuuun. now my boy is on his journey to find his teacher and be the best dragon rogue ever like yes"

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200 FOLLOWER EVENT - Matchups

First of all, I just want to thank everyone here for following and sticking around. I love all of you so much, thank you for 200, I cannot feasibly explain how much it means to me!

Second of all! For my 200 follower event, I'll be doing matchups. To the best of my ability.

For this, just send in all the basics you want about yourself, and a gender, and I'll match you up with one of the boys (or girls) that I think would be best suited for you. You have a week to submit them (so from 23/5/2021 to 30/5/2021), and you can do 1 per person!

Once again, thank all of you so much

(I will also be making a tag so you can easily find yours in the future)

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I wanted to try and write a sort of joke-y fan fiction as a quick update on what’s been happening in my life since I started my hiatus. Sadly, this update shouldn’t actually be joked about.

So for the short gist of what’s been going on: I got better, then I got worse really quick, and I’m on a slow but hopeful recovery.

For those of you that want to read the full story, then see below the bar, but do be warned that it is not a story for minors.

Trigger warning: anxiety, depression, suicide attempts, pills, hospital, vomit, swearing, antidepressants, intrusive thoughts, insecurities, blood, needles, medication. If I miss any more, let me know.

So, for those of you who weren’t aware, on February 13th of this year, I broke up with my boyfriend of 2 years. Things weren’t right with us and there was too much damage to fix it.

Shortly after I ended things with him, I started on antidepressants to help with my anxiety, and, honestly, they helped a lot. I was a lot more at ease, more productive. I was finally doing things that made me happy. This you may recognise as the peak of my Tumblr account.

For those of you who don’t know, antidepressants aren’t the be all and end all of anxiety and depression. There are so many things you need to do in order to get better, the road to recovery is very rocky, it isn’t your friend and it is pulling against you.

For a while, everything sucks, and it sucks hard. But, I had a distraction from my world crumbling down and that just so happened to be this tumblr account.

After a while, I needed to take my hiatus, this you are aware of. And without the distraction of this, I didn’t have anything to hide from what was happening around me, to put it lightly.

I joined tinder and went on a few dates. But late into June, I got very depressed very quickly one evening. It felt like my entire world had shattered around me and I was drowning. I didn’t know how to fix it. I didn’t know who I was. I felt so empty. So useless. So disgusting.

I was laying under my desk as I was known to do to deal with my anxiety. Only it wasn’t helping. I was helpless. Everything was wrong and the only way to fix it was to get rid of the problem.

Me.

I was the problem.

My mind seemed to shut off as my body worked on its own writing a note to make sure my brothers didn’t come into my room, I sent messages to all my friends and people I held dear, to my family. Some of them responded completely unsuspecting to my situation, others were immediately worried, but I shut off my phone and ended up taking 150 tabs of several different pills, including paracetamol.

For those unaware, paracetamol is a very dangerous drug when taken in large quantities. And the only kind we had in the house were 500mg, and that was the majority of the pills that I took amongst other less harmful ones.

I lay there for a few minutes, ready to accept what little fate I had left.

That was it.

I was done.

Obviously, I didn’t stick with that decision. Something clicked in my mind and I called my dad. He drove over to me as quickly as he could, in tears hugged me as I sat vomiting in the front step. He drove me to the hospital himself, definitely breaking several laws doing so but hey, at least I’m alive.

When we got to the hospital, I was taken through so many different things while my liver was slowly destroying itself and killing me from the inside out. Eventually we got into where I could get treated.

But it would actually be hours before I was seen by a doctor.

I spent most of the night vomiting up my stomach lining, crying out in pain, wishing I just wasn’t there at all, wishing someone would help.

I had several nurses come in asking whether I had been given anti sickness.

I had to have some heart tests done, blood taken, and eventually was given 3 different types of anti sickness.

Two were administered when I was awake, and one when I was asleep (because I had passed out from over exerting my body). The first two hadn’t done anything for me, but the third one managed to fix my body and I stopped being sick.

I was out onto several iv lines to be able to clear my liver, cried to several nurses about my situation, and was also stupidly drugged up because of the anti sickness and unknowingly flirted with some nurses.

The next day I was taken into a ward with 3 lovely women. I was the only one in there for a suicide attempt, but I just told them it was for liver problems.

After my blood tests came back that it was clear for me to go, I had to have a mental health assessment.

And eventually got sent home.

The Saturday after that, I went on another date, and to say it worked out would be an understatement.

He supported me all throughout my trip to the hospital. He has been my voice of reason despite barely having his own reason. He’s actually currently sitting next to me playing Skyrim.

His family are sweet, and these past few months with him have helped me heal tremendously.

It’s safe to say that I am doing better.

So much better.

I’m still working on getting back into writing but am just searching for the write prompt to kick start my brain. And if I don’t write, I’ll still stay in touch on tumblr and so little updates here and there.

Thank you for reading this, and thank you for understanding.

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The Girls Touched By Space | Masterlist

Summary: In a world where reality always starts off so kind, three girls are forced to face reality faster than they might like.

Warnings: angst, cheating, implied sex/suggestive themes, swearing, gaslighting, jealousy

Introducing our three Y/N's

Okay, this story is told from 3 different perspectives. Moonlight, Angel, and Sunshine. The order of how it is told is: Moonlight, Angel, Sunshine, and Moonlight (again). So here, let me tell you about our girls.

Moonlight: She meets Sawamura Daichi in her third year in high school and they get together relatively quickly; but Moonlight is too busy having to raise her three younger siblings, she doesn't want to bother Daichi with her issues, so she befriends Sugawara Koushi. She can't see the signs of her relationships downfall until she's tumbling over the edge.

Angel: She goes to college and is so happy to finally be free from her parents toxic relationship. She meets Sawamura Daichi half way through her first year, but she refuses to date someone she's only just met. Of course, she eventually gives in, but her small paradise doesn't last as long as she'd hoped. When the moon rises over the horizon, how is she meant to deal with the calamity of what he'd forced her to be a part of?

Sunshine: Working at a café was her joy. When she meets Moonlight, her life is so interesting to the girl. Even more so when Moonlight introduces her to one Sugawara Koushi; but with him, there's always a barrier she can't cross, and who else is to blame but Moonlight? How is she meant to know how much it will hurt? She isn't, not until it happens.

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These stories are set between 2012 - 2021. And there are four parts to this series

The One Where You Fall In Love (And Then You Don't)

The story of Moonlight and Sawamura Daichi.

The Girl With Stars In Her Eyes

The story of Angel and Sawamura Daichi.

The Girl Who Radiated The Sun ---- Part 1 Published!

The story of Sunshine and Sugawara Koushi.

Part 1

Part 2

The One Where You Fall In Love (And Learn How It Works) ---- To Be Published

The story of Moonlight and Miya Osamu.

Number of parts to be determined

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Hey everyone! Sooooo me and @pies-writes-and-more and @satan-ruler-of-hells are currently in a stream at the moment (so to get these sexy voice reveals come see). But! That isn’t all, for some quality content, I will also tag some extra people that you can watch

Currently watching - Nic’s Stream  and  Hunter’s Stream  (playing Apex Legends)

Also follow -

Sylojack

Emmettkegler

the_twitchy_streamer

Come and sit in the chat and talk to us about Haikyuu, the boys won’t know what’s happening, but it’ll be fun <3