#thmsfontela

[thmsfontela]

Now you only live in my memories, the only place you can't hurt me as I hurt you. By saving us, I'd lose myself, and I rather die to let you live without me.

A piece of my heart that you leave to die.

[thmsfontela]

I remember the blue sky and the heat of the sunlight crossing the trees, lighting up the green leaves, dimming as a collection of emeralds jewels, while I was swimming in the forest. I moved fast as the wind, cutting the grass below me as I ran to reach the echoing sound that came above the woods.

In an open field, I saw the clouds swirling like a violent sea. The sun exhibited the shadows of the creature that was drifting in the sky. So noble, wonderful, and unique, the whale revealed itself for me, dancing on its own. Its melody was blue but a clamor for consciousness. From the bottom of the heart, it said: “I don’t wanna be alone,” smiling with tears on its eyes.

It was so high, kilometers from the ground, tenting me to give up to follow my emotions. I was just an ambitious fox, naive and falling for someone new, a complete stranger that stole my heart without knowing.

I felt my feelings burning me alive, not so scared to let them come out, not so proud to turn me around, but unprepared to dive into the unknown.

[thmsfontela]

I was afraid at the beginning, and now what rests for me is accepting the situation. Everything was an experiment that went wrong, simplifying as a dream to visit when life is heavy and unsustainable. I can’t turn off this feeling. Am I only a replacement to satisfy the ideal form of desire? I understand I’m being dramatic, overflowing the odds with sorrow and doubt. Still, there’s so much torment inside me, and time is running backward.

A piece of my heart that you leave to die.

[thmsfontela]

He was a porcelain doll with different eyes reflecting different skies, dusk, and night holding a heavy sight for those who feel it resting on their shoulders. And his long, dandled, and straight hair glowed as gold with the silver moonlight smile his face carries. But in the end, his presence continued to lift distress and misfortune from a very long past his soulless body tasted, and the afflicted mind still touched.

[theficwriter]

PARABÉNS PARA VOCÊ, NESSA DATA QUERIDA, MUITAS FELICIDADE, MUITOS ANOS DE VIDA! (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

AAAAA E EU QUE NÃO CREIO QUE SÓ VI ISSO AGR! Muito obrigada, sério! Um feliz ano novo para você, amore, que 2018 traga o que 2017 não trouxe.💕

[irainbowhood]

thmsfontela respondeu seu post: Send me what superpower(s) you think my muse would...

alien contact that results to a avolution for a new kind of human specie and this results to a very and deep contact to the human kind knowledged (universe mysteries and magic stuff)

APENAS UMA PERGUNTA: Keane?? Dmitriy?? London?? Belfast?? Kayc, era pra tu ter enviando isso na inbox e ter marcado um personagem meu. Mas você nunca segue as regras quando o assunto sou eu... I hate you, but I love you, but I hate you.

[irainbowhood]

thmsfontela respondeu a sua pergunta: thmsfontela respondeu a sua postagem: ...

eu vou ficar bem, não se preocupa

Claro que você vai ficar bem, eu e muitas outras pessoas estamos aqui, por você, para garantir isso. O quão clichê isso soou? COMO ASSIM NÃO SE PREOCUPAR?! Eu me preocupo por qualquer coisa. Caso eu marque com alguém e me atrase eu já me sinto mal, eu penso no quanto aquela pessoa é ocupada e mesmo assim arranjou um tempo para mim e eu estou desperdiçando. Anyway... Eu tô quase chegando a duas mil palavras no NaNoWriMo. YEAH! Isso só no primeiro dia

[irainbowhood]

thmsfontela respondeu a sua postagem: Oi, @thmsfontela esse tempo todo e eu esqueci de...

nunca é tarde para juntar-se a um squad, mas a única coisa q quero nesse momento é criar coragem

Coragem é algo tão relativo Kayc, em questões sentimentais eu posso ser mais corajoso que você, mas eu tenho uma fobia irracional em relação a cobrar, até mesmo ver o nome já me causa desconforto. Ter um plano de ajudaria a aumentar sua coragem?