what do you see when you look down? we just keep getting drunker and drunker. we have sex with a different guy every night to distract ourselves from how bored and unhappy we are but we can't even see how bored and unhappy we are. we've just accepted a new standard of dissatisfaction. we lose ourselves. by drinking too much. by doing too many drugs, by having too much sex. [eastsiders 2012-2019]





