Gift to Thorne Desires!! Youkai!Karamatsu x Reader
OMG so i was very much inspired by @thornedesires Dark youkai!Karamatsu x reader fic. please please go check it out, it had me at the end of my seat! you can read it here!!
I actually recommend reading their story first to understand this as it has spoilers for their story.
I DO NOT take credit for this, it belongs to Thorne!
I wanted to write a excerpt with Karamatsu’s perspective so here you go Thorne! I hope you like it! and your roomie as well
This had gotten out of hand. Karamatsu, taking the guise of your agent “Kay,” sat back in his chair, hands folded with forefingers out to touch his chin, contemplated on how did you, or rather, when did you change the deal?
He remembered the day you had made the deal with him to give you the chance for people to love you for you and appreciate your talents in exchange for your body and soul just like it was yesterday. He was a youkai after all, his memory was sharp.
He went with the deal knowing that in the end you’d lose fame and he’d have your soul to fill his lantern and then he’d go about his way. But to keep things interesting (and to keep an eye on you) he became “Kay” to switch things up. Perhaps that was what had started changing the deal.
You weren’t like other humans he dealt with before, especially ones that were seeking fame. Even in the start you weren’t making the deal for fame per se, you just felt unloved despite having a talent for acting and singing. You didn’t even want to change who you were either. You just wanted recognition without changing your outward appearance to what society deemed as beautiful.
You had kept your kindness and patience. You seemed too much like a flower in a windy field at first. He figured you’d break in the fast paced world that came with fame. But you ended up being a tree. Your roots were planted, you kept who you were despite was was thrown at you and you stood tall.
Honestly he didn’t have to do much. All he had to do was just change how others perceived you. And even then he didn’t have to do that much after you got more famous.
You were stubborn when you needed to be, flexible when it called for it, you took everything in stride. You amazed him.
He didn’t want you to change, he...he loved you for you.
He shut his eyes and let out a groan at the realization. This...this changed everything. This wasn’t supposed to happen.
It did explain a lot though...
Being around you constantly was torturing him. Being your agent had the perk of being around you a lot but it just wasn’t enough for him. He wanted you. Badly.
It was so tempting to cheat. To force you to lose your fame sooner, it would have been easy too. Then he could have you. But just as he was about to do just that, you’d send “Kay” a sweet smile and he just couldn’t do that to you. You were happy at the moment, who was he to take that from you?
He never needed someone so badly but it went beyond just what he could take from you. No, he wanted it to be given from you. He just had to be patient.
Funny, statement that. Normally for a youkai, time and patience was something he’d have a lot of, but there were times that it ran thin. Some gigs that had been offered for you were of a romantic interest, he was obligated as your “agent” to offer such parts to you for you to decide to take them or not. He could intervene and suggest that maybe the part wasn’t worth your time, but ultimately it was your decision. But the thought of another male touching you, kissing you? Sure, it was all acting but it burned him nonetheless.
You always had a professional manner with male actors and singers but you’d let it slip to “Kay” at least that you’d find a few attractive. Even without you telling him of your attraction he could smell it on you when you were near. It took him everything not to just lob their head off.
It really didn’t help either that you found “Kay” attractive either. He had enough of a hard time keeping his end of the bargain and keeping his hands off of you as it was. Then you started finding “Kay” attractive, and he could smell your arousal around him. He broke many of desks just from clutching them too hard.
You were driving him insane. If any other youkai saw him now he’d be a laughing stock.
It actually no longer surprised him that he wanted this to continue. It was a sweet torture whenever you were near him. You were always busy but you always made time for him. Perhaps it was solely because he was your agent but it was nice regardless. When you’d look at him, he wanted to melt in your gaze. When you’d touch him, he wanted to go down on his knees and beg for more. When you’d talk to him, he wanted to gather the stars, the moon, anything that paled in comparison to you, just so you could shine even brighter. And, oh, when you smiled at him, he shattered in a thousand pieces with a wondrous scream that was your name in ecstasy. He wondered what it be like to have you under him, moaning his name, if his feelings were this bad already. It’d be the end of him.
Just as he was at his own breaking point, you came into his office, letting him know that you were finally worn thin and needed a vacation. Swiftly agreeing with you, it had not escaped his notice that you were running yourself ragged as of late. It had worried him enough that he mentioned a vacation to you (trickery far from his mind at this point). But he knew all too well that was how things went in this business.
After you left the room did it dawn at him that now it was only a matter of time. You only said a few months but it was dangerously close to having his end of the bargain break. He could finally reveal not only himself but his feelings as well.
He wanted to settle down with you. The idea of having you as his mate, marrying you, fuck, it was enough for him to groan in desire.
With an amused smirk he let out a chuckle.
This was going to be just the beginning for the two of you.