#thought drabbles

[writersguild]

Thoughts driving home

She was looking at the sunrise and so missed when the light turned green. The Red of the sun told her to stop and enjoy the morning but the humanity around her pushed her further into believing that she was just another driver sitting through a good light.

[writersguild]

Describing Without Sound

Charlie sits at the bench, barely moving his hand, not changing his fingering until I see a flash of motion out of the corner of my eye and Michael dashes into the room to boot my youngest brother away and claim the bench for himself. 

My scholarship applications become easier to focus on without the repetitiveness of Charlie’s compositions.

Eventually, though, I’m required to look up from my computer screen and adjust my slowly stiffening body to give Michael requested advice. I sit patiently as he goes through his act for the talent show. 

I return to focusing on my scholarship and concentrate on not panicking at how close the deadlines approach. I would say my mouth is dry from the nerves but instead it is sticky sour-sweet from Easter candy.

My tailbone has officially gone numb by the time Michael moves into pieces that were not to be included in the talent show performance. I shifted on the upholstered couch from ten years ago and leaned back to listen. 

[writersguild]

Chapter Thirteen.

The quality of which is steadily degrading into trash. Do not incinerate: no one needs to be breathing in the particles. It’ll only lower your IQ. 

[writersguild]

Thought Drabbles 1

That small anxiety feeling you get when you realize that you’re eating up your writing cache for the Beta reader updates every other week. I promise I’ll write four chapters if there’s a snow day. 

[5991915]

Ever since I was really young I always wanted to go on some crazy adventure. And I'd go some where far away from home and make new friends. I'd always stay up late and look at the 5 visible stars and hope that one day something interesting would actually happen. Sometimes I'd pretend to be something I'm not in front of people. (mainly a werecat) That only resulted in having no friends. I even tried acting like anime characters, but same result and no satisfaction.  When I was 6 I was certain that I was an alien cat princess and I was put on earth on an accident. So I used to do everything like a cat in hopes that I'd become one. Just because everything was really boring  

Of course, here I am 11 years later and I still think my life is boring as shit and I still want to go somewhere interesting. My life is just so boring. It's like, get up, learn, go home, fuck around, repeat. Once I graduate it's not going to get anymore exciting. I just want to do something exciting. I mean I don't exactly want to go on an anime adventure anymore. Or want to be a cat. But I still want something exciting to happen.  

  Man I'm just not cut out for this. Everything is so dull.

My life is so dull.

Earth is really dull.