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Today, I watch my first loops of fire and I cried everytime I spot one. I want to be an astronaut. So bad. Will I?

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Lost Boy : A Cover by me!!

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Best Way to End September

So today is the last day of September and yes, I have to say that I enjoyed September. If September were to be a person, here’s what I would say to her. Oh, September is a she. Well, for me at least.

Dear September,

My favourite part of September is that, on the 22nd , it is my brother’s birthday. Which means that there will be a birthday cake! You know how I love cakes. I love cakes. I live for them. This year, our mom made him a non-bake nutella cheese cake. It looked super TASTY! but, i don’t know why it tasted otherwise. Well, she said that she will bake him another so that means, more cakes for US! YAYYYYY

Also, my other brother, Aman scored 8 A’s and 1 B (for english hahaha) for his SPM trials. I am so proud of him!!! He even got an A+ for his Add Maths. Genius, I know. I hope that he will get straight A’s for the real SPM.

Not only that, my friend Beatcy got a job as a Cadet Engineer at Sook Palm Oil. She had her internship there and guess she left them a great impression! So B, CONGRATSSSSS!!!!

As for me, hehe I’m still a royal jobless. I sent 3 job applications and none responded. But that is not a problem as I am Fatin Nabila. I AM UNBREAKABLE! 

Oh yes, I lost my beloved sandals. No,I did not lose it. Someone took it from me! But my mom bought me a new one so I am happy.

Also, this month, I learnt a lot of things. Well here’s 5 of them!

1. ONLY YOU CAN HELP YOURSELF.

-this applies on everything. especially on job applications haha. No one is going to apply them for you. With that being said, yes, I will apply more jobs. I shall!

2. CATS ARE HUMAN’S BEST FRIEND!

-We have 10 cats. 4 of them love to hang out with me which is cool. (PS; I have friends, it’s just that they are soooooo far away)

3. CATS ARE DOUCHEBAGS

-no comment

4. YOU CAN NEVER LOSE CONTACT WITH YOUR FRIENDS

-unless you want to. which is fine. no judgement.

5. IT’S OKAY TO NOT FINISH READING A BOOK

-if it is not interesting, why should you continue. save it for some other time. or not at all. your call.

Well September, I think that’s all for now. See you next year. Now I have to wake my friend Jessie.

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A short poem movie of Angelica Dawn's Hanya Punya Sekarang.

Narrated by Angelica Dawn. Please note that the narration is in Sabahan slang which explains why it sounds a little bit Indonesian:)

Visit perempuanmatacoklat.blogspot.com for more!

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Day 140: how do you feel about people disrespecting their parents

Thou shall burn in hell. 

But when I start to think about it, why does children disrespect their parents? It has to come from somewhere. I’m sure that the hatred or whatever feeling that they experienced or experiences that moment did not magically appears. Well, if the act sprouts from what their parents did then I guess it is forgivable but if it is self inflicted then yes, Thou shall burn in hell

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Day 139: something you can’t wait for

Graduate with First Class Honors, be an engineer in Toyo Tires and live with my mama. Well that’s what the old me would say. But I have stop waiting since my final semester because I had enough waiting. Yes, I know I know people say good things takes time but I have not even started it, when will it happen? When will I get all the good stuff?

No, the time is now. If not now, when?

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Day 138: one of the nicest things anyone has said to you

I seriously cannot recall right now.

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The Samyang Spicy Chicken Noodles Challenge

NAILED IT.

It’s spicy but my mom and I smacked it. She even drank the dregs like it was nothing. But the after taste was a little bit overwhelming HAHAHA. My lips are burning still. Feeling kinda sore. The spicy sore.

But I do have to say that it tasted really good!