I wish you loved me. I wish you could love me the way I still love you. I wish you cared the way you used to. With every breath you used to live for me. Now I'm an option... Something to entertain you when you're bored. I wish you could feel the pain in my heart as my eyes look at your handsome face and I see your soul on your skin. I wish you could see the intense love in my eyes and the pain hidden beneath the smile. I wish for you again. I wish for the you that lived for me. The light kisses. Your hand intertwined with mine. The look you gave me when I was being a brat. The late night talks and the snacking. The stay-cations and the video games. I miss our memories and knowing that the feelings I have for you were mutual. I even miss fighting with you so that we can make it up. I miss you showing me who you really are.. underneath all of your strength and your manliness. I miss you looking in my eyes and telling me how much you loved me. MostIy miss having you close to me and I miss knowing that I was your one person. I miss you wanting me and fighting for me. I miss you.