#tryingtomoveforward

[alexthesailor]

#thursdaythoughts #debbiedowner #januaryblues #foodforthought #tryingtomoveforward #overthinking

[friendlydzunukwa]

It's really strange to fit so well with someone and feel content with them but they don't accept the point you are at in life to want to stick around.

[lost-intranslationlove]

I miss you. I think about you all the time. Remember that night we went to my work dinner and there was snow on the ground and you carried me to the car? Ill never forget. Or what about the time i held you for 2 hours crying because i didnt want you to die ? I miss you so much and there is absolutely nothing i can do. I dont care about anything else. I left you broken and feeling forgotten. They say everything comes full circle. Ill always love you. Till the end of time. Always and forever. Just like i promised.

[420techno]

Its so annoying to hold on to someone that you don't want to lose. I hate complicated relationships. I like to be as transparent and honest as I possibly can to everyone important to me. If it was a perfect world, we all would get along with no problem and the past would just be another drinking story. Why can't I just let you go? The more I think about you, the weaker I feel. Alcohol tastes so much more sweeter when my head is consumed with the thought of you. I swear I had all of this shit under control. I'm trying to pile all this shit on my plate and stay busy but you're still there. I know you feel it too. I'm not hallucinating this. You text me one thing with no emotion and you tell me you would be devastated to lose me in another phone conversation. I can't afford to hit bottom in this situation. I can't sit here and let you take me over and over again. I don't know how its psychologically possible for someone to do this to another person. There is no off switch. I just want to stay busy. I just want not to care. But here i am... Giving more fucks than my heart can take.

[randomisity-girlstyle]

I wish you loved me. I wish you could love me the way I still love you. I wish you cared the way you used to. With every breath you used to live for me. Now I'm an option... Something to entertain you when you're bored. I wish you could feel the pain in my heart as my eyes look at your handsome face and I see your soul on your skin. I wish you could see the intense love in my eyes and the pain hidden beneath the smile. I wish for you again. I wish for the you that lived for me. The light kisses. Your hand intertwined with mine. The look you gave me when I was being a brat. The late night talks and the snacking. The stay-cations and the video games. I miss our memories and knowing that the feelings I have for you were mutual. I even miss fighting with you so that we can make it up. I miss you showing me who you really are.. underneath all of your strength and your manliness. I miss you looking in my eyes and telling me how much you loved me. MostIy miss having you close to me and I miss knowing that I was your one person. I miss you wanting me and fighting for me. I miss you.