every day i lay in bed and think about benson making randy suck on his thumb, working it in in slow increments just to feel his tongue tremble underneath his finger . touching against his teeth, his gum, the soft insides of his cheek , feeling for what could possible considered crocodile about him .
sometimes he tells randy to bite down just to feel the pressure of his teeth , get to look at the imprints he leaves behind there , and if randy's a real good boy benson offers him another finger , and then another until his mouth is stuffed with them . he barely ever moves them, just lets them sit there , heavy and salty on his tongue. it's a lesson in patience and devotion and also that benson is simply a cruel fucker and will suddenly have the time to sit there for an hour just watching randy occasionally gag on those digits .
anyway ...
