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Finally know how it feels like to be depressed

Im a joke and know one gives a shit😔

Maybe you were brought into my life for a reason. Not the reason I thought though. You see I thought God brought you into my life because you were my soulmate. In the beginning I believed you were made for me (Apart of me still believes that). We’d talk endlessly about everything and nothing at all. We touched on everything and anything. We had great conversations. Than I went through something that was hard me. The hardest thing I’ve gone through so far in my 23 years of existence. I had surgery on my knee. Anyone who knows me, knows that I love basketball with my life. It was taken away from me at a time where I began to take it more seriously. That was a huge blow to me. But you were there to inspire me and make me believe in myself. I didn’t look for ANYONE during the time. I didn’t try to get into contact with anyone. I wanted to be alone. Alone with my thoughts. The only person I looked for was you. I found strength in your words. I found myself again when speaking to you. I always said God brought you into my life at the perfect time. I thought it was for companionship but maybe I was wrong. I basically told you it was okay if that you liked someone else but deep down I lied. I lied because unfortunately I’m the type of person that rather let people walk away without fighting. I lied because your happiness means a lot to me. I figured you would be happier with him. I’m a 23 year old dude that works with kids at a church and has aspirations of playing ball overseas. Am I someone you really would want to be with. I don’t think so. So I said it would be okay. But it hurt me, I can’t lie. Maybe God bought you into my life to motivate me in a way no one else could’ve. I guess that’s what I have to believe for now. I truly do hope you find happiness in your next relationship. I’ll always be here for you. And I’ll always believe that we walked into each others lives at the perfect time.

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We’ll be miles apart but I know if we were light years apart, my feelings for you won’t change.

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