#thoughtsandactions

[jaythebaexo]

it’s all about the energy of exchange. make sure your thoughts and actions match what you desire and want to manifest. . #manifestingyourdreams #energy #thoughtsandactions #whatyoudesire https://www.instagram.com/jasminelisav/p/BvFUU8bn4M-/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=id64m844rqx4

[abeautifulinterpretation]

"It's not what happens to you, but how you react to it that matters." -Epictetus- #radiatepositivity #thoughtsandactions

[cecivuvu]

In All Seriousness

          I find myself more and more under the weather as the week passes by.   Mainly because it is that time of month, but also because, well I’ve been taking things more seriously.   I’ve taken our school politics more seriously, I’ve taken my classes more seriously (even the boring ones), I’ve taken my relationships with people more seriously.   And I wonder every time if I will change as a result of this and how will I change, and if I’m satisfied with those ever-so apparent changes. 

          I hope I am, and if I’m not, I hope that I find the time to reevaluate the things that are in my life so that I am content with it.   I think to tie these sentiments with those I expressed at the beginning of the school year, I want to ask myself the question: What are you looking for?

          I don’t know what I’m looking for, or where to even begin in my search.   I think what I’m looking for as of now is simply inspiration.   I want to find something that inspires me to go beyond my current capabilities.   I’ve always been intrinsically motivated to participate in certain projects, I’ve never really had something inspire me to go all out - except Beeken, which, I feel, played a huge role in developing my visions for my projects. 

          I’ve met a ton of interesting and inspiring people in my life - but would I actually do things for them?   Would I ever act for them?   This is the part where I’m hesitant.   Same thinking applies to my community.   I love it, but I’m unclear on whether or not I would be able to do anything to serve them. 

[strengthstraining-blog-blog-blog]

Day 31, 4/22, 11:50 - 11:53

“Our doubts are traitors, and make us lose the good we oft might win, by fearing to attempt.” - Shakespeare

I’ve been thinking a lot today about self-doubt and the extent to which I let it shape my choices and daily activities. I’ve also been thinking about how to rein it in and not let it prevent me from accomplishing my short and long-term goals.

Today was  warm and a few trees had pink blossoms (it’s all about that bloom). My sister and I went hiking in a nature reserve. We ordered veggie pizza and ate in the sunshine.

Then I came home to write. Why does writing scare me? Why is it so alluring and so frightening at the same time? Why is it such a struggle?