Is Being Just Positive It?
Experience is the best teacher. As positive as I have been about all that I'm experiencing, I recently had to acknowledge that there is more to the idea "we create our reality through our thoughts", and there is some truth to this that gives us ownership of our lives and empowers us; but I'm also realizing and equally true that we don't have control. My experiences are steadily reshaping my understanding and beliefs, and I now feel that we each have themes we decided to explore before we incarnated in human form; and this is what more so shapes the happenings of our lives regardless of how focus and intentional we are with our thoughts. And for this reason, simple awareness that we don't have control of the thoughts that flow to our mind, but do have the power to remain neutral or even feel whatever comes to surface at the time, because ultimately all is phenomenal, going and coming. So being positive all the time does eventually feel like an effort and can feel more like a resistance to life, only keeping us in this cycle of not TRULY SURRENDERING TO WHAT IS.