[ 📞 ] ‘ where are you? are you okay? ’
She just couldn’t stay there anymore. They were breaking her and more than she was already. Alexandra hated being like a damsel in distress but she had to put aside her stubborness and ask for help.
She was always keeping a bag with the only things that wasn’t ripped or broken under the trap on her floor bedroom. Good thing that her ‘room’ was the antic near the entrance of the back door.
Jumping in her black and white vans, she was running away from hell. She knew that it’d be cold at night, even if her wounds was clear to anyone view, ripped clothes but at least it was not in the worst place.
When she was at the park midway from her home and the academy. Setting her stuff on her bench and search for her Iphone in her bag. The Knights’ producer got her cellphone of her bag and dialing Izumi’s number. She was crying and trying to stay calm wasn’t possible.
When Izumi’s answered she was only able to say between her sob a little ‘H-Help me…’ throught the phone.
‘ Where are you? Are you okay? ’
“A-At the park midway between that’s fucking hell called house and the academy… I-I… I’m n-not okay.. I’m not near being okay I-Izunyan.. I don’t want to go back.. I-I-I’m scared..”
She sounded so broken and looking broken. Alexandra had enough, what will happend next time? She didn’t want to know. Even if someone asked her to run, she wouldn’t be able. The sweet girl was scared to death, shaking like a leaf and crying like there was no tomorrow and her voice was cracking letting him know that something was wrong.
She was already stressed, anxious and easy to panic but when everything got to much bottled up, it explode. She had no one that she could call family since her only family was the demons of parents.
Orange eys looked everywhere hoping that no one from the academy will found her before him. Alex didn’t want to explain everything to people who won’t understand and said to go back home.
It’s not time to give up! You can always count of him and the others.. But I’m gonna be a burden for them again...
Something in her mind was saying that it’ll be okay, that she had someone that will be there for her but in ther other side, she was affraid that she’ll have to return to that hell hole, staying silent and never talk about it. Enough was enough, she couldn’t hide everytime and saying she was ok when she wasn’t, even when she used her own clusmy side to hide the real reason.
Except that one time when she wounded her left hand. That was her own fault from the begining, She did scratch it like a newbie but if she knew that her skateboard was broken after using it too much, she would have left it in her ‘room’.
She hoped that Izumi will be there soon. She knew that they won’t search her but he, her own father decided to do so, she was sure won’t see the end of this. She was no near to calm down..