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"Please, just-- can you please stop?! God, this is-- this is exhausting," Saoirse rakes a hand through her hair a moment. "Just-- stop. Stop. The pushing, the way you ask, and ask, and ask, and-- and I don't, I don't want to tell you. I don't want you to know, what is so hard about that?! I don't want to share. I don't want to talk about it. I just. I like things how they've been, Avalon, I don't-- I can't-- have anything else. I can't. I..."
Don't deserve to. I've gotten people close to me killed, I've lied to you about every facet of my existence down to my name, you don't know me and you never will, not the way you want to. I can't let you in. I can't lose you, too. I can't let myself fall in love, for what will be forever, with someone I will get hurt.
I can't lose anymore people.
"I can't let you in just to lose you, too," the last part mumbled, not even realizing she'd said it aloud.