Jun 29, 2020
Tom and the ball thing (again)
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Tom and the ball thing (again)
Dear Church Friends, When i got home i really needed to write about today’s Picnic outing. As i was sitting on Stacey’s blanket and you all were with me as well. I wanted to say to you all how grateful i felt, that i could spend this time with you. I looked at each one of you and thought you were all amazing. But after a while when you all started talking to one another. I started to doubt, i felt unworthy. I told God i didn’t fit in. I sort of felt isolated. Like you all were way better then me and i’d never be close to you and i felt like i should just give up. Because we all have different things in common. I don’t understand why God put me here. You all look pretty whole to me and comfortable being yourselves. Though on the other hand i feel like i’m pretending. I don’t feel like i’m enjoying it as i should. I feel nothing, like i’m not allowing it to be something great. But God has placed me here and what really matters is how he see’s it and how he feels about it. I was having fun. Like it only just came to me when i was there this morning. With the church families. That this is what i want. I want to spend more time with friends and the church families. All of us together. But i just didn’t feel worthy of you all. I prayed that God would bring more times like this. This Spring and Summer. It also is hard for me when you all have cars and i don’t. I don’t feel ready to drive just yet and i don’t even know what i’m missing out on. I kinda wish God would help me with this and i’ve prayed about it. I feel like a pain when you guys live the opposite way to me. I’m sorry you have to drive all this way to drop me off and all the way back. But God is good with what happened today.
M
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