#thywords

[rachelerobfit]

"11 For the moment all discipline seems painful rather than pleasant, but later it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it." #Hebrews 12:11 #mdot #IRONMAN #ironmantri #thywords

[christianandnerdy]

#Repost @taclaresta ・・・ I hope anyone who's listening to this song can find a new hope and faith in Christ alone 🙏 He is our light, our strenght, our soul. . . We know that nowadays are not getting easy or even better. You know, we're entering the final call. The temptations are getting havier. . .What heights of love .what depths of peace .when fears are stilled .when strivings cease! .My Comforter, my All in All, here in the love of Christ I stand. #christiansong #lagurohani #sampulkristen #worship #praise #lord #god #vokalplus #indovidgram #sonymusic #worldmusicaddict #ivgsundaymusic #infiacoversong #musicbookindo #inspirationalquotes #saatteduh #bible #holybible #thywords #christvidgram

[dearstargirl]

2:58am

I need to sleep. I badly wanted to sleep but you are in my mind and I keep on pushing this thought of you. I wanted to write, I wanted to express how thankful I am but why am I preventing myself from doing this? Probably because it's already late or maybe I am just afraid of letting my guard down. But my love, thank you for that gesture. I really appreciate it and it made me love you more and more. Iloveyou. Well, I must stop from here before I reminisce everything. I will sleep now.

[dearstargirl]

Always you.

I don't know when exactly was the last time I wrote a letter for you. I don't know why am I doing this right now. You won't read this but I'm still writing this for you. I miss you. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. But things are not the same anymore. You have someone new. But I'm not entirely convinced with that you know? The last time we've been together I still felt that, that sparks that ignited within the both of us. When I hugged you, I know that it's still has an effect to the both of us. It's still there, never gone. However, I understand that you should keep that feelings because it would be unfair to the other woman. So, you're trying your best to get rid of me and I can say that you're not succeeding because I'm still here and you know that. Nii, Imissyou like always but I'm not just going to yap and gawk every day while I think of you that's why I do every possible thing I could to distract myself and drift away from the bubble of my dreams. I know you're not doing okay now and ever since I know that you're not. You're concealing the fact that you're sad by putting off a tough front. But not I, Niichan. Not me. You can't fool me. I know you. But even if I know you, I can't do a thing. I can't go near you and ask you what the commotion is all about. Why you deactivated your Facebook account and what's up with the "long silence" caption. All I can do now is to pray for you that you will recover from that phase. Stay strong my love, I'm here if you want someone to talk to. I feel sad when you're sad. Iloveyousomuch, I still do and I really care about you. Please be alright.

[dearstargirl]

2015

It's already 2015 and I'm really looking forward to this year. A year of growth and positivity. But why am I being like this. I'm struggling. I know what I'm doing but... I don't know why I keep on doing such thing. It's not healthy. It doesn't make me happy but it does help me to escape the reality. I feel sad. But this is just the start. Plus, I am physically ill. :(

[dearstargirl]

Yesterday (112914) was a very tough day for me. First, I saw the long lost bestfriend and he didn't even bother to talk nor to approach me well what a coward and fine. Second, I tweeted in the morning that when I see the girl again then I'll be done with him. I saw the girl in 5pm service and I cried real hard because that's that. It's over. I'm done. I am angry. And I am broken beyond words and what I've learned is that I should not depend on people anymore. They either disappoint me or leave me. I'm tired dealing with that kind of people. The only love that can satisfy my inner being is the love of God. Nothing more, nothing less. To all the people who left and disappoint me in process: Just do what you want to do. I get hurt and I fall apart but obviously none of you are aware of that fact or you just ignore that. You taught me to fight harder and stay stronger because if I won't be strong for myself then who will? None. I have learned to be independent and stop depending on people too much.

[dearstargirl]

Blank.

I’ve been feeling blank for how many days, I do not know. I feel blank because a huge wave of emotion is craddling inside me I don’t know how to handle them anymore so I block it and choose not to think about it until I feel numb at all. But there are times where I feel them and the heaviness is just unbearable. I don’t know. My mind is currently a mess once again. I thought this would be the start of a positive me but I guess the universe has this way of pulling me into darkness once again. I’m fighting the gravity. I should stay in the light and I won’t let the darkness prevail in me.

[dearstargirl]

Sometimes the best choice you need to do is just to let go of someone who doesn't even give a time to take notice of you. Just like I said before to you my dear bestfriend, I'm tired of making the first move. I'll just be gone in your life. Perhaps if you're in need of someone you'll come back to me again but I won't do the first step to approach you not anymore. I'm so fed up with this cycle.