For Love
He didn't even know what had happened. The week had started out as normally as any week at SHIELD ever did, but within hours, it was agent against agent, friend against friend, and the entirety of the base was locked down by... he didn't want to think about that.
And he was alone, now. Hill and Barton and Romanoff lay in the room beyond him, faces covered. They weren't just his colleagues. (He won't let himself think the word "family".) They had stood beside him during this last siege, and now? Now he was the only one left standing, and he didn't expect to be standing for too much longer.
He knew who was coming after him, and he knew he wasn't going to survive it. But he knew something they didn't: that they weren't going to walk away, either.
Not only that, but the fallout was probably going to take down not just most of the building, but a sizeable chunk of the city street above them, which was... regrettable, but sometimes collateral damage was unavoidable. It would also be very difficult to explain away, which was part of his motivation.
He hears gunshots in the corridor outside, and he starts the countdown. Fifteen seconds, and it's all over.
The Director would be here soon, after all, and it would be rude not to be ready.









