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sincerely just dedicating my life to the aesthetic was the best decision I’ve ever made in terms of living life. it’s so much fucking fun. like honestly I have so much fun doing even the simplest of shit, and it’s also encouraged a lot of surprisingly healthy habits because I want to look and feel my best for those aesthetic pictures or even when I’m just out and about in public. it’s made me a lot friendlier and a lot more social; it’s made me less afraid to make mistakes and more eager to try new things. it’s so refreshing to be able to honestly say I want to do something because I just like the idea of being the kind of person who does it, because somehow I missed the memo growing up that if I do something, I am the kind of person who does it, regardless of initial motivation. I don’t know why, but we’re taught growing up that there has to be some deep reason for doing everything we do, but… there doesn’t have to be. you can do something simply because you want to. because you like the look of it. because you want to say you’ve done it. you don’t need any Deep Reason for it.
I see people worried that it means they’re faking, or that they’re just doing it for the look (like… yeah, that’s kind of what being an aesthetic hoe is all about lmao), but sincerely who the fuck cares what other people think. who the fuck cares if it’s something you do in the moment and then never want to do again. who the fuck cares if you pick up a subject or a language or an instrument or a hobby because your favourite character or historical figure or whatever did it. life is too damn short to hold yourself back. I have had so much fun and had so many new experiences and learned so much since I accepted I’m a dramatic aesthetic bitch and that’s the tea!
