Personal rant please feel free to ignore.
Today proves that I am a shit person and an even fucking shittier friend. One that cannot be counted on or trusted irl.
So today was a shitty day. Started out with si much fun. Here I thought- Idk even anymore what I thought? Nope. Trash human. And I just got a fucking phone call cause she wants to make sure I dont go broke.
I think I can manage a bit of spenditure on a baby reveal party.
So, first I can handle this. Then, lets add more people to this cause you cant handle this. Then lets make you friends with horrible people with horrible life choices.
Oh, btw my mother in law bought all this stuff cause she figured you wouldnt be able to handle it. Then oh no-thats not what I meant to say *looks at text, literally what it says*
I have everything ready and am texting her back that its handled, joking that I tricked a demon to give me riches by selling him my first born (I will never have kids). That he can take my left arm (I'll have the brother build me one worthy of Forge) and no. She calls and says that if I cant handle it....
I started to cry and apologized for being such a shitty friend cause she really believed I couldnt handle it.
She started to backpedal then. Explaining that she didnt want me to go broke. If I said I got it handled I got it handled. I have literally always said when I can or cannot afford something. Why would this be any different?!
Oh, no... Thanks. You've made it abundantly clear what you think of me. Idk what I even thought. Im so fucking stupid.
