#timetooshine

[time-too-shine]

I cry myself to sleep every night. I have mental break downs at least twice a day. I can't do this anymore. t

[time-too-shine]

I want nothing more than to be with you; in this moment, and the next; all through this day, and the next; through eternity, times infinity. I want nothing more than to be wrapped up in your arms, to be the smiling face you call home, to be the girl waiting at the airport for you to step off that plane in your military uniform. I want you for all of your flaws, that aren't really flaws but slight perfections in themselves. I want you and nothing else through eternity, times infinity.

[time-too-shine]

spent the whole day at cedar point, and managed to go on every ride except the water rides & Dragster; alkdjfla. I feel accomplished. today. was a great day.

[time-too-shine]

wearing a sweater not because you're cold, or because you want to hide your insecurities; wearing a sweater because it makes you feel safe like for some odd reason, nothing and no one in this world could ever touch you; like nobody could possibly hurt you or even help you; like nothing could make you ever feel happy or sad again. wearing a sweater because it distances you from feelings that you'll never be able to hide or accept.

[time-too-shine]

Do you really know, how much I have stayed awake, thinking about you?

#haiku 

[time-too-shine]

Senior Year;

In three years, I will not cut my hair. It will be long af. In three years, I will lose weight. I will be a skinny-ass mf. In three years, I will go to Coachella, BOTH WEEKENDS, no matter what my parents say. In three years, I will graduate from this shithole of a school and be applying to MSU. In three years, I will have myself a pet hedgehog.

My senior year will be fucking amazing.