The next morning, the villa is filled with a different kind of energy. Tyler's absence has lifted a weight off everyone's shoulders. Laughter echoes through the bedroom as the girls get ready while the boys tease each other downstairs.
Timo is already in the kitchen making coffee, but this time he is only making coffee for one other person. Y/N walks into the kitchen, still rubbing the sleep from her eyes, when she spots Timo already standing by the coffee machine.
“You've started your morning shift again?” she asks with a grin.
Timo glances over his shoulder, smiling when he sees her. “Someone has to keep this villa functioning.”
She laughs quietly as she accepts it. “That was smooth.”
“I wasn't trying to be smooth.”
“No?”
“No.” He shrugs, completely serious. “It's just true.”
Before she can answer, Harry walks into the kitchen dramatically.
“Ouch,” he groans, placing a hand over his heart. “You two couldn't wait until after breakfast to make me feel single?”
Y/N laughs, nudging Harry with her shoulder.
“We're literally drinking coffee.”
“Exactly. Even your coffee chats have chemistry.”
Everyone laughs as Harry steals one of the croissants from the counter and wanders away again. Lily walks into the kitchen, and Timo immediately straightens.
“Morning, Lily.”
Later that morning all the girls are gathered around the firepit. Eleanor practically vibrates with excitement.
“Guys, Bodhi is unreal,” she says, hiding her face in her hands.
“He's gorgeous,” Jade agrees. As if summoned, Bodhi walks over. Tall, tanned and smiling.
“Morning, everyone.” He hugs Eleanor first. Then his eyes land on Y/N. “Morning.”
“Morning,” she smiles, and Bodhi smiles back for slightly too long.
Harry immediately notices. “Oh, interesting.”
Throughout the morning, Bodhi keeps gravitating toward Y/N. He joins her while she's sunbathing. He sits beside her at lunch. He even helps her dry dishes, and he eventually pulls Y/N for a chat.
“Can I steal you?” he asks with a smile.
“Of course.” They settle on the on one of the daybeds.
“Did Eleanor tell you she's obsessed with you?” Y/N teases.
Bodhi laughs. “She told me everyone in here is obsessed with everyone.”
“Fair.” Y/N giggles.
“But honestly?” he says quietly. “I wanted to speak to you first,” Bodhi admits. “Yesterday, after my date with Eleanor, I got to see everyone together. I couldn't help but notice you.”
Y/N smiles politely.
“In a good way,” he quickly adds. “You seem genuine. You don't involve yourself in drama, everyone here clearly loves you... and you're obviously gorgeous.”
“Thank you.” She blushes.
“I know everyone probably expects me to continue getting to know Eleanor because we had a good date.”
“You did seem to get on.”
“We did.” He nods. “But that's exactly why I wanted to chat to you. I don't want to close myself off after one date.”
“I respect that.”
“So...” he smiles. “Would you be open to getting to know me?”
Y/N thinks for a second before nodding. “I would.”
“Perfect.” His face lights up. They spend the next half hour talking about travelling, their families and what brought them onto Love Island. It's easy and comfortable.
As they walk back towards the villa, Bodhi smiles. “I definitely made the right decision pulling you.”
“We'll see if you still think that after another conversation.” Y/N laughs.
“I've got a good feeling.”
Across the garden, Timo has been looking over at the two of them. Lily, sitting beside him, follows his gaze.
“You're looking over there a lot.”
Timo doesn't even try to deny it. “I know.”
“You really like her.”
“Yeah.” He lets out a small laugh.
Lily smiles sadly. “I figured.”
“But I haven’t really had the chance to chat with her today,” he shrugs.
“Well, if you really feel the connection between the two of you.”
“I know, but I am in a couple with you. I don’t want you to feel bad.”
“Honestly, Timo…” Lily sighs. “This is making me feel worse. Like, I came in here to look for love, and I thought you could be that, but your head has already been spun. And that is totally okay with me, but like just say that then.”
Timo looks over at her, he has been cruel to her not exploring their couple and just watching Y/N everywhere she goes. It’s crazy it’s day three and he’s acting like he is closed off.
“I’m sorry, truly,” he says and grabs her hand.
“Well thank you for the apology.”
Not long afterwards, Timo catches Y/N walking towards the kitchen.
“Can I steal you?” he asks.
She smiles immediately. “You don't have to ask.”
They wander over to the terrace where it's quieter.
“So...” Y/N says as they sit down. “How are things with Lily?”
Timo sighs dramatically and drops his head back. “I feel bad.”
“Why?”
“She's lovely.”
“But?”
“But every conversation somehow ends with me talking about you.”
“Timo!” Y/N covers her face with her hands.
“What?” he laughs.
“You cannot tell her that.”
“I don't mean to.”
She shakes her head, laughing. “You are unbelievable.”
“I know.”
A comfortable silence settles between them. Eventually Timo looks at her. “I saw you chatting with Bodhi.”
“You did.”
“How was it?”
“It was nice.” She decides not to share too much about their conversation.
His smile falters ever so slightly. “You like him?”
“I think he's sweet.”
Timo nods slowly. “Well, I can't exactly complain.”
“No?”
“I'm literally coupled up with someone else.” He laughs quietly.
Y/N studies him for a moment. “You know... I was worried yesterday.”
“About?”
“That things would change.”
“They haven't.” His eyes immediately meet hers.
“No?”
“They won't.” The certainty in his voice makes her smile. “I still want to get to know you.”
“I still want that too,” she says as her smile widens. Without thinking, his hand finds hers on the bench between them. Neither of them says anything. They simply sit there, fingers intertwined.
Throughout the afternoon, the islanders play games in the pool, sunbathe and joke around. Whenever Y/N looks up, she somehow catches Timo looking at her.
Harry notices it too so he nudges Ezra. “They're hopeless.”
“They're basically coupled up without actually being coupled up.” Ezra chuckles.
Just before sunset someone’s phone buzzes.
“I've got a text!” Mila shouts. The islanders gather around.
Islanders... Tonight there will be a recoupling where the boys will choose which girl they would like to couple up with. #ChoicesChoices #GoodLuckGirls
Everyone immediately begins getting ready. The girls are finishing their make-up when another phone buzzes. It belongs to Timo.
“I've got a text!” he calls from downstairs. Everyone gathers in the dressing room doorway and on the landing. Timo opens the message before laughing in disbelief.
Islanders... As Lily stole Timo at the previous recoupling, Timo is not permitted to choose a girl tonight. Timo and Lily will remain coupled up. #RulesAreRules
The villa erupts.
“No way!”
“That's brutal.”
Harry claps Timo on the shoulder. “Mate... that's rough.”
Timo looks straight at Y/N.
Night falls and the familiar firepit glows beneath the stars. Everyone takes their seats as Maja walks into the villa. “Hello, Islanders.”
“Hello!”
“Tonight it's time for another recoupling. As you know, Timo and Lily will remain together after yesterday's twist, meaning Timo will not make a choice tonight.” Timo simply nods.
“As our newest bombshell, Bodhi, you'll be choosing first.”
Bodhi stands. He smiles nervously before looking towards the girls. “The girl I'd like to couple up with is someone I only met yesterday, but from our conversations today I feel like she's exactly the kind of person I wanted to meet when I came in here.”
He glances at Y/N. “She's kind, funny, genuine... and I'd really like the chance to explore what could be there.”
He smiles. “So the girl I'd like to couple up with is... Y/N.”
Y/N smiles in surprise before standing up. She hugs the girls before walking over. Bodhi opens his arms and she hugs him.
“I'm looking forward to getting to know you,” he whispers.
“So am I.” Timo watches them with a smile that doesn't quite reach his eyes.
Maja smiles. “Harry, you're next.”
Harry stands confidently. “The girl I'm choosing is someone who's stayed true to herself since day one.”
He smiles warmly at Eleanor. “She's honest, she's caring and she's got the biggest heart in this villa.”
Eleanor smiles already knowing. “So the girl I'd like to couple up with is... Eleanor.”
“You made me nervous!” She walks over laughing.
“I had to build suspense.” She hugs him tightly before they sit down together.
“Paxton, you're up next.”
Paxton smiles at Mila. “Getting to know this girl has honestly been effortless.”
He shrugs with a grin. “We laugh constantly, we challenge each other and I honestly don't want to start over.”
He nods towards her. “So, I'd like to stay coupled up with... Mila.”
She beams as she joins him. “I was hoping you'd say that.”
“I know.”
“Kian.” Kian gets to his feet.
“The girl I'm choosing has such a fun personality.” Jade grins already.
“She makes every day entertaining, and I honestly feel like we've only scratched the surface.” He smiles. “So I'd like to couple up with... Jade.”
She practically skips over before wrapping him in a hug. “Good choice.”
“I thought so.”
“Ezra, you’re up next.”
Ezra smiles. “The girl I'm choosing is calm, intelligent and somehow always knows exactly what to say.”
“I feel really comfortable around her.” He looks at Ivy. “So I'd like to couple up with... Ivy.”
“I'm glad.” Ivy smiles softly before joining him.
“So am I.”
Silence settles around the firepit. Only Seraphina remains standing.
Maja walks over. “Seraphina... as none of the boys have chosen to couple up with you tonight, your Love Island journey has come to an end.”
The girls immediately begin crying.
Seraphina laughs through her tears. “Oh God... don't make me cry.”
“You've been my biggest cheerleader.” Y/N wraps her in the biggest hug.
“And you better keep finding love,” Seraphina whispers into her ear.
“I'll try.”
She hugs every single girl before moving to the boys.
Harry kisses the top of her head. “You've been one of the best people in here.”
“Don't get too emotional now.”
“I'll miss you.”
Finally, she hugs Timo. “You better sort your life out.”
“I'm trying.” He laughs.
“You've got a good one.”
“I know.”
She gives Lily a quick hug before she walks towards the villa doors. “Good luck, everyone!”
The islanders call goodbye as she disappears inside. A heavy silence lingers around the firepit. Beside Bodhi, Y/N glances across at Timo. Across the flames, he meets her eyes. Neither of them says a word, they don't have to. Timo feels jealous watching Bodhi with his arm around Y/N’s waist.
They all get up and walk away from the firepit. Timo grabs Y/N wrist immediately.
“Want to chat?” he says and nods towards to hideaway. Y/N looks over at him and nods. They take a seat on the swing, they sit very closely together. Y/N’s legs are across Timo’s lap.
“I am very angry about tonight,” Timo confesses as he looks away from Y/N face and just looks at her legs. His hand is placed on her knee, and he is tracing circles with his thumb.
“About what?” she says as looks over at his face.
“I really wanted to pick you. Like I was excited about being able to continue this and then I got the text and I got scared.”
“No baby, why?” At the nickname his face shoots up and he looks her in the eye.
“I am afraid that because we are not in a couple… you might actually want to explore things with Bodhi,” he starts. “And you have every right to, but it’s just gonna suck for me.”
“Well he is really nice.” Y/N lifts her hand up and caresses Timo’s cheek. “But he is not you.”
Timo looks even deeper into her eyes, and he melts when her hand touches his cheek.
“Can I kiss you?” he whispers, almost scared of her answer.
“I mean… we aren’t in a couple, and I think that would be rude to our respective couple.” But she leans in anyways. “But I really want to kiss you too.”
Timo blushes as he leans in further as well. “Just a quick kiss. I almost forgot how good of a kisser you are. That challenge feels so long ago.”
“Just a quick one then,” she says before the closes the gap between them. However, what was supposed to be a short and sweet kiss turns into so much more. Their tongues get very involved in the kiss and before they even know it five minutes have passed and they get the signal that they have to get ready for bed.
“That was such a good kiss,” Timo whispers. “Thank you for the reminder.”
“Yeah, it was.” They keep looking into each other’s eyes for a little longer before they finally get up and get ready for bed.
When she gets to the dressing room the girls are all curious about what happened. They tell her that Bodhi was looking for her. She tells them about the kiss and that it wasn’t supposed to be a full snog, but one thing led to another. She feels bad about Bodhi though because he is a very nice guy. Y/N tells the girls that she wants to tell Bodhi herself before all the girls walk to the bedroom.
Y/N gets under the covers with Bodhi and he leans over.
“Do you want a kiss or a cuddle or nothing?” he asks her.
“Yeah, we can cuddle if you want.” She turns her back to him and lets him be the bigger spoon. However, in her heart, she feels so bad. She looks over at Timo’s bed to find him already looking at her. And then the lights turn off.
Warning(s): mentions of Y/N. The Tyler character is an ass.
Characters
The islanders slowly wake up as the lights in the bedroom turn on. They all immediately look over at Tyler’s bed. He still hasn’t taken his eye mask off and he is still completely unaware that Y/N and Timo haven’t spent the night here.
In the Hideaway the first thing Y/N becomes aware of is warmth. Not the soft mattress beneath her or the morning sunlight filtering through the curtains, but the heavy arm wrapped around her waist and the steady rise and fall of Timo’s chest against her back. She smiles sleepily before turning around slightly, finding his face only inches away. His hair is messy and his eyes are still closed, but somehow, he still looks ridiculously handsome. As if he can feel her staring, one eye slowly opens.
“Morning,” he mumbles, his Swiss accent thick with sleep.
“Morning.”
He smiles lazily. “You alright?”
Y/N nods. “Best sleep I've had in ages.”
“That’s because you had me as a cuddle buddy.”
She laughs quietly. “I'll keep that in mind.”
Timo grins before pulling her closer for another minute. Neither of them wants to get up. Eventually they do, and reality is waiting outside.
Everyone is already awake and just lying in their beds chatting when Timo and Y/N walk into the bedroom together.
“What the fuck?” Tyler sits upright immediately and the entire room goes quiet. “You actually slept in there?” he asks, glaring at Y/N.
She stops in her tracks. “You told me to find somewhere else to sleep.”
“That was before you ran off with him!”
“You literally said she could fuck right off,” Harry reminds him.
Tyler ignores him and says, “So now you're playing happy families?”
“Mate, relax,” Ezra says.
“Unbelievable.” Tyler scoffs.
Later that morning, Timo stands in the kitchen. He pours coffee into two mugs, one exactly the way Y/N likes it and the other one just black for himself. Then he notices Eleanor laughing with Seraphina nearby and pauses. His heart breaks a little for her, Eleanor has been nothing but kind to him and so understanding of their situation, she doesn’t deserve to feel bad. With a small sigh, he places two more mugs on the counter, and then two more. By the time he's finished, eight coffees are lined up.
“Guys!” he calls. “Coffee!” The girls practically cheer.
“Oh my God,” Eleanor laughs. “Acts of service! You're my dream man.” Which makes everyone laugh.
“I just figured everyone could use one,” Timo says casually. Across the kitchen, Y/N catches his eye. She knows exactly who that first coffee is really meant for. He gives her a tiny wink, and suddenly she finds herself smiling into her mug.
Tyler, however, spends the whole morning acting like a complete asshole. Every comment he makes is just passive aggressive.
“Must be nice sleeping in the Hideaway.”
“The happy couple's here.”
“Didn't know we were moving this fast.”
Eventually, Y/N has enough, and she finds him by the pool side to pull him for a chat. “Tyler, can we talk?”
He shrugs. “Go on.”
“I know this situation isn't ideal, and I don't want to hurt you. But it's day two and—”
“Day two and you've already mugged me off!”
She blinks. “I haven't mugged you off—”
“Yes, you have!” His voice rises. “You embarrassed me in front of everyone!”
“Tyler, please—” Y/N tries to speak but Tyler screams over whatever she was trying to say.
“No! Don't act innocent!”
Because Tyler raised his voice, the other islanders were looking over at them in concern.
“You've done everything wrong!” His voice is loud now. “And everyone thinks I'm some prick because you fancy him!”
“Mate.” Harry walks over to them immediately. “Enough.”
Paxton walks over too. “Lower your voice.”
“She asked you to stop.” Ezra says as he steps between them.
Timo is by Y/N's side within seconds. “Don't shout at her.”
“Oh, here comes Captain Save-A-Hoe.” Tyler laughs bitterly. That comment makes every boy go silent.
“Watch your mouth,” Timo says sharply. For the first time, his voice is cold.
Kian grabs Tyler by the shoulder. “Walk away, man.” With that Tyler throws his hands up before storming off.
Y/N just stands there and then tears start rolling down her cheeks. Without saying a word, she walks into the dressing room.
The second she enters, the girls surround her.
“Oh, babe…” Mila wraps her arms around her while Jade hugs her from the other side.
“He shouted at me,” Y/N sobs. “I was trying to be nice and clear everything up, he didn’t even listen or let me speak.”
“You did nothing wrong,” Ivy says softly.
“He's an idiot,” Seraphina says immediately.
Eleanor pulls her into a hug. “You are literally the sweetest person in here.”
Y/N buries her face in her hands. “I almost want to leave. This will all go away if I walk.”
“No!” All six girls answer at once.
“Absolutely not,” Mila says.
“Tyler can leave,” Jade mutters as she points towards the door.
“We just got you,” Ivy says and wraps her arms around Y/N, pulling her into another hug.
“And Timo would cry,” Seraphina laughs.
Y/N lets out a watery laugh. “Stop.”
“No seriously,” Eleanor grins. “That man follows you around with heart eyes.”
Later, Timo finds her on the terrace. “Are you okay?”
Y/N looks up at him and smiles softly. “Better.”
He takes a seat beside her and pulls her legs onto his lap. His fingers drawing circles on her leg absentmindedly. And there in the comfortable bubble they have created, they talk for what feels like hours. They talk about their families, travelling, embarrassing stories, their favourite foods, literally everything and nothing.
At some point Timo makes a joke as Y/N takes a sip from her water bottle and she laughs so hard she nearly spits out her water.
“I really like talking to you,” she admits.
Timo smiles at her before he says, “Me too.” He looks at her fondly. “I think you're becoming my favourite part of being here.”
Y/N feels herself blush. “By day two?”
“I'm efficient.” He shrugs.
She laughs. “You really are intense.”
“The athlete allegations again?” He gasps dramatically.
“No protein powder jokes this time.” She laughs harder.
“Thank God.”
Neither of them notices Harry sitting at the firepit, watching them and grinning from ear to ear.
“Those two are gone,” he tells Ezra.
“Absolutely finished,” Ezra agrees.
Suddenly Harry's phone buzzes, he stands up and announces to the villa, “I've got a text!” Everyone gathers around.
Islanders, tonight a bombshell will enter the villa. She will take two boys on dates before stealing one boy at tonight's recoupling. #NewGirlEnergy #SorryNotSorry
The villa erupts.
That evening as everyone is getting ready, something feels off.
“Why are we getting a bombshell at day two?” Mila says, “And why can she steal a boy already?”
Eleanor shrugs. “I don’t know. I just hope she leaves Y/N and Timo alone.”
“She can have Tyler if she wants. I don’t think anyone in here is interested in that man anymore,” Seraphina offers. “How can you be such a jealous and possessive prick?”
Nobody answers her, because truly there is no answer to give. They make their way down to the garden. Timo compliments Y/N on her outfit which makes Tyler roll his eyes. Nobody cares to make a comment, they’re just happy he is staying quiet. The boys all take a seat at the firepit while the girls all take a seat at the lounge, watching from afar as the bombshell enters.
“Hello boys!” she says with a big smile on her face. She’s gorgeous, tall, blonde and incredibly confident. “My name is Lily and for my first date, I pick Tyler!”
Tyler practically jumps off the beanbags with a big ass smile on his face that he doesn’t even bother to hide. The other islanders smile politely but nobody wishes him good luck. Everyone is just very excited to have almost an hour without him around the house. As soon as Tyler leaves, the whole vibe in the villa changes.
“Damn, imagine having this much peace always,” Harry mentions.
“I just hope she picks him,” Y/N says, but the other girls disagree.
“Don’t say that! You might have to leave if you are single.” Mila gives her a disapproving look.
“Yeah… true. I just don’t want to share a bed with that creep. He really gives me the ick. And I don’t want to take Timo away from Eleanor again. She deserves to explore that connection.”
“Babe, don’t even bother. You have a great connection with Timo, I won’t stand in the way of that!” Eleanor says as she grabs Y/N’s hand and gives it a squeeze.
The islanders settle in different places around the villa. Timo and Y/N are both at the poolside with their legs in the water chatting, but then an hour later Tyler returns.
“Oi oi!” He shouts as he walks arm in arm with Lily. Nobody is happy to see him back, nobody asks how his date was, because frankly nobody cares.
“For my second date…” Lily announces, “I’ll take Timo.”
Y/N smiles supportively. “Have fun.”
“See you soon.” Timo squeezes her hand before he gets up and leaves with Lily.
Just to be polite the boys settle around the firepit as Tyler shares how truly amazing his date has been.
“She is so wonderful. I really hope that she picks me tonight. I wanna share a bed with that, if you know what I mean.” He is practically buzzing with excitement. All the other boys can think about is the same thing, but for a different reason. At least Y/N will be safe from him.
When Timo returns from his date with Lily, his eyes immediately search for Y/N, and Lily notices. During the date he didn’t flirt with her, he didn’t touch her in any way, and they didn’t even walk back to the villa arm in arm.
Soon the evening falls and the islanders get ready before they all gather around the firepit. They’re holding each other’s hands as Maja walks into the villa again.
“Hello, Islanders.” Maja smiles. “Today our new bombshell Lily took two of the boys on a date. Lily could you please stand next to me.”
Lily gets up with a big grin on her face.
“You had two lovely dates, but it is now time to make you decision.”
Lily glances around the firepit, at all the nervous faces. “The boy I would like to couple up with is…” She looks directly at Timo. “Timo.”
Everyone gasps and Tyler again looks really pissed off. Eleanor smiles sadly as she gets up to stand next to Maja.
“Well, babes. Good luck.”
Lily hugs Timo before taking a seat next to him. Inside, Timo feels his stomach sink, because all he can think about is Y/N.
“Not to worry, Eleanor. Your journey isn’t over yet. You are however now single, but you don’t have to leave the villa just yet. There is a boy outside who is dying to take you on a date.” Maja explains before Eleanor screams.
“Oh my God, really?!” Maja laughs and nods her head before she lets Eleanor go. However, Maja doesn’t leave.
“Sadly, I also have some bad news this evening,” Maja continues, “Tyler, because of your actions the producers find that you have created an unsafe environment for the girls and the boys… and because of that, you need to leave the villa immediately.” Without saying anything, Tyler storms off and Maja follows him back into the villa.
“At least you don’t have to share a bed with him tonight,” Seraphina whispers in Y/N’s ear and she cannot help but breathe a sigh of relief.
The islanders get up from the firepit and walk off in different directions. Timo and the boys settle down on the couch underneath the terrace and the girls, except for Lily, made their way over to the daybeds.
“I am so happy for her,” Y/N says with a small smile on her face. “I really hope he is as wonderful as she is.”
“Girl, we aren’t thinking about that. What the fuck, that bombshell just stole your man!” Jade exclaims. “You should be fucking pissed off.”
Y/N just shrugs her shoulders. “There is nothing I can change about that though.” She looks over at the guys and then at Lily who looks very lost at this point. She can see Lily walk over to Timo.
“Can we have a chat?” She can hear her say from across the garden. But Timo spots Y/N sitting on the daybeds with the girls.
“Can we do it later?” he asks. “I just need two minutes.” And before Lily can answer, he's already walking over to Y/N. “You alright?”
“Yeah.” She smiles. The girls all excuse themselves and leave Timo and Y/N alone to chat.
“I am happy that Tyler is gone, at least you don’t have to share a bed with him tonight,” Timo says and rubs his hands over his face. He looks very relieved.
Y/N just nods her head and looks at him. “Timo.”
“Hm?”
“That was kind of rude,” she comments.
“What?” He blinks.
“Lily just picked you and you just blow her off.”
He sighs. “I don't understand why.”
“I do.” Y/N laughs softly.
“You do?”
“She likes you.”
“But I didn't give her any signs.” Timo sounds very frustrated.
“Timo,” she says, smiling. “You're handsome, funny and sweet. You don't need to give signs.”
He shakes his head. “I only want to talk to you.”
“I know.” Y/N smiles sadly.
He looks at her. “And now?”
“It's day two,” she says softly. “We can still get to know each other, but you have to chat with her. You are in a couple now.”
“But what if you find someone else?” He says and panic is forming on his face. Totally ignoring your comment.
She laughs. “No promises on Love Island.”
“Cruel woman.” He groans dramatically.
“But you really need to go and apologise.”
He sighs. “Do I?” He grabs her hand and his thumb caresses the back of her hand.
“Yes.” Y/N nods.
“She'll survive.”
“Timo.”
He smiles. “Okay, boss.”
“And be nice,” Y/N adds with a smile on her face.
“Yes, boss.”
“And don't blow her off.”
“Yes, boss.” He laughs when she swats his arm. Then his smile softens. “I really like you, you know.”
Her cheeks turn pink. “And that's exactly why you should go talk to Lily.”
“You're unbelievable.” He shakes his head with a smile.
“So, I've been told.” He quickly kisses her cheek before he gets up and walks back towards Lily. Y/N watches him go with a smile. Even though her “man” got stolen, she’s finally happy. Tyler is gone and Eleanor is on a date. She wonders if Lily picked Tyler, would he have been removed from the villa still? She shakes her head at the thought, it’s not something she should wonder.
Y/N makes her way over the lounge where the boys and the rest of the girls are now settled.
“How is everyone’s evening?” she asks kindly. Harry stands up and gives her a big hug.
“We are doing great. How are you holding up?”
“Fine, just happy that there is some peace and quiet,” she answers truthfully. “Also very happy that I get to share a night in the bedroom with you guys. Cannot wait to starfish.” That makes everyone laugh. She takes a seat between Ezra and Paxton and looks over at Timo and Lily. “I just really hope that at the next recoupling Timo picks me.”
“Girl, if it was up to the boys, he would’ve already picked you!” Ivy chirps and the rest of the islanders agree.
Soon Eleanor returns from her date with a big smile on her face. “Honey, I’m home!” she yells and everyone screams as they get up and make their way over to her and the new bombshell. The bombshell introduces himself to everyone, he gives all the girls a hug and the guys a pat on the back.
“Well Bodhi, you have arrived just in time. We are heading towards the bedroom,” Kian says.
Because Eleanor and Bodhi aren’t coupled up yet, they each get a single bed upstairs and Y/N can stay in her double bed by herself. It looks weird now that Tyler’s name has been taken off, but it is for the best.
“Goodnight, my loves!” Y/N shouts as she gets under the covers.
“Goodnight my queen!” Mila shouts back, before the lights in the bedroom turn off.
A/N: And here is the first episode of our new love island series! I hope you enjoy it as much as I do!
Pairing: Timo Meier x female!reader
Words: 3,2k
Warning(s): mentions of Y/N. The Tyler character is an ass.
Characters
The late afternoon sun glows over the villa, painting everything in warm gold as the first pair of girls step through the entrance. Mila and Ivy squeal the moment they see the sparkling pool, immediately pulling each other into a hug despite having only just met. They grab two champagne glasses from the kitchen island and pop the cork, before they walk toward the firepit, laughing nervously.
“This is mental,” Mila laughs, tucking a strand of blonde hair behind her ear as she looks around. “Like…we're actually here.”
“I know!” Ivy grins, clinking her glass against hers. “I'm sweating and I haven't even seen a man yet.”
Not long after, Eleanor and Jade enter arm in arm, already giggling as they join the girls by the firepit. Hugs are exchanged all around and introductions follow naturally. Soon after, Seraphina and Y/N make their entrance together. Seraphina lets out a dramatic gasp at the size of the villa while Y/N stands beside her with a bright smile, taking everything in.
“This place is gorgeous,” Y/N murmurs, taking a sip of champagne.
The six girls settle around the firepit, instantly falling into conversation.
“So, girls,” Ivy says, crossing her legs and smiling mischievously. “What's everyone's type?”
“Tall,” Jade answers immediately, making everyone laugh. “I don't care about much else. Tall and funny.”
“Rugby player build,” Mila admits with a grin. “Big arms. Tattoos. Protective.”
“I like quiet confidence,” Seraphina says thoughtfully. “Not loud. Someone who can make me laugh.”
Eleanor smiles into her glass. “Golden retriever energy. I don't want someone too serious.”
“What about you, Y/N?” Jade asks curiously.
Y/N shrugs with a soft smile. “Honestly? I don't really have a physical type. I go off vibes. Like, if someone's energy feels right, I'm in.”
“And love languages?” Seraphina asks.
“Physical touch,” Mila says immediately.
“Words of affirmation,” Ivy adds.
“Acts of service,” Eleanor says with a smile. “Make me coffee and I'm yours.”
“Quality time,” Y/N answers. “I just like being around my person.”
The girls all smile at one another, feeling like friends already, when a familiar voice causes them all to erupt in excited screams. Maja Jama walks into the villa with her signature smile and effortless glamour. “Hello, girls!” They all scream and cheer.
“Okay, ladies,” Maja laughs. “This year, your first coupling is going to be a little different.” The girls exchange confused looks.
“You won't be stepping forward for the boys. Instead, you'll be choosing based on signs. Each sign contains a boy's name, age and occupation. That's all you get.”
“What? That’s horrible!” Jade shrieks.
“Oh my god, imagine if he's ugly.” Mila groans dramatically.
“No pictures?” Seraphina asks.
“Nope,” Maja laughs. “Trust me, girls. This is Love Island. You never know what you're going to get.” Then the signs are revealed on the lawn.
Paxton, 28, Football Player
Ezra, 24, Travel Photographer
Harry, 25, Teacher
Kian, 26, Architect
Timo, 29, Ice Hockey Player
Tyler, 23, Personal Trainer
The girls walk around nervously. Mila studies them for only a second while biting her lip before stepping forward. “Football player? Yeah, that's me.”
Jade practically squeals when she sees Harry’s sign. “Oh, I love a teacher,” she giggles.
“A travel photographer? Oh my God, think of all the beautiful trips and pictures he could take. That’s husband material, right there,” Ivy says as she almost sprints towards Ezra’s sign.
“Architect sounds sexy,” Seraphina says and she steps behind Kian’s sign.
Eleanor studies the remaining signs before stepping toward Timo, smiling shyly. Leaving only Tyler's sign and Y/N standing alone.
Maja raises an eyebrow. “Y/N, why haven't you stepped forward?”
“I don't know…this is so hard. I usually go for someone's vibe and aura. I can't tell anything from just a sign.” Y/N laughs nervously, rubbing her arm.
Maja smiles. “Nothing catching your eye?”
Y/N glances toward Timo's sign before she says, “I mean, no offense, but athletes aren't really my thing.” Which made the other girls gasp and laugh.
“Why?” Maja asks.
“I don't know,” Y/N shrugs. “Athletes are a bit intense for me. They're so serious and disciplined and always training. Like… gym at five in the morning and protein powder in every cupboard. I don't think they're really my type.”
Everyone laughs.
Meanwhile, in another villa room, the boys are watching the whole thing unfold on a giant screen.
“Protein powder in every cupboard is crazy.” Paxton laughs loudly.
“Ouch, mate,” Harry winces, “that was rough.”
Ezra nearly spits out his drink. Timo, however, doesn't laugh. His eyes remain fixed on Y/N. Ever since she'd walked into the villa, he'd been unable to stop looking at her. Her smile, her eyes, the way she laughs with the girls, even the way she tucks her hair behind her ear. Y/N was exactly his type and hearing her say she didn't like athletes stings more than he’d expected or would care to admit.
“She didn't even give us a chance,” he mutters quietly.
Ezra notices. “Mate, you alright?”
Timo shakes his head and forces a smile. “Yeah. Just thought she was beautiful, that's all.”
Back outside, Maja gestures toward the last sign. “Well, Y/N, that leaves Tyler.”
“I've got no choice, then.” Y/N laughs as she steps behind Tyler's sign.
“And just like that, our couples are formed!” Maja announces. “Jade, are you ready to meet Harry?” Even before she could answer, they could see a boy entering the villa. The girls cheer and clap as he makes his way to the swimming pool. He takes a stand next to Mila, glancing at all the girls.
“Are you happy that Jade picked you?” Maja asks him.
“Yeah, I mean she looks gorgeous. I saw her on the screen and I hoped she would pick me!” Harry says, not caring about playing it cool.
“Well go stand with your girl. And that’s our first Love Island couple!” Maja exclaims and the girls all clap as Harry kisses her cheek.
Soon the other boys arrive as well, leaving only Eleanor alone. Tyler has his arm around Y/N, and his hand is placed on her hip. It makes her a little nervous, Tyler has been respectful, but this physical contact makes her a little nervous. However, she doesn’t have time to ponder about it because the last boy arrives. Her eyes land on him and her breath catches. He’s tall, broad shoulder and a warm smile as he greets everyone.
Oh no. He's gorgeous, like really gorgeous. And suddenly she feels like the biggest idiot alive.
Confessional - Y/N
She buries her face in her hands. “Yeah, I messed up. I messed up bad. Why is he so fit? Why does he have to be so fit?”
“So that is it. We have six beautiful couples,” Maja says and everyone cheers again. “But girls have you made the right choices? You will all spend this summer dating, living together and even sharing a bed. Don’t forget that in a few weeks’ time the public will vote for their winning couple. Will picking your type on paper count? Only time will tell. Good luck!” She says before walking off. Leaving the six couples alone for the first time.
It doesn’t take long before the girls are back over at the firepit and the boys have found themselves a place on the lounge.
“What do we think of the boys?” Seraphina asks as she glances over to where the boys are sitting.
“So, boys, we finally met them,” Ezra says, “I am not mad at the first coupling at all.”
And everyone agrees, expect Timo, he says quiet as he looks over at the fire pit at Y/N.
“I mean, these couples are not locked in, right? We can chat to everyone and get to know everyone,” Tyler says and shrugs.
Harry laughs, “Man, are you already not happy with Y/N.” Timo quickly turns his head around at her name.
After they have regrouped, everyone separates to get to know their couples. Ivy and Ezra are on the terrace already, everyone is going to bombard them with questions when they get back. Eleanor and Timo chat near the daybeds, though Timo finds himself distracted.
Across the villa, Y/N sits beside Tyler, but she keeps glancing over. And every time she looks up, she catches Timo already looking but he quickly looks away. She does try to get to know Tyler but the both of them can already tell that this is not going to work. Their love languages don’t match, and their conversation is boring them both.
On the daybeds Eleanor is asking Timo something for the third time.
“Sorry?” he asks sheepishly.
“Distracted?” Eleanor laughs. She knows that Timo is not the one for her, but she tries to play nice and get to know him anyway.
“A little,” he confesses. “I know that we are in a couple and I want to give you a fair chance, like I do, but I feel like there is something pulling me towards Y/N.”
“Yeah, I can see that. I think she feels the same way.”
“But she thinks that athletes are ‘too intense’.” He even makes the quotation marks with his fingers. Y/N can even see them from where she is sitting, and it makes her feel so bad, because she knows they are talking about what she said. After twenty minutes, Y/N gathers her courage.
“Can I steal Timo?” she asks softly.
Eleanor smiles. “Of course.”
“Yeah.” Timo stands immediately. “Where do you want to go?”
“Terrace? More privacy there,” Y/N says confidently but she feels her stomach flutter. They walk toward the terrace in awkward silence. Once they're alone, Y/N turns to him.
“I owe you an apology,” she starts.
Timo raises his eyebrows. “For what?”
“For the athlete thing. That was awful.” She laughs nervously.
He chuckles softly. “It was pretty brutal.”
“I'm sorry,” she says sincerely and she reaches towards his hands and grabs them. “I just have this idea in my head, and I shouldn't have judged before meeting anyone.”
Timo studies her face. “So, you don't hate athletes?”
She laughs. “No. Not anymore.”
“Good,” he simply says as he gives her hands squeeze.
“And for the record…I regret not stepping forward.” She bites her lip.
Timo's eyebrows shoot up. “You do?”
“Yeah.”
He looks down, smiling to himself. “Well…for the record, I was disappointed.”
“Really?”
“You were my favourite.”
“Seriously?” Y/N stares at him.
He nods. “You walked in and I thought…yeah, she's my type.”
Her cheeks turn pink. “Well shit, know I feel really bad.” She lets go off his hands and puts her face in hers.
“Don’t be, alright. You apologised, there is still so much time. This is only the first day, okay?” he reassures her as he pulls her hands away from her face. “There she is. You have a very beautiful face.”
That evening, everyone is dressed up for their first evening. Champagne flows, laughter fills the air and eventually Paxton’s phone starts to ding, and he stands up before reading the text.
Islanders, it’s time to turn up the heat… #TruthOrDare is back, and tonight there’s nowhere to hide. Gather around the fire pit because each of you will have to choose between spilling the tea or taking on a daring challenge.
#TruthOrDare #NoFilter #ExpectTheUnexpected
Everyone cheers as they make their way towards the firepit. The game begins with ridiculous confessions and embarrassing dares until eventually Tyler picks dare.
He unfolds the card and bursts out laughing. “Oh, this is evil.”
“What?” Jade asks.
“'Kiss the girl you'd couple up with if the boys had the choice.'”
Everyone screams.
“OHHHH!”
“Mate, this one's yours.” Tyler hands the card to Timo. Timo takes it and reads it again. His eyes immediately find Y/N. Tyler and Eleanor immediately notice before everyone else does. Eleanor just has a wide grin on her face while Tyler looks pissed off.
“Timo!” Harry yells as Timo slowly stand up. His heart is pounding is his chest. Y/N’s cheek are turning a shade of pink.
He walks over to her.
“Can I?” he asks softly.
She smiles. “Yes.”
He gently cups her face, and then he kisses her. The villa goes crazy, Mila is screaming, Paxton nearly falls off his seat.
“NO WAY!” Ezra shouts.
The kiss is soft, sweet and entirely too short for either of them. When they pull apart, Y/N is smiling so hard her cheeks hurt. Timo can't stop smiling either.
Eleanor laughs in disbelief. “Well, I think I just got pied.”
Everyone bursts out laughing.
Confessional – Timo
He shakes his head, smiling like an idiot. “I know it's day one. I know. But when she walked in, I thought she was beautiful. Then she said she hated athletes and I thought I had no chance.”
He laughs softly. “And then she pulled me for a chat.”
His smile widens. “And now I can't stop thinking about her.”
Confessional - Y/N
She hides her face behind her hands. “I've known this man for six hours.”
She starts laughing. “And I already fancy him.” Her smile grows bigger. “And don't tell him this…but I think he has really nice eyes.”
She pauses. “And maybe athletes aren't that intense after all.”
After the game is over, everyone starts getting ready for bed. Y/N and Timo keep sneaking a glance when they are brushing their teeth. When Y/N makes her way to the changing room, all the girls want to know how it was.
“Tell me! How was it kissing an intense athlete?” Mila asks wiggling her brows.
“Oh my God, you guys are never going to let this thing go are you?” Y/N whines as she wipes her make-up off. “But to tell you the truth, it was really good. He was so sweet about it.”
“Tyler looked pissed though,” Seraphina commented which made the pit in Y/N stomach grow. She never intended to couple up with him and make his Love Island experience shit. Jade notices the change on Y/N’s face.
“Honestly, hun. Don’t feel bad. This was the first day and it was only a game,” she says. “Tyler is a big boy. If he can’t handle this that actually says a lot about who he is as a person.” Y/N gives her a small smile.
“Still though, I don’t want to piss off anyone. But if he is not for me, he is not for me. We have nothing in common. Our conversation was so boring,” Y/N confesses. “I hope he does meet someone in here who matches with him.”
“You are so sweet, Y/N! I can see why Timo fancies you,” Eleanor says with a sad smile on her face.
“You will meet someone too, El! And I mean Timo and I aren’t together, we shared one kiss! I do fancy him, but you are sharing a bed with him.” She gets up and walks over to Eleanor before giving her a big hug.
Meanwhile in the bedroom, Tyler is making a scene.
“She is supposed to be in a couple with me and then she goes and kisses Timo! What the fuck man, I thought dudes were supposed to be buds in here!” he screams.
“Calm down, mate. It was just a game! She is in a couple with you, you are sharing a bed with her tonight. Honestly, it’s not a big deal,” Ezra says trying to calm him down, but it has the opposite effect.
“I am not sharing a bed with that! She can fuck right off.”
“Dude, honestly, calm yourself down. ‘That’ is not how you call someone. She is not a thing she is a person,” Harry argues, making his way over to Tyler. Harry feels strangely protective over Y/N like she is his sister.
“If you don’t feel like sharing a bed with her, you need to leave,” Paxton says as he stands up as well. “Don’t ruin this for yourself, bro.”
“I am not leaving this bed, she can honestly find another place to sleep.” Tyler walks over to the bed and lays down, putting his eye mask on. The other boys all look over at Timo before they make their way to the girls’ dressing room.
“Ladies, we have some bad news,” Kian announces. “Tyler is ready to fight.”
“Well, he was ready to fight. He went to bed now, but he said that in no way is he sleeping next to Y/N,” Harry further explains. “I don’t think it’s a good idea if you go in there, Y/N.” This makes all the girls look over at Y/N with concern written on their faces.
“You can sleep in the hideaway with Timo,” Eleanor says. “That’s a safe option, right? I mean it’s only fair.”
“You deserve your first night to be good,” Mila adds. “This way you don’t have to sleep outside and get eaten by all the insects.” She looks over at Timo, who has been quiet throughout all this.
“I mean only if you want to, Y/N,” he finally says.
“Yeah, okay. If that is alright with you Eleanor.” She looks over at the girl who stands up immediately and wraps her arms around her.
“It was my idea, babe.” She smiles. “Go, please. We can fight Tyler tomorrow.”
Y/N grabs her water bottle before walking over to Timo. “Let’s go then.” The girls all shout some encouraging words and the boys clap for them. They make their way towards the Hideaway.
“Oh, this is lovely!” Y/N says as soon as she opens the door.
“Well, at least you will get a good night sleep, right?” Timo says with a small smile on his face. “Tyler really said some awful things, and you deserve so much more than him.”
“Come on then, big boy. Let’s go to sleep,” she says as she pats the spot next to her. Timo crawls underneath the covers and pulls Y/N closer to him.
“At least we can cuddle now. That’s a good thing,” he whispers into her hair before they finally fall asleep together.
I am not done with writing the episodes, but I decided to show the characters who will be our new islanders! @qrrieterisunnq helped me with their vibes and occupations.
Disclaimer: I don't own these people, I don't know who these people are, but I found their pictures on Pinterest.
Girls:
Y/N (I haven't included her age or occupation, just the vibe)
A/N: I am so sorry for how long it took me to write this. I was stuck on how many lyrics I wanted to include. I wanted to do more, but it just didn't work for me. Also, work has been crazy busy. I worked so many nights, which is... unusual for a teacher. We had a graduation and a lot of excursions. Also, it has been half a year since my father passed away, and it was just a lot. This isn't my best work, and I might come back to this and edit it.
Pairing: Timo Meier x reader
Words: 1,8k
Warning(s): smut
Timo had learned a long time ago that dating you meant never knowing when a song lyric would make an appearance. It happened in grocery stores, in the middle of lazy Sunday mornings, during road trips, and somehow even when he was trying to have a serious conversation. You had an uncanny ability to pull out the perfect line for every situation, usually followed by the smug little smile that told him you'd been waiting for the opportunity all day.
That evening, after he'd finally made it home from a long road trip, he barely had time to set his duffel bag down before you wrapped your arms around his waist. You looked him up and down dramatically before grinning.
“Hey, babe,” you said. “How was the trip?”
Timo leaned down to press a kiss to your forehead before dropping his bag. “Long,” he groaned. “But it's always worth it to come home to you.”
You laughed, a light, melodic sound that never failed to make Timo smile. “Flatterer,” you teased, but your eyes sparkled with warmth. You reached out, your fingers trailing along his jaw, rough with a day's worth of stubble. “I missed you,” you admitted softly.
Timo covered your hand with his, turning his head to press a kiss to your palm. “I missed you too, sweetheart,” he murmured. He could feel the tension of the past few days beginning to ebb away, replaced by a familiar, comforting warmth. Home, he thought, was wyoure you were.
You pulled your hand away, a playful glint in your eye. “You know,” you said, your voice taking on a sing-song quality, “I was thinking while you were gone. We’ve got all this time to make up for, and I’ve got just the thing to help us catch up.”
Timo raised an eyebrow, a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. “Oh yeah?” he asked, his voice low. “And what might that be?”
You grinned as you stepped away from him, your eyes never leaving his. “Well,” you began, your voice dropping to a whisper, “I was thinking we could try out my new toy.”
Timo's smirk grew wider, his eyes gleaming with interest. “Toy, huh?” he asked, his voice a low rumble. “What kind of toy?”
You laughed, a sound that was part excitement and part nervousness. “Well, you wanna try out my new fuzzy pink handcuffs?” you said, your voice barely above a whisper.
Timo chuckled, leaning in closer to you. “Fuzzy pink handcuffs, huh?” he said before letting out a chuckle. “You know, for a second there I thought you were serious.”
“I am sorry, baby. I’ve been wanting to say that for so long!” you exclaimed. “But I did win a pair in an arcade once. We’d have to look around, but they must be somewhere."
“It’s fine, Schatzi. I am more of a traditionalist anyways.”
Your breath hitched, you were so scared that the stupid joke ruined the mood, but Timo seemed unbothered by it. “Really?” you asked.
Timo nodded, his gaze never leaving yours. “Really,” he confirmed, his voice a low promise.
You bit your lip, your eyes were sparkling with excitement. “Okay then,” you said, your voice steady despite the rapid beat of your heart. “Come with me.”
Timo took your hand, allowing you to lead him down the hallway to your bedroom. As you stepped inside, he could feel the tension in the air, the anticipation of what was to come. He turned to face you, his eyes meeting yours, and the world outside their room faded away.
You stepped closer to him, your hands reaching up to trace the line of his jaw, his neck, and his shoulders. “I want you, Timo,” you whispered, your voice barely audible. “All of you.”
Timo's breath caught in his throat, his body responding to your words, to your touch. He reached up, his hands covering yours, and guided them down to the hem of his shirt. Together, you pulled it off, tossing it aside without a care. Your hands continued their exploration, your fingers now tracing the lines of his muscles.
Timo stood still, allowing you to explore, to touch, to claim. He could feel his body responding to you, his heart pounding in his chest, his breath coming in rapid bursts. He wanted you more than he had ever wanted anything in his life.
Your hands reached the waistband of his jeans, your fingers tracing the line of his hipbone, your touch was light and teasing. Timo’s breath hitched, his body tensing in anticipation. He reached out, his hands finding yours as he pulled you closer to him.
“Wanna try out some freaky positions?” you whispered.
Timo's heart skipped a beat, his body responding to your words and to your touch. He reached down, his hands finding the hem of your shirt, and pulled it off in one swift motion. You gasped, your eyes widening in surprise, but you didn't pull away. Instead, you stepped closer to him, your body pressing against his.
Timo's hands found the clasp of your bra, unhooking it with ease. He slipped it off your shoulders, tossing it aside without a care. Your hands found the waistband of his jeans, your fingers tracing the line of his hipbone, your touch light, teasing. Timo's breath hitched, his body tensing in anticipation. He nodded, his voice lost to him. You smiled, a slow, sultry smile that promised pleasure beyond his wildest dreams.
Timo reached out, unbuttoning your jeans and slowly sliding them down. You shivered at his touch, your body responding to him, your skin prickling with goosebumps. He looked up at you, his eyes meeting yours, and you could see the desire burning in their depths.
“Timo,” you whispered, your voice barely audible. “Please.”
He smiled, a smile that sent a shiver down your spine. “Patience, sweetheart,” he murmured, his voice a low growl. “We've got all night.”
You bit your lip, your body aching with anticipation. You could feel the heat building between your legs, your body responding to his touch, to his words. Timo's hands continued their exploration, his fingers tracing the line of your thigh, your hip, and your waist. He reached the hem of your panties, his fingers tracing the edge, teasing you. You gasped, your body tensing in anticipation.
“Please,” you begged, your voice a low whimper. “I need you.”
Timo's eyes darkened, his body responding to your words. He reached down, his hands finding the edge of your panties, and pulled them off in one swift motion. You gasped, your body tensing in anticipation.
“Lie down,” Timo commanded, his voice a low growl. You obeyed, your body melting onto the bed, your eyes never leaving his. He stood above you, his eyes roaming over your body, a slow smile spreading across his face.
“You're beautiful,” he murmured, his voice a low rumble. “Absolutely beautiful.”
You blushed at his words, your body responding to his touch, to his words. You reached out, your hands finding his hips, pulling him closer to you.
“Your turn,” you whispered, your voice a low purr. “I want to see you.”
Timo's breath hitched, his body responding to your words. He reached down, his hands finding the waistband of his jeans, and pulled them off, along with his boxers. Your eyes widened, your body responding to the sight of him, your heart pounding in your chest.
“Come here,” you whispered, your voice a low plea. Timo obeyed, his body melting onto the bed beside you. You reached out, your hands finding his chest, his abdomen, and his hips. You could feel the heat building inside you, your body aching for release. Timo reached down, his hands finding your thighs, pushing them apart. You gasped, your body tensing in anticipation. He looked up at you, his eyes meeting yours, and you could see the desire burning in their depths.
“Are you ready, sweetheart?” he asked, his voice a low growl.
You nodded, your body aching for him. “Yes,” you whispered, your voice barely audible. “I'm ready.”
Timo smiled as be reached down, his fingers finding your centre, teasing you. You gasped, your body tensing in anticipation.
“Timo,” you groaned, your voice a low plea. “Please.”
He looked up at you, his eyes meeting yours, and you could see the desire burning in their depths. “Say it,” he commanded, his voice a low growl. “Say what you want.”
You bit your lip, your body aching for release. “I want you, Timo,” you whispered, your voice barely audible. “All of you.”
Timo's breath hitched, his body responding to your words. He reached down, his hands finding your hips, and positioned himself at your entrance. You gasped, your body tensing in anticipation.
“Whole package, babe,” you whispered, your voice a low purr. “I like the way you fit.”
Timo's heart skipped a beat, his body responding to your words. He pushed inside you, slowly, gently, allowing your body to adjust to his. You gasped, your body tensing around him, your eyes meeting his.
“Timo,” you groaned, your voice a low plea. “More.”
He obliged, his body moving in a slow, steady rhythm, building the heat between them. Your body responded to his, your hips moving in time with his, your breath coming in rapid bursts.
“Faster,” you begged, your voice a low whimper. Timo obliged, his body moving faster, harder, pushing you closer to the edge. Your body tensed, your breath coming in short gasps, your heart pounding in your chest.
“Timo,” you groaned, your voice a low plea. “I'm close.”
He looked down at your, his eyes meeting yours, and you could see the desire burning in their depths. “Come for me,” he commanded, his voice a low growl. “Come for me now.”
And you did. Your body tensed, your breath catching in your throat, your eyes squeezing shut as wave after wave of pleasure washed over you. Timo's body continued to move, pushing you higher, drawing out your release.
When the last wave finally subsided, Your body went limp, your eyes fluttering open to find Timo looking down at you, a soft smile on his face. He leaned down, pressing a soft kiss to your lips, your cheek, and your neck.
“Thank you,” he murmured, his voice a low rumble. “Thank you for letting me love you like that.”
You smiled, your heart swelling with love. “Thank you for loving me,” you whispered, your voice barely audible.
They lay for a while, their bodies entwined, their hearts beating in sync. The room was filled with the soft glow of the setting sun, casting long, dancing shadows across the floor. And in that moment, they were truly, completely happy.
A/N: This was requested by an Anon a few weeks ago. I am so sorry that it took me this long. I know I was gone last week, but with the heatwave... I just couldn't write anything. Also, last week I was very emotional, and I kept thinking about my father. I am doing much better now, thank you guys, for your patience!
Pairing: Timo Meier x reader
Words: 2,3k
Warning(s): none
The engagement had barely lasted an hour before Timo was already talking about the wedding. You were still sitting on the blanket where he'd proposed, your head resting against his shoulder as the late afternoon sun dipped lower over the lake. Your ring caught the light every time you moved your hand, and every few minutes, you found yourself staring at it again, unable to believe this was real. Timo had barely taken his eyes off you since you'd said yes, his smile so constant that his cheeks had to be hurting by now.
You expected him to want to soak in the moment, to celebrate, and maybe call your families first. Instead, he reached into the pocket of his jeans, unlocked his phone, and opened the Notes app with a look of complete concentration. You watched him type for several seconds before leaning over to peek at the screen. At the top was a brand-new note titled Wedding Ideas. Underneath it, he'd already written Venue. Guest list. Band? Swiss desserts? You couldn't help the laugh that escaped you.
“Timo,” you said, nudging him with your shoulder. “We got engaged forty-five minutes ago.”
He looked at you as though that only strengthened his point. “Exactly,” he replied. “We should write things down before we forget.”
You laughed even harder, shaking your head as you wrapped your arms around him. “I can't believe I'm marrying someone who starts planning before we've even called our parents.”
He kissed the top of your head and smiled. “I just don't want to miss anything.”
Everyone assumed the wedding planning would mostly fall on you. They all made the same jokes whenever it came up. Timo won't care about flowers. He's going to show up in a tux, and that's it. You know hockey players. But they couldn't have been more wrong. Even with one of the busiest schedules imaginable, he somehow made sure he was involved in every single decision. If he was on a road trip with New Jersey, he'd FaceTime you from his hotel room after games, still wearing sweatpants with damp hair from the shower while discussing invitation fonts. If he had a long flight after an away game, he'd spend it looking through venue brochures you'd emailed him instead of watching movies with his teammates.
There were mornings where he'd leave for practice before sunrise, train for hours, attend meetings, answer media questions, work out again, and still come home asking, “Did the florist send those new arrangements?” He never made you feel like wedding planning was your responsibility alone. If anything, it became something the two of you looked forward to doing together.
One afternoon, after he'd returned from a week-long road trip, you expected him to be exhausted. He'd played four games in six nights, crossed multiple time zones, and barely slept. You had dinner waiting for him, fully intending to tell him the wedding conversations could wait until the weekend. Instead, he walked through the front door carrying his suitcase in one hand and a folder tucked under his arm. Before he'd even taken his shoes off, he was pulling papers onto the kitchen island.
“Okay,” he said, rubbing his hands together. “I've been thinking.”
You stared at him in disbelief. “You've been thinking?”
“About seating arrangements.”
“Timo...”
He opened the folder proudly. “I made three different layouts.”
You blinked. “Three?”
“Well...” He scratched the back of his neck. “Actually four. But one was terrible.”
You started laughing before you could stop yourself. “You made seating charts on the team plane?”
“There wasn't Wi-Fi for half the flight.”
“So your solution was organizing our wedding guests?”
“It was productive.” You walked around the island until you stood directly in front of him, reaching up to cup his face.
“You're ridiculous.”
“In a good way?”
“The best way.”
His teammates absolutely loved making fun of him for it. Every time he walked into the locker room with wedding magazines sticking out of his backpack or answered your FaceTime calls during lunch breaks to discuss centrepiece ideas, someone inevitably had something to say. “You become a florist overnight?” one teammate laughed after spotting photos of white roses on his phone.
Another teased him for spending fifteen minutes comparing different shades of linen napkins. “Buddy, they're all white.”
Timo didn't even look embarrassed anymore. At first he'd rolled his eyes and ignored them, but eventually he'd just shrug with a smile.
“She cares about it,” he'd answer simply. “So I care about it.” That response usually ended the conversation because there wasn't much else anyone could say. He wasn't pretending to enjoy it either. Somewhere along the way, he genuinely had started caring. He knew the difference between ivory and champagne tablecloths. He had opinions about lighting. He somehow developed strong feelings about string quartets versus acoustic guitarists during cocktail hour. You found it endlessly amusing.
The venue became your biggest challenge. You toured elegant hotels overlooking the water, rustic barns tucked into vineyards, luxurious estates, modern art galleries, and gardens filled with blooming flowers. Every place seemed to be missing something. One felt too formal. Another felt too small. A third simply didn't feel like the two of you.
Weeks passed before your wedding planner suggested one final venue. It was a historic vineyard nestled among rolling hills, with old stone buildings covered in ivy and rows of grapevines stretching toward the horizon. The ceremony space overlooked the valley, and tiny string lights hung between ancient oak trees where the reception would take place after sunset. The second you stepped onto the property, you reached for Timo's hand without even realizing it. Neither of you spoke as you walked through the grounds. You simply looked around, imagining your families gathered there, imagining your first dance beneath the lights, imagining saying your vows surrounded by everyone you loved. When you finally stopped, you turned toward him at the same moment he turned toward you.
“This one?” you whispered. His smile was immediate and completely certain.
“This one,” he agreed softly. “It feels like us.”
As the months passed, wedding planning slowly became woven into your everyday life. You'd be making breakfast while debating whether handwritten place cards looked more personal. You'd spend lazy Sunday mornings curled up on the couch tasting cake samples while watching old movies. Some evenings you'd barely talk about anything except flowers, music, menus, and timelines. Other nights you'd forget about the wedding completely until Timo suddenly remembered something at eleven o'clock.
“Wait,” he'd say from bed. “Do we want candles on every table or just the head table?”
You'd laugh into your pillow. “Can this wait until tomorrow?”
“Probably.”
A pause. “But since we're awake...” You'd groan dramatically while reaching for your phone to look at inspiration photos together. Those little moments became some of your favourites because they weren't really about the wedding. They were about building a life together, learning how the other person made decisions, compromising when your opinions differed, and celebrating when they matched perfectly.
Despite how organized he'd been throughout the planning process, something shifted the night before the wedding. You noticed it almost immediately during the rehearsal dinner. Timo smiled for photos, hugged family members, laughed with friends, and gave a heartfelt speech thanking everyone for traveling so far to celebrate with you. To everyone else, he looked perfectly calm. But you'd been with him long enough to recognize the subtle signs. He kept adjusting the sleeves of his jacket. He bounced one leg beneath the dinner table. Every so often, his eyes found yours from across the room as though he needed reassurance that you were still there.
Later that evening, after everyone had gone back to their hotels, the two of you stood outside beneath the stars, reluctant to say goodbye until the ceremony. According to tradition, you weren't supposed to see each other again until you walked down the aisle. Timo held both of your hands, gently rubbing his thumbs across your knuckles.
“Are you nervous?” you asked quietly.
He hesitated before nodding. “A little.”
You smiled. “About getting married?”
He shook his head immediately. “Never about that.”
“Then what?” He looked down for a moment before meeting your eyes again, his own already suspiciously glassy.
“I just can't believe tomorrow actually gets here.” His voice was almost a whisper. “I've imagined calling you my wife for so long... and now it's real.”
The morning of the wedding was surprisingly peaceful for you. Surrounded by your bridesmaids, your mother, soft music, and the familiar chaos of hair and makeup artists moving around the bridal suite, you found yourself feeling excited more than anything else.
Every now and then someone would ask if you were nervous, and each time your answer stayed the same. “Not really.”
You trusted Timo with your whole heart. Marrying him wasn't the scary part. Waiting to see him was. Meanwhile, across the property, Timo was experiencing the exact opposite. His groomsmen had never seen him so unsettled. This was a man who had played in packed NHL arenas with millions watching on television, who thrived under pressure every single night. Yet somehow tying a tie had become impossible because his hands refused to stop shaking.
“You okay?” his best man asked for the fifth time that morning. Timo let out a breathless laugh.
“I've played playoff hockey.”
“Yeah.”
“This is worse,” Timo confessed.
“Why?”
Timo stared at himself in the mirror for a long moment before answering. “Because hockey games end. This...” He smiled to himself, his expression softening. “...this is forever.”
As the guests took their seats and music floated through the warm afternoon air, Timo stood at the altar trying to steady his breathing. He smiled politely at arriving family members, hugged your father before he took his place, and nodded whenever someone whispered congratulations. But everything around him felt strangely distant. His heart was beating so loudly he was convinced everyone could hear it.
Then the music changed. Every guest stood. Timo instinctively looked toward the end of the aisle and completely forgot how to breathe. You appeared between the rows of chairs, your dress catching the sunlight as you slowly began walking toward him. For one impossibly long moment, the world disappeared. He couldn't hear the string quartet anymore. He couldn't see the guests. He didn't notice the flowers or the decorations that the two of you had spent months carefully choosing together. All he saw was you. Tears filled his eyes before you'd even reached the halfway point, and he laughed softly at himself because he'd promised everyone he wouldn't cry. The promise lasted less than five seconds. By the time you finally stood in front of him, tears were already sliding down his cheeks. You smiled so warmly that your own eyes filled instantly.
“Hi,” you whispered. He shook his head in complete disbelief.
“You're... God, you're beautiful.” His voice cracked halfway through the sentence. “I can't believe you're here.”
You squeezed his trembling hands. “I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be.”
When it came time to read his vows, he unfolded the neatly folded piece of paper he'd carried in his jacket pocket all morning. He looked down at the words he'd rewritten dozens of times over the past several weeks before slowly lifting his eyes to meet yours again.
“I thought planning our wedding meant choosing flowers and tasting cake,” he began, smiling through tears. “But somewhere between venue tours, seating charts, and late-night conversations about things that probably didn't matter to anyone else, I realized we weren't just planning one day. We were practicing for the rest of our lives. Every decision we made, every compromise, every laugh... it reminded me how lucky I am that I get to do life with you.”
His voice faltered as emotion caught in his throat. “People keep asking if I'm nervous today.” He laughed quietly, wiping beneath one eye. “I am. Not because I'm scared to marry you... but because I still can't understand how someone as incredible as you chose me.” By then there wasn't a dry eye anywhere near the altar.
“You are my best friend, my safest place, and the greatest thing that's ever happened to me. No matter how many games I play, how many goals I score, or where hockey takes us, coming home to you will always be the best part of my life. I promise to keep choosing you every single day, for as long as we're both here.”
When the officiant finally pronounced you husband and wife, the applause from your family and friends almost drowned out the sound of Timo laughing against your lips as he kissed you. Months of planning, countless flights, endless decisions, and every ounce of nervous anticipation disappeared the moment he wrapped his arms around you. Pulling back just enough to rest his forehead against yours, he smiled with the same expression he'd worn the day he'd proposed, one of complete wonder.
“Hi, wife,” he whispered, as though trying the words out for the first time.
You smiled so hard your cheeks hurt. “Hi, husband.”
He closed his eyes for a brief second, taking it all in before laughing softly to himself. “You know,” he murmured, “every single seating chart was worth it.”
You laughed through happy tears, shaking your head as everyone around you cheered. “Only you would think about seating charts right now.”
“Maybe,” he admitted, stealing another kiss, “but I get to spend forever with you now.” And for Timo, nothing else in the world had ever felt more important.
A/N: All this came to be because I saw a video of Timo saying that if he didn't play professional hockey, he would be a gym teacher. This is again based on my students' questions. They really helped me out again. Also, this was mostly written at night, so if there are any mistakes, please let me know!
Pairing: Gymteacher!Timo Meier x Englishteacher!Y/N
Words: 12,3k
Warning(s): use of Y/N, she/her pronouns, colleagues to lovers, lots of student dialogue
The first time one of her students asked if she had a boyfriend, Y/N didn’t think much of it. It happened on a rainy Tuesday morning while her sophomore English class was supposed to be discussing symbolism in The Great Gatsby, though at this point she should have known that fifteen-year-olds were biologically incapable of staying on topic for longer than four minutes. One of the girls in the front row had been staring at her for an unusually long time before finally blurting out, “Miss Y/N, are you dating anyone?”
The entire class immediately perked up.
Y/N looked up from the book in her hands, narrowing her eyes slightly. “What does that have to do with Gatsby?”
“Nothing,” the girl admitted easily. “I’m just curious.”
“No,” Y/N answered simply, turning back toward the whiteboard. “I’m not dating anyone.”
“But Miss Y/N, you’re way too pretty to be single.” The entire class had immediately burst into agreement.
“Seriously.”
“There’s no way.”
“You definitely have a secret boyfriend.”
Y/N had rolled her eyes, trying not to smile as she stacked papers against her chest. “I promise you, I do not have a secret boyfriend.” That answer, apparently, had been the wrong thing to say, because from that point on, the students became obsessed.
Her answer should have been the end of it, however instead, it became the beginning of her downfall. Because once high school students discovered a young teacher was single, apparently, they took it as a personal challenge.
The questions started becoming routine after that.
“Why are you single?”
“What’s your type?”
“How old are you willing to date?”
“What if he’s divorced?”
“What if he’s ugly but emotionally available?”
“Would you date another teacher?”
“What celebrity would you marry?”
“Have you ever been in love?”
“Please stop talking, all of you. And open your textbooks,” Y/N would answer every single time, usually while fighting back a smile. But the students never listened.
And then one day, somewhere around mid-October, the gym teacher got brought up for the first time.
“You should date Mr. Meier.”
“Yes! You and Mr. Meier would be perfect together.”
Y/N barely glanced up from the stack of essays she was grading. “Who?”
Three students gasped like she had committed a crime.
“You don’t know Mr. Meier?”
“The gym teacher.”
“The hockey coach.”
“The hot one,” someone added from the back.
Y/N sighed immediately. “I feel like none of those descriptions are professionally appropriate. And that description tells me absolutely nothing.”
The students exchanged looks. “Oh my god, you really haven’t met him.”
Which, surprisingly, she hadn’t. The school was big enough that it happened sometimes. Teachers stayed in their own wings, worked around different schedules, and disappeared into departments. Y/N taught mostly honours English classes on the second floor, while Coach Meier practically lived downstairs near the gymnasium and athletic offices. Apparently, he coached hockey before and after school, taught physical education during the day, and supervised weight-training electives for half the time, too. Meanwhile, Y/N spent most of her day buried beneath essays, novels, and caffeine dependency. Their paths just never crossed. Still, after that conversation, his name started appearing constantly.
“Mr. Meier said our grammar was terrible.”
“Mr. Meier likes your classroom decorations.”
“Mr. Meier listens to old country music during class.”
“Mr. Meier said Pride and Prejudice is boring.” That one offended her personally.
“He said what?” She stopped what she was doing to look at the student who said that.
The students grinned triumphantly, delighted they’d finally gotten a reaction out of her. “I knew you’d care.”
“He clearly lacks emotional depth,” Y/N muttered as she went back to writing notes on the board. The class erupted into laughter.
From then on, it somehow became a running joke throughout the school. Students would casually mention him during class just to watch her react. Sometimes they’d return from the gym with updates.
“He made Jason run laps for throwing a dodgeball at my head.”
“He let us play music today.”
“He’s really competitive during volleyball.”
“He has an accent.”
That caught her attention the most. “An accent?” she repeated.
“A little one,” one of the girls sighed dramatically. “It’s attractive.”
“Everything is attractive to teenagers,” Y/N replied dryly, but despite herself, curiosity started settling in slowly. Not because she seriously believed any of the students’ ridiculous matchmaking attempts. Mostly because it was impossible not to wonder after hearing about someone every single day for weeks.
The strange thing was that apparently, he knew about her too. She discovered that accidentally during lunch duty one afternoon. A freshman girl had sat beside her at one of the cafeteria tables and whispered, “Mr. Meier asked if you actually make people write essays every week.”
Y/N blinked. “Excuse me?”
“He said your students complain dramatically.”
Her jaw dropped slightly. “They complain dramatically to the gym teacher about English assignments?”
“He said they act like you’re torturing them.”
"Well, maybe I am.”
The girl laughed. “He said you’re probably scary.”
Y/N stared down at her coffee cup for a moment before asking casually, “And what exactly did you say?”
“I told him you’re only scary when people use the wrong form of their."
“That’s fair.”
The student grinned. “He laughed.” For some reason, that lingered with her longer than it should have.
After that, the indirect conversations began. Not real conversations. Just messages passed through students.
“Mr. Meier says Shakespeare is overrated.”
“Tell Mr. Meier he’s uncultured,” Y/N said.
“He said he expected you to say that. He also said your coffee order is concerning.”
“How does he know my coffee order?”
“You get the same thing every morning.” Which was admittedly true.
And somehow over the next few weeks, they built an entire dynamic without ever actually meeting. Y/N learned he drank iced coffee even when it was freezing outside. Apparently, he had a habit of pacing during class, he was too competitive during staff volleyball games, he teased students constantly but stayed after school helping anyone who needed it, and apparently (according to nearly every teenage girl in the building) he was “ridiculously hot.” Y/N tried very hard not to care about that last detail. She failed a little.
One Thursday afternoon near the end of November, she almost met him for the first time. She had stayed late after school helping a student rewrite an essay, and by the time she finally headed downstairs, the hallways were mostly empty. She was halfway past the gym when she heard loud laughter echoing through the open doors.
Students spilled out first carrying hockey bags and water bottles. Then she heard someone say, “Coach, you’re in love with Miss Y/N.”
“Oh my god,” one of the boys groaned. “You do like her.”
“I literally do not know her,” the voice replied.
“Yeah, but you want to.”
The entire group started shouting over each other. Y/N stood there in complete disbelief, hidden just enough around the corner that nobody had seen her yet. And then she heard another student.
“Miss Y/N gives too much homework,” the student complained.
“That sounds like a you problem,” he answered easily. The students booed dramatically.
Y/N stared at the floor for a second, fighting a smile she absolutely should not have been smiling. Then footsteps started approaching the hallway. She panicked immediately. Without thinking, she turned around and hurried in the opposite direction just before the group rounded the corner, her heart beating stupidly fast over absolutely nothing. She didn’t even see him, but later that night, lying in bed with her grading untouched beside her, she found herself replaying the sound of his laugh in her head anyway.
The professional development day was universally hated by both students and teachers alike. Students hated it because it meant losing a random Friday off, which was their favourite day, in the middle of November. Teachers hated it because it meant sitting through seven straight hours of presentations about curriculum alignment, grading metrics, and “building stronger student engagement,” all while pretending not to check the clock every three minutes.
Y/N hated it mostly because it started at seven-thirty in the morning. She stood in the school parking lot balancing her tote bag, laptop, and coffee while staring blankly at the building like it had personally offended her. The hallways were strangely quiet without students filling them, no lockers slamming or voices echoing through the stairwells. Just exhausted teachers slowly dragging themselves toward mandatory meetings with the same dead-eyed expression.
Inside, the library had been transformed into a disaster of folding chairs, stale pastries, and weak coffee stations. A district administrator was already setting up a PowerPoint no one wanted to see. Y/N grabbed a paper agenda from the front table and immediately considered leaving.
“Good morning,” another teacher mumbled while passing her.
“Debatable,” Y/N replied.
The woman snorted tiredly before continuing toward the coffee station. Y/N followed a few minutes later after deciding caffeine was the only thing standing between her and complete professional collapse. Unfortunately, nearly every teacher in the building seemed to have reached that same conclusion. The coffee table was crowded. A cluster of science teachers stood arguing quietly about exam schedules while two math teachers hoarded creamers like they were preparing for the apocalypse. Y/N squeezed herself between people carefully, reaching for the last untouched cup at the exact same moment someone else did. Their hands bumped lightly.
“Oh my, I am so sorry,” a voice said immediately.
Y/N looked up and froze. He was tall, had broad shoulders, a dark quarter-zip one, and warm green eyes. Oh, that was definitely him. For one horrifying second, neither of them said anything. It felt strangely ridiculous considering how much they technically already knew about each other. Weeks of second-hand information and student commentary suddenly collided all at once into one very real person standing directly in front of her. And somehow, annoyingly, the students had been right. Timo Meier was unfairly attractive up close.
Recognition crossed his face almost immediately too. She watched it happen in real time with the slight widening of his eyes and the twitch at the corner of his mouth, the realisation settling in.
“No way,” he said softly.
Y/N let out a startled laugh before she could stop herself. “You’re Mr. Meier.”
“And you’re Miss Y/N.”
There was something absurdly funny about finally meeting like this after weeks of indirect conversations through teenagers. For a second, they just stared at each other, both clearly realising the exact same thing.
“We cannot tell the students this happened,” Y/N said immediately.
Timo laughed. Not just a polite laugh either, a real one. It sounded low and warm and completely unguarded. It made his entire face soften in a way that immediately made her nervous for reasons she did not want to examine.
“Oh, they’d lose their minds,” he agreed.
“They already think we’re secretly dating.”
“They think we’re soulmates.”
Y/N groaned into her coffee cup. “Please don’t say that out loud.”
Timo grinned. “So, it’s true then?”
She narrowed her eyes at him. “You are significantly more annoying than I expected.”
“And you’re less scary.”
“That’s disappointing for me.”
His smile widened slightly, like he was trying not to laugh again. Up close, she noticed things the students had never properly described. The slight rasp in his voice. The faint accent curling around certain words. The way he leaned casually against the table like he took up space without even realising it. And annoyingly enough, he was easy to talk to immediately. Dangerously easy.
“I still can’t believe we haven’t met before,” he admitted.
“We apparently operate on opposite schedules.”
“Or the students have been actively preventing us from meeting so they could build suspense.”
“That honestly feels possible.”
Timo shook his head with a quiet laugh. “One of my freshmen asked yesterday if I’d ever written you love letters.”
Y/N choked on her coffee. “They said what?”
“They were very invested in this imaginary relationship.”
“Oh my god.” She covered part of her face with one hand. “My third period asked if I’d change my last name if I got married.”
Timo blinked. “Already?”
“Already.”
He laughed again, looking down briefly. “That’s insane.”
“It’s your fault.”
“My fault?”
“Yes. Apparently, you’re the hot gym teacher.” The second the words left her mouth, she regretted them instantly. Heat rushed into her face so fast it was genuinely embarrassing.
Timo looked back at her slowly, clearly trying not to smile too hard. “Apparently?” he repeated.
Y/N pointed at him warningly. “Don’t make this worse for me.”
“I’m just quoting sources.”
“You are absolutely enjoying this,” she said with a smile forming on her face.
“A little.” His eyes were warm when he said it.
Y/N looked down at her coffee cup again, mostly to avoid how attractive his smile was becoming in real time. This was exactly why workplace crushes should be illegal. Especially when entire student bodies were emotionally invested in them.
Around them, teachers continued talking and shuffling into seats for the presentation, but Y/N barely noticed anymore. She was too aware of him standing beside her, too aware of how comfortable the conversation already felt.
“You know,” Timo said after a moment, “I expected you to be taller.”
She stared at him in disbelief. “Excuse me?”
“I don’t know. The students describe you like you’re intimidating.”
“I am intimidating.”
“You’re holding a coffee cup with both hands.”
“It’s early.”
He grinned. “Fair.”
Y/N shook her head, fighting a smile despite herself. “And for the record, I expected you to be worse.”
Timo placed a hand dramatically over his chest. “Worse?”
“More arrogant maybe.”
“Ouch.”
“The students talk about you like you hung the moon.”
“That’s mostly because I let them play dodgeball.”
“That’s fair, actually.”
For a brief second, they just looked at each other again. And suddenly Y/N understood why the students had become so obsessed with this idea. Because there was something there immediately. Something easy and natural and quietly magnetic. It felt less like meeting someone new and more like finally catching up to a conversation they’d already been having for weeks.
Across the room, the principal clapped loudly for attention. Teachers groaned collectively. Timo glanced toward the library tables before looking back at her. “Think we can survive six hours of presentations?”
“Absolutely not.”
He laughed softly. “Want me to save you a seat anyway?”
And maybe it was ridiculous how quickly her stomach flipped over something so simple.
But Y/N still found herself smiling when she answered.
“Only if you promise not to tell the students.”
The development seminar became unbearable approximately forty-five minutes after it started. The district presenter, a man named Carl who seemed far too enthusiastic for eight in the morning, clicked through endless slides about “student-centered engagement strategies” while teachers around the library slowly lost the will to live. Half the staff looked moments away from falling asleep. One of the history teachers was openly scrolling through vacation listings beneath the table. And someone in the back had already eaten three stale blueberry muffins out of pure desperation.
Y/N sat beside Timo near the middle row, trying very hard to focus on the presentation instead of the fact that his shoulder occasionally brushed hers whenever he shifted in his seat. It was distracting, more distracting than it should have been. Especially because he kept making quiet comments under his breath that made her laugh at the worst possible moments.
When Carl proudly announced, “Students thrive when lessons feel dynamic and exciting,” Timo had leaned slightly toward her and whispered, “If I play dodgeball every day, does that count?”
Y/N nearly snorted coffee through her nose.
Now, as Carl droned on about collaborative learning environments, Y/N pressed her lips together to stop another smile while Timo sat beside her looking far too entertained with himself.
“You’re enjoying this way too much,” she muttered quietly.
“I haven’t had this much fun at one of these meetings in years.”
“That’s concerning for you.”
“It’s because I finally met the terrifying English teacher.”
She rolled her eyes. “I am not terrifying.”
“One of my freshmen said you once stared at him until he corrected his grammar.”
“I did.” Timo laughed softly beside her, and again that warmth spread low in her stomach before she could stop it.
Then came the words every teacher dreaded. “Alright, everyone,” Carl announced brightly. “We’re going to split into collaborative groups.” A collective groan swept through the library.
“No,” someone whispered dramatically from the back.
“Yes,” Carl continued, entirely too cheerful. “I’ve assigned groups intentionally across departments to encourage interdisciplinary discussion.”
“Oh that’s evil,” Y/N murmured.
Timo grinned beside her. “Scared?”
“Of group work? Absolutely.”
Carl started reading names from a list at the front of the room. Y/N barely listened until she heard her name. “Mr. Meier, Miss Y/N, Mrs. Alvarez, and Mr. Bennett, you’ll be Group Six.” The second their names were said together, multiple teachers looked up at once. And then, horrifyingly, several of them started laughing.
Y/N slowly closed her eyes. “No.”
“Oh no,” Timo muttered beside her, immediately understanding.
Mrs. Alvarez, the chemistry teacher, was already grinning when they approached the table in the corner of the library. “Well,” she said casually while sitting down, “the students are going to think this is fate.”
Y/N dropped into her chair in disbelief. “Why does everyone know about this?”
Mr. Bennett nearly choked on his coffee laughing. “Because students talk. Constantly.”
“Your sophomores told my entire homeroom that you and Meier were in a slow-burn romance,” Mrs. Alvarez added.
Timo leaned back in his chair, looking deeply amused now. “A slow-burn?”
“They’re very committed to the storyline.”
Y/N covered her face with one hand immediately. “I’m resigning.”
“You can’t,” Mr. Bennett replied. “The students need closure.”
Timo laughed quietly beside her, clearly enjoying this entire situation far too much.
“This is humiliating,” Y/N muttered.
“I don’t know,” Timo said easily. “I think it’s kind of flattering.”
She looked over at him. “Of course you do.”
“Well, apparently we have chemistry,” he said, and Mrs. Alvarez burst out laughing at the accidental pun while Y/N stared at him in complete disbelief.
“You did that on purpose.”
“Maybe.”
“You’re the worst.”
His grin widened lazily. “You don’t mean that.” The annoying thing was that he was already right.
Carl passed out worksheets a few moments later, assigning each group some impossible educational scenario about increasing student participation across departments. Nobody at the table took it particularly seriously. Mr. Bennett doodled on the corner of his packet, while Mrs. Alvarez complained about standardized testing, and somehow Y/N ended up quietly talking to Timo more than anyone else. It happened naturally. It somehow felt so effortlessly like they’d known each other longer than a single morning. They kind of knew each other through what the students have been telling them.
“So you really give essays every week?” he asked while flipping through the worksheet.
Y/N looked offended. “Who told you that?”
“Literally every student you teach.”
“They’re dramatic.”
“That’s a yes then.”
“It builds character.”
“It builds suffering.”
She nudged his arm lightly with her elbow before she could think too hard about doing it. His eyes flicked toward her immediately, just for a second, but the look lingered long enough to make her suddenly very aware of how close they were sitting. Mrs. Alvarez noticed too, Y/N knew she did because the woman looked between them with the kind of expression teachers got when they were trying not to gossip but absolutely planned to later.
“So,” Mrs. Alvarez said innocently, “how long have you two actually been talking?”
“We met an hour ago,” Y/N answered immediately.
“Technically,” Timo added.
Y/N turned toward him slowly. “Technically?”
He shrugged casually, though there was a smile pulling at his mouth again. “Feels like I’ve known you longer.” The words landed softly but directly somewhere in the middle of her chest.
Mrs. Alvarez made a quiet noise like she was witnessing live entertainment. “Oh, the students are never recovering from this.”
“They cannot know,” Y/N said instantly.
Mr. Bennett laughed. “You really think teenagers won’t figure it out?”
“There’s nothing to figure out,” she argued.
Timo looked at her for a moment before saying lightly, “Right. Nothing at all.”
Heat rushed into her face so quickly it was genuinely unfair. She looked away immediately, pretending to read the worksheet even though she hadn’t absorbed a single word on the page in the last five minutes. Beside her, Timo shifted slightly closer so he could write something on the paper between them. His arm brushed hers again, warm and solid, and it became embarrassingly difficult to focus on anything else.
“You know,” he said quietly enough that only she could hear, “the students are probably going to be disappointed.”
Y/N glanced at him carefully. “Why?”
“Because we already met.”
She blinked. “That’s what they wanted.”
“Yeah,” he said, looking at her with that same soft amusement again. “But now there’s less anticipation.” The smile tugging at his mouth was impossible to ignore, and suddenly, Y/N understood exactly why every teenage girl in the building lost their minds around him. Because Timo Meier flirted like it was the easiest thing in the world. And even worse, he made her want to flirt back.
By lunchtime, the entire staff development day had completely derailed for Y/N. Not externally, of course. Externally, she looked perfectly composed sitting at a round table in the cafeteria with a turkey sandwich she wasn’t eating and a notebook full of fake notes from the morning sessions. She nodded politely during conversations. She contributed when asked. She even survived another presentation about student engagement without visibly losing her sanity. Internally, however, she was becoming painfully aware of one very specific problem. Timo Meier was charming. Worse than charming, actually, and that was the dangerous part.
He slid into conversations naturally, teased without being arrogant, listened when people talked, and somehow managed to make even the most painfully boring teacher workshops entertaining just by leaning over and making quiet comments to her every few minutes.
At one point during a presentation about classroom technology, he had whispered, “If they make me learn another grading software, I’m quitting and becoming a lumberjack.”
Y/N had laughed loudly enough that three teachers turned around. Now, sitting across from him in the cafeteria while teachers filled the tables around them, she found herself watching him more than she meant to. He was in the middle of telling Mr. Bennett some story about a freshman trying to fake an injury during basketball conditioning when he glanced over and caught her looking at him. Immediately, he smiled like it was instinctive. Y/N looked down at her sandwich so fast it was embarrassing. Across the table, Mrs. Alvarez noticed everything. Absolutely everything.
“You two are ridiculous already,” she said casually before taking a sip of her coffee.
Y/N nearly inhaled wrong. “Excuse me?”
Mrs. Alvarez looked between them innocently. “I’m just saying. The students might actually be psychic.”
Timo leaned back in his chair, clearly amused. “You think so?”
“I think half the school has been waiting for this moment for months.”
“There was no moment,” Y/N argued weakly.
Mrs. Alvarez raised an eyebrow. “You’ve smiled more today than you have all semester.”
“That’s not true.”
“It absolutely is,” Mr. Bennett chimed in. Traitors. All of them.
Y/N pointed at both teachers accusingly. “You’re supposed to be professionals.”
“We teach teenagers,” Mrs. Alvarez replied. “Professionalism died years ago.”
Timo laughed beside her quietly, and Y/N hated how much she liked hearing it. The worst part was that he kept looking at her like they were sharing a private joke nobody else understood. Like this entire thing amused him in the best way, and maybe it should have annoyed her more. Maybe she should have been uncomfortable that students had essentially orchestrated this entire dynamic before they’d even officially met. Instead, she found herself relaxing around him more every hour.
By the afternoon breakout session, they were assigned another collaborative activity, this time in smaller pairs. The second Carl announced, “Find a partner,” every teacher at their table immediately looked at Y/N and Timo.
Mrs. Alvarez actually waved her hand dramatically between them. “Go ahead, lovebirds.”
“Oh my god,” Y/N muttered.
Timo stood beside her, grinning. “I think we’ve lost control of the narrative.”
“There was never supposed to be a narrative.”
“Too late now.” He carried both of their worksheets over to an empty table near the windows before she could protest.
Outside, snow had started falling lightly across the parking lot, soft flakes drifting past the glass while the school sat strangely quiet without students filling the hallways. For a moment, it almost didn’t feel like work. Especially when Timo sat across from her with his sleeves pushed up slightly and looked entirely too comfortable.
“So,” he said, spinning a pen between his fingers, “you always this popular with students?”
Y/N scoffed. “Popular is a strong word.”
“They seem obsessed with you.”
“They’re obsessed with gossip.”
“Fair.” He tilted his head slightly. “Still. They talk about you a lot.” There was something quieter in his voice that time. Something more genuine.
Y/N looked down at the worksheet between them. “They talk about you too.”
“Hopefully only good things.”
“Mostly.”
“Mostly?”
She smiled despite herself. “One kid said your playlists are embarrassing.”
Timo gasped softly like she’d deeply wounded him. “That’s unbelievable. My playlists are excellent.”
“You listen to country music during class.”
“And?”
“And that’s emotionally suspicious behaviour.”
He laughed again, shaking his head. God, he really did laugh easily. Y/N realised then that she hadn’t once felt awkward around him all day. Nervous sometimes, yes. Flustered constantly, but not awkward. It was strange how quickly he’d slipped into her space. Like they’d skipped past the uncomfortable getting-to-know-you stage entirely.
“You know what’s bothering me?” Timo asked suddenly.
“What?”
“You ran away from me.”
Y/N blinked. “What?”
“A few weeks ago outside the gym.” His grin turned slightly smug. “You heard me talking and disappeared before I could see you.”
Her eyes widened immediately. “You knew that was me?”
“One of the students saw you.”
“Oh my god.”
“I was offended,” he added.
“You were not offended.”
“A little offended.”
Y/N covered part of her face with her hand, groaning softly. “That’s genuinely humiliating.”
“I thought it was funny.”
“Easy for you to say. You weren’t the one hiding in a hallway.”
Timo leaned slightly closer across the table. “Why’d you run?”
The question shouldn’t have made her heart skip the way it did. Because the truthful answer was ridiculous. Because she’d heard his voice and gotten nervous before she’d even seen his face. Because somehow this entire thing had started mattering before they’d even met.
“I don’t know,” she admitted finally, quieter now. “I panicked.”
His expression softened immediately. It wasn’t teasing anymore, he didn’t look smug, his expression turned warm again.
“Well,” he said gently, “you stayed this time.”
The butterflies in her stomach became unbearable. Y/N looked away toward the snowy windows, mostly because she suddenly couldn’t think straight under the way he was looking at her. Across the room, teachers continued talking over each other while papers shuffled and chairs scraped against the floor, but somehow the noise felt distant compared to the quiet moment they were sitting in now.
And then, because apparently the universe enjoyed humiliating her, the library doors suddenly burst open. A group of student volunteers entered carrying boxes for the office staff. Y/N barely had time to react before one of the sophomore girls spotted them through the glass wall. She froze dramatically and then she screamed, “OH MY GOD.”
The scream echoed through the library loudly enough that every single teacher turned to look. Y/N closed her eyes immediately. No, absolutely not, this was not happening right now.
Across the room, the sophomore girl stood frozen in the doorway holding a cardboard box against her chest like she’d just witnessed a celebrity scandal unfold in real time. Two other students behind her followed her gaze toward Y/N and Timo sitting together at the table near the windows. And then all three of them lost their minds.
The entire room erupted into laughter from the teachers. Actually laughter. Mr. Bennett leaned back in his chair, looking delighted, while Mrs. Alvarez physically covered her mouth, trying not to cackle. Even the principal looked entertained. Meanwhile, Y/N seriously considered throwing herself through the nearest window.
“This is my villain origin story,” she muttered under her breath. Beside her, Timo was laughing so hard he had to lean back in his chair. “That’s not helping,” she whispered sharply.
“I’m sorry,” he managed, though he very clearly was not sorry at all.
The students hurried farther into the room, abandoning all attempts to act normally.
“Oh my god,” the sophomore girl repeated, staring between them wildly. “You guys are actually together.”
“We are sitting at a table,” Y/N corrected immediately.
“ALONE.”
“In a mandatory partner activity,” Y/N argued.
“That’s how it starts,” another student said knowingly.
Timo lowered his head for a second, shoulders shaking with quiet laughter beside her. Traitor.
“You’re supposed to be on our side,” Y/N hissed.
“I didn’t realize there were sides.”
“There absolutely are now.”
The students crowded around their table despite several teachers attempting, and failing, to shoo them away. They looked genuinely ecstatic, like months of emotional investment were finally paying off.
One of the boys pointed dramatically at Timo. “Mr. Meier, you owe me twenty euros.”
Y/N blinked. “Were you gambling on us?”
“Technically,” the boy replied.
“Oh my god.”
“I said you’d sit together by lunch,” he explained proudly.
“And I said it would take at least another month,” one of the girls argued.
Timo finally looked up again, grinning openly now. “You guys made bets?”
“A lot of bets.”
Y/N stared at the ceiling like she was asking the universe for patience.
“This cannot possibly be ethical.”
“No, see,” the sophomore girl explained seriously, “you don’t understand how long we’ve been waiting for this.”
“There was nothing to wait for,” Y/N insisted weakly.
The students collectively made sounds of disagreement. “You literally flirt every time someone mentions each other.”
Y/N choked on absolutely nothing. Across from her, Timo looked far too pleased by that statement.
“We do?” he asked casually.
“Yes.”
“All the time.”
“You’re doing it right now.”
Heat rushed into Y/N’s face instantly while Timo turned toward her with obvious amusement dancing in his eyes. “Apparently we’ve been flirting.”
“You’re enjoying this entirely too much,” she muttered.
“A little,” he admitted easily.
Mrs. Alvarez walked past at that exact moment and paused beside their table with the expression of someone witnessing peak entertainment. “I’ve never seen students this invested in academics before,” she said dryly.
“This is not academic,” Y/N replied.
“Seems interdisciplinary to me.”
Timo laughed again. Y/N was beginning to realize he found her suffering genuinely delightful. Eventually, the office secretary managed to herd the students back toward the hallway, though not before they extracted approximately fourteen promises that neither teacher would “do anything romantic” without informing them first. Timo agreed immediately just to make them leave faster.
“You cannot promise teenagers updates on our non-existent relationship,” Y/N said the second the doors shut behind them.
“Our non-existent relationship?” he repeated lightly. She looked over at him and immediately regretted it because his smile had softened again into something quieter. Something more dangerous.
“You know what I mean.”
“Do I?”
The room around them buzzed with teacher conversations and movement, but Y/N suddenly became hyperaware of the smaller space at their table again. The snow outside. The warmth of the library. The way he leaned slightly closer whenever he talked to her. It had become strangely easy to forget everyone else when he looked at her like that.
“You’re flirting with me again,” she accused softly.
Timo’s eyebrows lifted slightly. “Maybe I am.”
Her stomach flipped. The honesty of it caught her completely off guard. No teasing deflection. No joke. Just straightforward enough to make her pulse stutter embarrassingly fast.
“And you’re blushing again,” he added.
“That’s your fault.”
His grin widened slowly. “I don’t think you mind that much.”
Y/N opened her mouth to argue and then stopped because, annoyingly, she wasn’t entirely sure he was wrong anymore. That realisation alone felt mildly catastrophic. Before she could respond, Carl clapped loudly at the front of the room again, announcing the final session of the afternoon. Teachers groaned collectively while everyone slowly started gathering their things. Timo stood first, reaching for the extra worksheets scattered across their table while Y/N packed her bag beside him.
“You know,” he said casually, “the students are going to ask about this Monday.”
“They’re going to interrogate me like I committed a crime.”
“They’ll interrogate me too.”
“You deserve it.”
He smiled down at her. “You saying I deserve suffering, Miss Y/N?”
“I teach English. Suffering is part of my curriculum.”
“That explains a lot actually.”
She laughed despite herself, shaking her head while standing beside him. For one brief second, they ended up close again in the narrow space between the chairs. Close enough that she caught the clean scent of his cologne mixed with coffee. Close enough that his arm brushed lightly against hers as he moved. Neither of them stepped away immediately, and suddenly, the air felt different again. The teasing faded just enough for something else to settle underneath it. Something softer and more intentional.
Timo looked down at her for a moment before speaking again, voice lower this time. “So,” he said, “are we pretending this development day is the end of our tragic forbidden romance?”
Y/N smiled before she could stop herself. “Forbidden romance?”
“We work in different departments. The odds are against us.”
“You’re ridiculous.”
“Probably.” His eyes stayed on hers another second longer than necessary. “But I could also just ask if you want to get coffee sometime.”
The butterflies in her stomach became immediate and violent. Not because she hadn’t seen this coming, but because somewhere between the coffee station that morning and now, she realised she really wanted him to ask.
For a second, Y/N forgot entirely that they were standing in the middle of a school library surrounded by coworkers. All she could focus on was the way Timo was looking at her. It wasn’t teasing anymore, at least not completely. The grin was still there at the corners of his mouth, but there was something steadier underneath it now, something quieter and more sincere that made her chest tighten unexpectedly. He was actually asking, and somehow that felt far more nerve-wracking than weeks of jokes and hallway gossip.
Y/N folded her arms loosely against her chest, mostly to stop herself from visibly fidgeting. “Coffee,” she repeated carefully.
Timo nodded once. “That’s usually how dates start.”
Her stomach flipped so hard it was genuinely rude. “You’re very confident for someone who just got publicly shipped by a group of sophomores.”
He laughed softly. “I’m choosing to see it as a glowing recommendation.”
“You should not trust fifteen-year-olds this much.”
“They seem smart.”
“They eat glue for fun.”
“Only the freshmen.”
She shook her head, fighting another smile, but it was impossible around him. Every time she tried to stay composed, he said something that unravelled her immediately. The annoying thing was that she knew exactly what her answer was already. She wanted to go that was the problem. Somewhere during the endless presentations and whispered comments and shared laughter, she’d stopped thinking about this as some ridiculous student-created joke and started thinking about him instead. About the way he listened when she talked, about how easy conversation felt, about the warmth in his eyes every time he looked at her. Dangerous. Extremely dangerous.
“Well?” Timo asked after a moment, smiling slightly when she stayed quiet too long.
Y/N narrowed her eyes at him. “You’re weirdly calm right now.”
“Inside, I’m very brave.”
That made her laugh again. God. This man was going to become a problem for her very quickly. Before she could answer, Mr. Bennett walked past carrying his laptop bag and immediately slowed to a stop when he noticed the two of them still standing there.
“Oh wow,” he said dramatically. “This looks important.”
Y/N groaned immediately. “Please keep walking.”
“Am I interrupting the season finale?”
Timo crossed his arms casually beside her. “Depends. Are you rooting for us?”
Mr. Bennett looked delighted by the question. “Absolutely.”
“You’re both insufferable,” Y/N muttered.
“Just remember,” Mr. Bennett continued while backing away slowly, “students come back Monday. If there’s kissing before then, I expect updates.”
“TOM.”
Timo was fully laughing again now while Mr. Bennett disappeared across the room, looking deeply satisfied with himself.
Y/N covered her face briefly. “I need to transfer schools.”
“I think you’re underestimating how entertaining this is for everyone else.”
“I’m aware.” She lowered her hands again only to find Timo still watching her with that same soft amusement. “What?” she asked suspiciously.
“You’re cute when you’re annoyed.”
The butterflies returned instantly. Y/N stared at him for a second like she couldn’t decide whether to laugh or throw something at him.
“You flirt like it’s a medical condition.”
“Maybe it is.”
“That would explain a lot.”
He smiled again, slower this time, and the eye contact lingered just long enough to make the space between them feel suddenly smaller. The library around them had started emptying out as teachers headed toward the final meeting of the afternoon, but neither of them moved yet. It felt strangely suspended, like both of them knew this moment mattered a little more than it probably should.
Timo finally glanced toward the front of the room before looking back at her. “So?”
Y/N exhaled softly through her nose, pretending to think harder about it than she actually needed to. “Okay,” she said finally. “You can buy me coffee.”
His smile widened immediately, warm and genuine enough that her heart stumbled over itself. “Yeah?”
“Don’t sound so surprised.”
“I wasn’t sure if you liked me or just tolerated me.”
She laughed quietly. “I’m still deciding.”
“Fair.” There was a softness in his voice again when he said it, one that made her suddenly very aware of how naturally they’d fallen into this.
Timo pulled his phone from his pocket then hesitated slightly. “Can I get your number?”
The question should not have felt as intimate as it did, but somehow it did. Y/N took his phone carefully, typing in her contact information while trying very hard not to think about how ridiculous it was that this entire relationship had essentially been engineered by teenagers. When she handed the phone back, Timo glanced down at the screen. A smile tugged immediately at his mouth.
“I respect it.” He saved the contact before slipping his phone back into his pocket, still smiling faintly to himself.
Then, because apparently the universe refused to let her maintain emotional stability for more than five consecutive minutes, one of the assistant principals walked by and stopped dead when he saw them standing together. His eyebrows shot up instantly.
“Oh,” he said slowly. “So, the students were right.”
Y/N physically dropped her head forward against Timo’s shoulder in defeat. The movement happened before she could think about it. The second she realised what she’d done, she froze. Timo froze too. For one brief heartbeat neither of them moved at all. Then she felt him laugh softly beneath her forehead.
“Well,” he said quietly above her, “I think that just confirmed it for him.”
Heat flooded her face immediately as she lifted her head again, mortified.
“I’m quitting,” she announced.
Timo looked down at her, smiling in that unbearably fond way again. "No, you’re not.”
And somehow, terrifyingly enough, she was already starting to think he might know her better than she realised.
The problem started approximately three hours after the development day ended, because once Y/N got home and the chaos of the school building disappeared around her, she no longer had distractions. No students were yelling about soulmates, no coworkers making jokes, and no presentation forcing her attention elsewhere. There was just silence in her flat and the horrifying realisation that she had given Timo her number. Which meant he could text her at literally any moment, and apparently, she was going to spend the rest of the evening thinking about that. It was embarrassing. She tried grading papers first, but every time her phone buzzed with a notification, even useless ones, her attention snapped toward it immediately. By eight o’clock, she had reread the same student essay four times and still had no idea what it said.
At eight-thirteen, her phone finally lit up. Her stomach flipped so fast it was honestly humiliating.
Timo: Hope you made it home safely after your traumatic public exposure today.
Y/N stared at the message for a full ten seconds before laughing despite herself. Then another text appeared.
Timo: Also, I think Bennett already started a betting pool.
“Oh my god,” she muttered out loud. She curled deeper into the corner of her couch before finally typing back.
Y/N: I’m reporting all of you to HR.
The typing bubble appeared almost instantly.
Timo: You’d miss me too much.
The confidence of that response should have annoyed her. Instead, heat spread straight across her cheeks.
Y/N: You’ve known me for less than a day.
Timo: And yet I feel like I’ve survived something life-changing.
Y/N physically dropped her head back against the couch cushions. This man flirted recreationally. Worse, he was good at it. She tried not to smile while typing her next reply and failed entirely.
Y/N: Are you always like this?
Timo: Depends.
Y/N: On what?
Timo: Whether I like someone.
The butterflies returned immediately. They were aggressive, unhelpful, and completely out of control. Y/N stared at the screen far longer than necessary, suddenly aware again of the way he’d looked at her throughout the day. The easy smiles. The teasing. The moments where his voice had softened unexpectedly, like flirting with her wasn’t entirely a joke anymore. Because maybe it wasn’t, and maybe that was exactly why she felt so nervous all over again.
Her phone buzzed once more before she could decide how to answer.
Timo: Was that too smooth?
She burst out laughing alone in her apartment.
Y/N: Painfully.
Timo: Good. I practiced.
Y/N: That somehow makes it worse.
The conversation flowed strangely easily after that, like it had been waiting to happen for weeks. They complained about the development presentations, made fun of Mr. Bennett, and argued about whether essays or fitness tests were worse forms of student torture. Timo sent her a blurry picture of the untouched folder of paperwork sitting on his kitchen counter with the caption “I’m choosing ignorance.” Y/N replied with a photo of the essays spread across her coffee table.
Timo: Jesus Christ.
Y/N: I chose this career willingly.
Timo: That’s concerning behaviour.
By nine-thirty she was smiling at her phone so much it genuinely became embarrassing. And somehow, despite only technically meeting that morning, talking to him already felt natural in a way that unsettled her a little. There was no awkwardness. No careful guessing. Just conversation slipping easily from one thing to another. At one point she mentioned she’d skipped dinner because she’d been grading papers. Three minutes later, she got a text back.
Timo: That’s illegal.
Y/N: Pretty sure it’s not.
Timo: As your newly assigned work soulmate, I’m telling you to eat something.
Her stomach fluttered again at the word "soulmate" even though she knew he was teasing. Mostly teasing.
Y/N: “Work soulmate” sounds deeply fake.
Timo: And yet here we are.
She smiled helplessly down at the screen before finally dragging herself off the couch to make actual food. And while she waited for pasta to boil, another message appeared.
Timo: So.
Timo: Coffee tomorrow?
Y/N leaned against the kitchen counter staring at the text longer than she should have. Tomorrow. The idea sent nervous excitement curling low in her stomach immediately. Not because she didn’t want to go, because she really, really did, which was the dangerous part.
Y/N: Aren’t you supposed to wait at least three days before asking me out?
Timo: I think the students would consider that weak pacing.
She laughed softly to herself.
Timo: Also I already waited weeks, technically…
That one hit harder than it should have, because he was absolutely right. They had been circling around each other for weeks before they’d even met. Building familiarity through second-hand stories and hallway almost-encounters and teasing comments passed through students like messages. Somehow this had started long before today.
Y/N: Fine. Coffee tomorrow.
The typing bubble appeared instantly.
Timo: Nice.
The second message took a bit longer.
Timo: You’re making me look very cool right now.
Y/N shook her head, smiling.
Y/N: Don’t worry. The students already think you hung the moon.
Timo: And what do you think?
The question made her pause completely. Heat crept slowly into her face as she stared down at the screen. There it was again that shift underneath the teasing. For the first time all evening, Y/N found herself suddenly nervous about answering wrong. Her fingers hovered over the keyboard for a moment before she finally typed carefully.
Y/N: I think you’re trouble.
The response came less than ten seconds later.
Timo: Yeah?
Y/N: Definitely.
This time, the typing bubble stayed longer before he finally sent another text.
Timo: Good thing you stayed this time, then.
Y/N felt her chest tighten unexpectedly at the reference to the hallway weeks ago. To her, running before they could meet. To the fact that somehow, he remembered small things she had said. And suddenly she realised something terrifying. She was already looking forward to seeing him again tomorrow, far more than she should have been.
Y/N spent an unreasonable amount of time deciding what to wear for coffee, which was ridiculous. It was just coffee, a casual, daytime coffee date. The least intimidating kind of date possible, and yet, somehow she had changed outfits four separate times before finally settling on jeans, boots, and a sweater that made her look like she hadn’t spent thirty minutes panicking in front of her closet mirror.
The entire drive there, she kept replaying yesterday in her head. The development day, the flirting between them, the way Timo had looked at her when he asked for her number. It all felt strangely unreal considering they technically hadn’t even known each other forty-eight hours ago. Then again, that wasn’t entirely true, was it?
Because somehow, she already knew his laugh, the way he teased, knew that he drank iced coffee in winter, and made sarcastic comments during meetings and somehow managed to make her blush every five minutes without even trying that hard.
By the time she pushed open the café door, nerves had settled low in her stomach in a way she hadn’t felt in a very long time. The little bell above the entrance chimed softly, and immediately, she spotted him. Timo sat near the window with one hand curled around a coffee cup, broad shoulders tucked into a dark sweater that fit him unfairly well. He looked relaxed, one ankle resting over his knee while he scrolled through something on his phone, and then he looked up. The second he saw her, his entire expression changed, his face softened, and that warm smile appeared instantly, like it belonged there. Stupidly enough, that alone made every nervous thought in her head disappear for a second.
“There she is,” he said as she walked over. Her stomach flipped immediately.
“You say things like that on purpose,” Y/N accused while sliding into the seat across from him.
“Maybe I’m naturally charming.”
“You’re naturally annoying.”
“Yeah,” he said easily, eyes still on her. “But you still came.”
The butterflies returned full force. Y/N looked down at the menu even though she already knew what she wanted. “I’m starting to think confidence is your entire personality.”
Timo laughed softly. “Not entirely.”
“Only like eighty percent.”
“That’s still a passing grade.” God. Talking to him felt dangerously easy already.
The café itself was warm and crowded with quiet weekend noise. The espresso machines were hissing, soft music was playing overhead, and people were talking quietly at nearby tables. Snow drifted outside the windows in slow, lazy flakes while the city moved around them. It should have felt awkward, first dates usually did, but somehow this didn’t. Conversation slipped naturally from one thing to another almost immediately.
They talked about work first because it was easy. About students and grading and ridiculous school policies. Timo told her a story about a freshman accidentally setting off the fire alarm during floor hockey, and Y/N laughed hard enough that people glanced over. Then the conversation drifted further. They talked about their families, college and why they became teachers in the first place.
“You actually like teaching?” Timo asked at one point, smiling over the rim of his coffee cup.
“I love teaching,” she corrected immediately.
“Even the essays?” He asked seriously.
“I complain about essays constantly. That’s different.”
He smiled softly. “You care a lot.”
The simple observation caught her off guard a little. “What?”
“You talk about your students like you’re protective of them.”
Y/N blinked at him for a second before looking down at her coffee. “I guess I am.”
“I like that.” The warmth in his voice when he said it made her chest tighten unexpectedly. There it was again that thing underneath the flirting, and maybe that was why she found herself studying him more openly now too. The way his eyes crinkled when he laughed. The slight roughness in his voice. The fact that he listened carefully whenever she talked instead of just waiting for his turn to speak. It had been a long time since someone paid attention to her like that.
At one point she caught herself smiling at him for no reason at all. Timo noticed immediately, “What?”
“Nothing.”
He shrugs, “You’re looking at me weird.”
“I’m literally just sitting here.”
“Yeah,” he said lightly, “but you’re smiling.”
Heat crept into her cheeks instantly. “You notice everything.”
“Only important things.”
The butterflies became unbearable. Y/N took another sip of coffee mostly to give herself a second to recover.
Outside the café window, groups of people passed by bundled in winter coats and scarves. Cars rolled slowly through slushy streets while snow continued falling lightly around the city. Then suddenly they heard it: “Oh my god.”
Y/N froze in her seat. The voice came from outside. She knew that voice, it was too familiar. Timo looked toward the window at the exact same moment she did. Three students stood frozen on the sidewalk staring directly into the café. Sophomores. Of course, they were sophomores. And for one horrifying second, everyone just stared at each other through the glass before the chaos erupted outside immediately. One girl grabbed her friend’s arm violently. Another physically jumped up and down, and before Y/N could even process what was happening, one of them pulled out her phone.
“Oh no,” Y/N whispered. Timo burst out laughing beside her.
“They’re taking pictures,” she hissed.
“They absolutely are.”
Sure enough, the girls scrambled halfway behind a parked car while very obviously aiming a phone toward the café windows like tiny paparazzi with no survival instincts.
“This is a nightmare.” Timo was laughing so hard now he had to lean forward slightly, shoulders shaking. “You think this is funny?”
“It’s a little funny.”
“A little?”
“You should see your face right now.”
Y/N dropped her head into her hands briefly. “I’m never going back to work.”
Outside, the girls finally noticed Timo looking directly at them. Instead of being embarrassed, they collectively lost their minds. One of them gave him a giant thumbs up, and Timo, traitor that he was, waved. The girls nearly collapsed.
“TIMO,” she nearly screamed.
“What?” he asked innocently.
“You encouraged them.”
“They seemed excited.”
“Oh my god.”
He was still grinning when he looked back at her again, eyes warm with amusement. “You realize the entire school is going to know by tonight, right?”
Y/N groaned dramatically. “There are going to be edits.”
“Definitely edits.”
“With music.”
“Probably romantic music.”
She pointed at him accusingly. “This is your fault somehow.”
“How exactly?”
“You’re too likable.”
Timo’s smile softened slightly at that, something quieter settling over his expression as he looked at her across the table. “Good thing you seem to like me anyway,” he said gently. The teasing tone faded just enough to make her heart stumble.
Outside, the students finally hurried away down the sidewalk, still screaming and clutching each other dramatically while one of them already typed furiously on her phone.
Y/N stared at the window in horror. “The group chat.”
“The group chat,” Timo repeated solemnly.
“By Monday they’re going to have wedding invitations made.”
“I don’t know,” he said thoughtfully. “I think they’ll wait until at least the second date.”
Y/N looked back at him instantly. “The second date?” she repeated.
Timo leaned back comfortably in his chair, smiling slowly. “Well yeah.” The warmth in his eyes made her stomach flip again. “Can’t disappoint the students now.” Just that sentence alone made her blood rush to her cheeks.
By Monday morning, Y/N understood exactly how celebrities felt during public scandals. The second she stepped out of her car in the school parking lot, she knew something was wrong. The students who were outside were staring, not subtly either, they were blatantly staring at her. Two freshmen walking toward the entrance physically stopped mid-conversation when they saw her. One of them gasped. The other whispered something frantically before both immediately started smiling at her like they knew state secrets.
“Oh no,” Y/N muttered to herself.
Her phone buzzed in her coat pocket before she even reached the building.
Timo: Good morning.
Then immediately after came another message.
Timo: They’re looking at me like zoo animals already.
Y/N laughed helplessly despite herself while walking through the front doors.
Y/N: I think the picture spread.
Timo: You think?
Y/N: I hate teenagers.
Timo: The girl outside the gym this morning asked if I “slept well after true love.”
Y/N physically stopped walking in the middle of the hallway, laughing, and that was her mistake, because suddenly three sophomore girls spotted her standing there smiling at her phone, and chaos erupted instantly.
“MISS Y/N.”
She looked up slowly. The girls were already speed-walking toward her with expressions of absolute emotional devastation.
“Oh my god,” one of them whispered dramatically. “It’s true.”
Another clutched her friend’s arm. “You guys went on a date.”
“It was coffee,” Y/N corrected weakly.
“FOR THREE HOURS.”
Her eyes widened. “How do you know how long we were there?”
The girls exchanged looks. One of them pulled out her phone immediately, and there it was, the picture. Timo was sitting across from her near the café window, smiling while she laughed at something he’d said. Snow was falling outside the glass. Their coffee cups were forgotten between them because apparently neither of them had stopped talking long enough to drink them. It looked intimate, way more intimate than she remembered.
“Oh my god,” Y/N whispered.
“We have more,” one of the girls admitted proudly.
“You took multiple?”
“There was a live update situation.”
“I’m resigning.”
The girls ignored that completely.
“So, when’s the second date?”
“Did he pick you up?”
“Did he pay?”
“Did you kiss?”
“ABSOLUTELY NOT.” Several students nearby looked disappointed by that answer. Y/N pushed past them toward her classroom before the interrogation could worsen, but it was already too late. The entire school knew.
She realised that fully approximately twenty minutes later when her first class walked in because the room fell silent. Every single student stared at her, and then one boy slowly raised his hand.
“No,” Y/N said immediately.
“I didn’t even ask yet.”
“You were going to.”
“That’s fair.” The class erupted into laughter while students practically vibrated in their seats trying not to explode with questions.
Finally, one girl blurted out, “Miss Y/N, the photo has like four hundred likes.”
Y/N dropped her forehead lightly against the whiteboard behind her desk.
“Why are there likes?”
“There’s discourse.”
“There should not be discourse.”
A student in the back looked genuinely emotional. “Honestly, this is the best thing that’s happened all semester.”
“Please open your books.”
“Did Mr. Meier hold the door open for you?”
“Yes,” Y/N answered automatically before realising her mistake because the entire classroom exploded.
“OH MY GOD.”
“She admitted it!”
“He’s a gentleman!”
“You people are impossible.”
Her phone buzzed again against her desk.
Timo: I’m being harassed by freshmen.
Y/N had to bite back another smile immediately. Unfortunately, the students noticed.
“Oh my god, are you texting him right now?”
“No,” she answered fast.
“THAT WAS TOO FAST.”
One of the boys pointed dramatically. “She smiled at her phone.”
“Everyone calm down, please.”
“WE CAN’T.”
It only got worse from there. Between classes, students openly stared whenever she walked through the halls. Several gave her thumbs up. One senior nodded at her solemnly and said, “Congrats on the relationship,” like she’d announced an engagement.
Even teachers were unbearable. Mrs. Alvarez nearly sprinted toward her in the copy room. “So?” she demanded immediately.
“So what?”
“How was the date?”
“It was coffee.”
“That lasted three hours,” Mrs. Alvarez replied smugly.
Y/N narrowed her eyes. “Are teachers in the group chat too?”
Mrs. Alvarez took a long sip of coffee without answering.
“Oh my god.”
“You looked cute.”
“You saw the picture?”
“Everyone saw the picture.”
Humiliation no longer felt like a strong enough word. By lunch, the entire building had completely abandoned professionalism. When Y/N walked into the staff lounge, conversation physically stopped. Then Mr. Bennett slowly smiled over his sandwich.
“There she is.” Several teachers started laughing immediately.
Y/N pointed at them accusingly. “None of you act your age.”
“We’re invested,” the librarian replied.
The assistant principal actually clapped when she sat down. “I told my wife about you two.”
“That feels illegal somehow.”
“Did he pay for coffee?” another teacher asked.
“Yes,” Y/N answered before realising once again that honesty was a mistake.
The staff lounge erupted.
“Oh he likes you likes you.”
“That’s very serious behaviour.”
“Guys,” Y/N groaned.
Then, as if summoned by the universe specifically to ruin her life, the lounge door opened. Timo walked in carrying a protein shake and immediately paused when he saw the entire room staring at him too. There was one second of silence before Mr. Bennett shouted, “THE BOYFRIEND IS HERE.”
Timo laughed instantly while Y/N physically covered her face with both hands. “I hate this school.”
“Morning,” Timo said casually while walking farther into the room like none of this bothered him at all, which honestly made it worse.
Several teachers started demanding details immediately.
“How was the date?”
“Was there hand-holding?”
“When’s the wedding?”
Timo looked directly at Y/N while answering the last one. “Probably spring.”
The room exploded with laughter.
Y/N stared at him in disbelief while he grinned unapologetically across the staff lounge. “You are enjoying this way too much.”
“A little.”
“A little?”
He shrugged before sitting beside her at the table naturally, like it was the easiest thing in the world to choose her seat automatically, and maybe the scariest part was that she liked that he did. Their knees brushed lightly beneath the table, however, neither of them moved away. Around them, teachers continued laughing and talking over each other, but Y/N suddenly found herself distracted again by how warm he felt sitting beside her. By how instinctively close he sat. By the way he leaned toward her slightly while opening his drink.
“You surviving?” he asked quietly enough that only she could hear.
“Barely.”
His mouth twitched. “You’re smiling though.”
“I’m smiling because my suffering entertains you.”
“True.”
She looked over at him then, fully intending to glare. Unfortunately, he was already looking at her with that same soft expression from the café. It was warmth and fondness, like he genuinely liked being around her. Suddenly, the noise in the staff lounge faded a little around the edges again because maybe the students were dramatic. Maybe the teachers were nosy. Maybe the entire school had turned their love lives into public entertainment. But sitting there beside Timo while he smiled at her like that, Y/N realised something terrifying. She didn’t actually mind everyone knowing anymore.
By the end of the week, Y/N had accepted two unavoidable truths. The first was that she genuinely, seriously liked Timo Meier. The second was that the students had become emotionally invested to a frankly alarming degree.
Every single day came with updates, commentary, or outright interrogation.
“Miss Y/N, Mr. Meier smiled during lunch. Was it because of you?”
“Did you guys text last night?”
“You wore his favourite colour today.”
“You literally made that up.”
One sophomore girl had even created what she called a “timeline” documenting their relationship progression based entirely on hallway sightings and cafeteria observations. It included the coffee date picture, several candid staff room sightings, and one blurry photo of Timo handing Y/N a granola bar between classes because she’d skipped breakfast again. The caption underneath read HE CARES ABOUT HER WELLBEING.
Y/N genuinely considered confiscating the entire phone. Timo, meanwhile, found the whole thing hilarious, which was deeply unhelpful.
“They’re like tiny sports commentators,” he said one afternoon while walking her to her classroom after school.
“They’re invasive.”
“They’re passionate.”
“They made edits of us.”
“I know.”
She stopped walking immediately. “You saw those?”
Timo grinned. “One of the hockey boys showed me.”
“Oh my god.”
“There was dramatic music.”
“I hate this school.” He laughed softly beside her, then reached out casually to tug the sleeve of her sweater once before letting go again. The tiny gesture shouldn’t have affected her the way it did, but lately every small touch from him felt dangerous, because he was becoming familiar now. The kind of familiar that slipped beneath her skin before she noticed. There were texts every morning, there was coffee on her desk once because she’d mentioned being tired, they had inside jokes during staff meetings. And him leaning in close when he talked to her in crowded hallways. But worst of all? The way he looked at her sometimes like he already knew. Like he was just waiting for her to catch up.
Friday night, he picked her up for their second date. This time it wasn’t coffee, it was dinner. A real dinner, the kind that made her stand in front of her mirror for too long trying to decide if she looked pretty enough, which was stupid. Because the second Timo saw her open the apartment door, his entire expression softened in that now familiar way and he said quietly, “Wow.” And suddenly none of the nervousness mattered anymore.
“You’re staring,” she accused lightly while grabbing her coat.
“Can you blame me?” Heat rushed into her cheeks instantly. God. He always said things like that so casually too, like complimenting her was the easiest thing in the world.
Dinner itself felt almost unfairly perfect. It wasn’t extravagant or overly fancy by any means, it was just warm and easy and comfortable in the way everything with him seemed to become naturally. They talked for hours about everything this time. Past relationships, family and things they wanted to do someday. At one point Timo admitted he’d almost tried introducing himself weeks earlier after overhearing students talking about her near the gym.
“I thought you hated me,” he confessed with a grin.
Y/N looked horrified. “Why?”
“You always looked annoyed when students mentioned me.”
“That’s because they acted insane.”
“Fair.”
She smiled down at her drink before glancing back up at him. “I definitely didn’t hate you.”
“No?”
“No.” She hesitated slightly. “I was curious though.”
His eyes warmed immediately. “Yeah?”
“You became impossible not to think about.” The second the words left her mouth, she felt heat crawl up her neck.
Timo, meanwhile, looked entirely too pleased. “That’s good,” he said softly. “Because I couldn’t stop thinking about you either.” The butterflies in her stomach became unbearable.
Outside the restaurant windows, snow was falling again across the dark streets while soft golden light reflected against the glass around them. Somewhere between dinner and dessert, Y/N realised she hadn’t stopped smiling once all night and Timo noticed.
“You do that every time,” he said suddenly.
“What?”
“Look away when you’re happy.”
Her chest tightened slightly at the observation. “You really notice everything.”
“Only things about you.” There it was again that softness underneath the teasing. That terrifying sincerity.
By the time he walked her home later that night, the air between them felt completely different than it had on their first date, like both of them knew they were standing on the edge of something now. Snow crunched beneath their shoes while they walked slowly toward her apartment building, shoulders brushing occasionally beneath the glow of streetlights.
“I have a serious question,” Timo said suddenly.
“That sounds dangerous.”
“It probably is.” She laughed quietly, breath fogging in the cold air.
When they reached her building entrance, neither of them moved to say goodbye immediately. Y/N stood one step above him near the door, close enough now that she could see snowflakes melting into his dark hair. Timo looked at her for a long moment before speaking again.
“I know this is fast,” he said carefully, quieter now. “And maybe the students would say I’m ruining the slow-burn storyline.” She smiled immediately. “But I really like you.” The butterflies in her stomach turned violent. “And honestly?” he continued softly, eyes fixed on hers. “I don’t really want to pretend I don’t anymore.”
Her heart stuttered hard against her ribs. “Timo—”
“So,” he interrupted gently, smiling a little now like he was nervous too despite all his confidence, “would it be completely insane if I asked you to be my girlfriend already?”
For one second Y/N just stared at him because somehow the answer came so easily. There wasn’t even hesitation, not really. Maybe because this hadn’t actually started two weeks ago. Maybe it started with stories passed between classrooms and hallway almost-meetings and hearing his laugh before she ever saw his face. Maybe they’d been finding each other long before they realised it.
“You know,” she said softly, “the students are going to lose their minds.”
Timo laughed quietly. “That’s not a no.”
Her smile grew helplessly.
“No,” she admitted. “It’s definitely not a no.” The look on his face afterward made her stomach flip all over again. He looked so relieved and happy in a way that made something ache pleasantly in her chest.
“So that’s a yes?”
Y/N stepped a little closer to him then, smiling up at him while snow drifted softly around them. “Yeah,” she whispered. “It’s a yes.”
And then Timo kissed her. His warm hands sliding carefully against her waist while he kissed her slow enough to make her completely forget the cold around them. It wasn’t rushed or teasing like all their flirting had been. It felt certain, like finally arriving somewhere.
By Monday morning, the school somehow knew before they even walked inside. Y/N still had absolutely no idea how. She barely made it through the front doors before a sophomore screamed, “THEY HARD LAUNCHED.” The hallway erupted, students were cheering, actually cheering. Timo, walking beside her with coffee in one hand and his other brushing lightly against the back of her coat, laughed so hard he nearly dropped his drink.
“Oh my god,” Y/N muttered.
A freshman physically clutched his chest. “Love is real.”
Another yelled, “WE WON.”
The teachers weren’t any better. Mrs. Alvarez shrieked the second she saw them together, Mr. Bennett looked personally vindicated, even the principal smiled when they passed the office.
“Well,” he said dryly, “I assume congratulations are in order.”
Beside her, Timo looked entirely unashamed. “Thanks,” he answered casually.
Y/N stared at him. “You’re unbelievable.”
“You’re holding my hand in public right now,” he pointed out. She looked down and realised he was right. Somewhere between the parking lot and the front entrance, their hands had found each other naturally. And somehow, despite hundreds of students immediately noticing and reacting like they’d won a championship game, she didn’t let go. Actually, she squeezed his hand tighter instead. The hallway exploded again the second students noticed that too.
Three months later, the novelty still hadn’t worn off for the students. Y/N had foolishly assumed that eventually everyone would calm down. That once the excitement of the relationship announcement faded, the school would move on to some other piece of gossip like a cafeteria disaster or maybe a sports rivalry or whatever new drama teenagers managed to create every week. Instead, the students simply incorporated her and Timo into the school's culture. At this point they had become a permanent institution.
Freshmen who hadn't even witnessed the original chaos somehow knew the story. Sophomores acted like they had personally orchestrated the relationship. Seniors spoke about the coffee shop photo like it was a historical event. One student had even referred to it as "the beginning." As though they were discussing a famous battle instead of two teachers getting coffee. It was ridiculous, completely and utterly ridiculous. And yet, standing in her classroom after school one snowy afternoon, Y/N found herself smiling when she overheard two students talking in the hallway.
"I still can't believe it actually worked."
"I know."
"We literally manifested them."
Y/N shook her head, laughing softly to herself. Then a familiar knock sounded against her open classroom door. She looked up immediately, and there he was. Timo leaned casually against the doorway, one hand tucked into his coat pocket, the other holding two coffee cups. The sight still made her stomach flutter, which felt unfair, because by now she should have been used to him. Used to the texts every morning, to finding him waiting outside her classroom at the end of the day, to the easy affection and the smiles and the way he always seemed happiest when he was making her laugh. But somehow, she wasn’t, not entirely because every day there was still a moment where she looked at him and thought, oh, there you are.
"Your students told me you skipped lunch again," he said.
Y/N immediately pointed accusingly toward the hallway. "Traitors."
"I brought reinforcements." He held up one of the coffee cups. She accepted it gratefully before walking toward him.
"You know they're still spying on us."
"Obviously."
"They literally report my schedule to you."
Timo grinned. "Very helpful system."
"You encourage them."
"I absolutely encourage them."
She laughed, shaking her head. Together they started walking down the hallway toward the parking lot while teachers gradually disappeared for the evening. Winter sunlight streamed through the windows in soft golden streaks, reflecting off freshly fallen snow outside. The school felt quieter now, more peaceful. For a few moments it was just the two of them. There were no students around, there was no cheering, no questions, and no rumours. It was just the two of them, and those moments had become her favourite, because underneath all the chaos and teasing and attention, this was what mattered. The easy conversations, the comfortable silence, and the way their hands naturally found each other whenever they walked side by side.
By the time they reached the front entrance, the sun was beginning to set. The parking lot glowed orange and gold beneath the evening sky. Y/N paused for a moment on the steps, thinking about everything that had happened, it still felt strange sometimes. How something that started as a joke had become so important. How weeks of students playing matchmaker had somehow led her here, to this.
As though sensing what she was thinking, Timo glanced down at her. "What?"
She smiled softly, "Nothing."
His eyes narrowed immediately. "That's suspicious."
She laughed, then after a moment she admitted, "I was just thinking."
"Dangerous."
"Very."
He bumped his shoulder gently against hers. "What were you thinking about?"
Y/N looked back toward the school one last time, then she looked up at him. At the man she now couldn't imagine not seeing every day, the smile she loved so much, and the person who had somehow become her favourite part of every morning. And suddenly the answer felt simple.
"I was thinking the students are never going to let us live this down."
Timo laughed immediately. A warm, familiar sound that still made her smile every single time. "Oh, definitely not."
"They'll tell this story for years."
"They already do."
"Future students are going to hear about us."
"I hope so."
Y/N looked at him curiously. "Why?"
His smile softened, then an expression he saved only for her. "Because it has a happy ending."
Her heart squeezed, and before she could stop herself, she leaned up and kissed him. It was brief and sweet and enough to make him smile against her lips when they pulled apart. For a moment, they simply stood there together while snow drifted softly around them. And somewhere behind the school doors, hidden just out of sight, several students who had stayed late for club activities spotted them through the glass. The screaming started immediately. While Y/N groaned, Timo burst out laughing, and together, hand in hand, they headed toward the parking lot while chaos erupted behind them once again. Some things, apparently, never changed, but neither would the fact that every time Y/N looked at Timo, she was grateful she hadn't run away that second time.
A/N: Loosely (very loosely) based on Dean from Off Campus. Timo just gives me Dean vibes. I honestly didn't mean for it to get this long, but here we are. There will be a second part because Tumblr won't let me post anything longer than this.
Pairing: Timo Meier x reader
Words: 12k
Warning(s): a breakup, and a horrible interaction with an ex
By junior year, the campus had started to feel smaller in the worst possible way. The excitement that once came with late-night food runs, crowded football games, and parties that lasted until sunrise had dulled into repetition, and somehow your relationship had followed the same pattern. You and your boyfriend had been together since freshman orientation week, the kind of couple everyone assumed would survive college because you had already survived so much of it together. At eighteen, it had felt romantic, meeting someone immediately, attaching yourself to them before either of you really knew who you were yet. Back then, he used to wait outside your classes just to walk you home. He memorised your coffee order after two dates. He used to kiss you like he couldn’t believe you were real.
Somewhere along the line, though, all those little things had quietly disappeared beneath routines and obligations and familiarity so deep it almost felt like obligation instead of love. There wasn’t one big fight or betrayal you could point to. That would have been easier. Instead, there was just this constant dull ache sitting in your chest every time he cancelled plans because he was busy, every time conversations felt forced, and every time you caught yourself wondering whether you were staying together because you were actually happy or because neither of you knew how to let go after three years.
That night, when your friends begged you to go out with them, you almost said no out of habit. Your boyfriend had texted earlier, saying he couldn’t make it because he needed to study for an exam. Usually, that would have meant you stayed in too, ordered takeout, and watched a movie alone in your apartment while waiting for him to call later. But something inside you felt restless, tired of constantly shrinking yourself around someone else’s schedule, so instead you found yourself standing in front of your mirror, throwing on a sweater and jeans while your roommate screamed at you to hurry up because the Uber was outside.
The party was already packed by the time you got there, music so loud it rattled the windows, the entire house warm and hazy with alcohol and bodies moving shoulder to shoulder beneath dim coloured lights. Your friends immediately disappeared into the crowd the second you walked in, leaving you standing near the kitchen clutching a drink while trying not to feel awkward. You told yourself you were here to have fun, to stop overthinking everything for one night, but your thoughts still kept drifting back to your relationship, to how guilty you felt lately for questioning something that had once felt so certain.
Across the room, Timo Meier noticed you almost immediately. He was leaning against the kitchen counter beside a couple of teammates, half-listening to whatever story one of them was telling while lazily scanning the crowded room, and then suddenly he wasn’t listening at all because there you were standing near the living room entrance with your sleeves pulled over your hands and an expression on your face that looked strangely disconnected from everyone else around you. You didn’t look miserable exactly. Just distant. Like your body was at the party, but your mind was somewhere else entirely. Timo frowned slightly, straightening without realising it.
“Who’s that?” he asked, nodding toward you. His friends followed his gaze before shrugging almost in unison. None of them recognized you. One guy thought maybe you were a friend of someone from another dorm, another guessed you were probably dating somebody there already because “girls that pretty never show up alone.” Timo barely heard any of them. He kept watching the way you laughed politely when your friend said something to you, the way your smile faded the second the conversation ended, and before he could think too hard about it, he was already pushing himself off the counter and heading across the room toward you.
You noticed him halfway there. It was hard not to. He was tall enough to stand out in a crowd, broad shoulders filling out a dark hoodie, messy hair falling slightly over his forehead like he’d been running his hands through it all night. But what really caught your attention was the fact he was looking directly at you with complete confidence, not cocky exactly, just certain enough to make your stomach twist unexpectedly. Your friend immediately grabbed your arm the second she noticed him approaching.
“Oh my God,” she shouted over the music, grinning like she was witnessing something entertaining. “Hot hockey player incoming.”
You rolled your eyes even as heat crept into your cheeks, trying to ignore the sudden nervous flutter in your chest. When Timo finally stopped in front of you, he smiled in a way that felt unfairly easy, like talking to strangers came naturally to him.
“Hi,” he said simply. You stared at him for half a second too long before managing a quiet “Hi” back.
“I’m Timo.”
“Y/N.” He repeated your name like he was testing it out, then grinned slightly.
“See, that’s good. Nobody knew who you were, and it was starting to bother me.”
You laughed despite yourself, surprised by how quickly he made you feel less tense. “That’s kind of a weird thing to say to someone.”
“Probably,” he admitted easily. “Still true though.”
There was something dangerously effortless about talking to him. Maybe it was because he wasn’t trying too hard. He didn’t have the rehearsed confidence most guys at parties used, didn’t lean too close or throw around lines he’d probably said a hundred times before. Instead, he looked at you like he was genuinely interested, like he actually wanted to know who you were. After a few minutes of conversation, he nodded toward the crowded makeshift dance floor in the middle of the living room.
“Come dance with me.” The words should have been harmless, simple even, but your entire body immediately tensed because, for one awful second, you wanted to say yes. Not out of politeness. Not because he was attractive, though he definitely was. You wanted to because talking to him had made you feel lighter than you’d felt in months, and the realisation hit you hard enough to make guilt crawl up your throat. You stepped back slightly, shaking your head.
“I can’t.” Timo’s expression softened with confusion instead of irritation.
“Why not?”
You hesitated just long enough for him to notice before quietly answering, “I have a boyfriend.” Something flickered across his face then, not annoyance exactly, more like disappointment he was trying not to show too clearly.
“Oh,” he said softly. For a second neither of you spoke while people bumped into each other around you and the bass from the speakers shook the floor beneath your feet. Then his eyes met yours again, studying your expression carefully enough to make your chest tighten. “You don’t seem very happy about that,” he said gently. The comment hit harder than it should have because it was true, and the worst part was that a complete stranger had noticed it within minutes.
Your throat tightened slightly as you looked away, suddenly unable to handle how easily he seemed to see through you. “I really shouldn’t,” you repeated quietly, almost more to yourself than to him. Most guys would have pushed after that. Most would have kept flirting anyway or acted irritated about being turned down.
Instead, Timo just nodded slowly and took a small step back, hands lifting slightly in surrender. “Okay,” he said, and somehow the respect in his voice made everything infinitely worse. “Have a good night, Y/N.”
You watched him disappear back into the crowd after that, your heart beating far too hard for someone you’d only spoken to for a few minutes. Your friend immediately turned toward you with wide eyes, already demanding details, but you barely heard her because your gaze kept drifting back toward the kitchen, where Timo had returned to his friends. Every once in a while, you caught him glancing at you again. And standing there in the middle of that loud, overcrowded party, with your boyfriend somewhere else entirely and a stranger somehow making you feel more seen in ten minutes than you had felt in months, you realised with quiet horror that maybe the relationship you’d been clinging to had started ending long before tonight.
The breakup happened on a Thursday night while rain hammered against the dorm windows hard enough to blur the lights outside into streaks of gold and white. You remembered that detail vividly later because everything else about the night felt chaotic and messy and painful in a way that made it difficult to separate one moment from another. Your boyfriend sat at his desk with his laptop open in front of him, barely paying attention to you while you talked about your day from the edge of his bed, and somewhere halfway through a story about your statistics professor, you realised he hadn’t heard a single word you’d said. His fingers continued moving across the keyboard while he nodded absentmindedly every few seconds, offering automatic responses without even looking at you. Three years together, and somehow you had never felt more invisible.
“You forgot tonight, didn’t you?” you asked quietly.
His hands paused briefly over the keyboard before he glanced back at you with slight confusion. “Forgot what?”
You stared at him for a second, stunned he genuinely didn’t know. “Our anniversary dinner.”
Recognition flashed across his face for half a second before he sighed, leaning back in his chair like you’d reminded him about an assignment instead of something important. “Right. Yeah. I couldn’t make it.”
“You cancelled twenty minutes beforehand.”
“I told you I had work to do.”
The exhaustion already sitting inside your chest deepened instantly. “You always have work to do.”
“Oh my God,” he muttered, rubbing a hand over his face. “Can we not do this tonight?”
Something about that snapped the fragile thread you’d been clinging to for months. Maybe because it confirmed every horrible thought you’d been trying not to admit to yourself. Every ignored text. Every cancelled date. Every conversation where you felt like you were begging him to care about you the way he used to. The room suddenly felt suffocatingly small as you stood from the bed, wrapping your arms around yourself tightly.
“I don’t even know when things changed,” you whispered.
He looked irritated now instead of apologetic, which somehow hurt worse. “Nothing changed.”
“You barely look at me anymore.”
“That’s not true.”
“You don’t talk to me. You don’t make time for me.” Your voice cracked slightly despite your efforts to stay calm. “Half the time I feel like I’m bothering you just by being here.”
He pushed his chair back sharply, frustration flashing across his face. “You act like I’m some horrible boyfriend because I’m busy for once.”
“For once?” You laughed bitterly, tears already burning behind your eyes. “You’ve been gone for months even when you’re sitting right in front of me.”
Silence crashed between you after that.
The kind of silence that changes things permanently.
You watched his expression harden immediately, defensive walls shooting up so quickly it almost took your breath away. “So, what now? I’m failing you somehow?”
“That’s not what I said.”
“It’s obviously what you mean.”
“No,” you said shakily, tears finally slipping free. “What I mean is that I miss you. I mean I feel lonely all the time, and I don’t think you even notice anymore.”
For a second something flickered across his face, maybe it was guilt or sadness, but it disappeared just as quickly beneath frustration. “I can’t do everything perfectly all the time, Y/N.”
“I never asked you to.”
“Then what do you want from me?” The question broke something open inside you because suddenly you realized you didn’t know anymore. You wanted him to fight for you. You wanted him to notice you were slipping away before it was too late. You wanted him to look at you the way he had freshman year when the two of you stayed up until four in the morning talking about nothing because he couldn’t stand the idea of going to sleep yet. But standing there now, staring at someone who looked more exhausted than heartbroken, you realized with awful clarity that maybe neither of you were the same people anymore.
“I don’t think we work anymore,” you whispered.
His jaw tightened immediately. “So that’s it?”
Tears blurred your vision as you shook your head. “I think maybe it’s been it for a while.”
The fight exploded after that. Three years' worth of resentment and hurt pouring out all at once in raised voices and angry tears and accusations neither of you fully meant. He accused you of emotionally checking out months ago. You told him he stopped loving you long before you stopped trying. At some point someone in the hallway pounded on the wall for you both to shut up, but neither of you cared anymore. By the time you finally left his dorm room, your entire body was shaking so badly you could barely breathe properly. The second the door shut behind you, you burst into tears right there in the hallway. And the worst part was that even after everything, your first instinct was still to call him.
The days afterward felt unbearable in quiet ways. Every part of campus reminded you of him somehow. The library booth where he used to save you a seat during finals week. The sidewalk where he kissed you after your first date. The stupid vending machine outside your dorm that always stole his dollar and made him irrationally angry. Three years of memories lived everywhere, and you couldn’t escape any of them. You stopped sleeping properly. Your friends tried distracting you with movie nights and takeout and forced study sessions, but grief followed you anyway, heavy and exhausting. Sometimes you caught yourself reaching for your phone automatically to text him before the reality hit you all over again.
A week after the breakup, you were halfway through a painfully slow shift at the campus coffee shop when the bell above the door rang softly. You glanced up automatically, expecting another exhausted student looking for caffeine, and nearly dropped the cup in your hand when you saw Timo standing there. He looked just as surprised to see you. For a second neither of you moved. Then slowly, his mouth curved into an easy smile that immediately made your stomach twist unexpectedly.
“Well,” he said, walking toward the counter, “now I know where you disappear to every morning.”
You laughed softly before you could stop yourself. “Are you stalking me?”
“Maybe a little.”
“You’re terrible at it.”
“Probably.” His eyes stayed on your face for a second longer than necessary before his expression softened slightly. “You okay?” The question caught you off guard because he asked it so gently, like he actually wanted the real answer. You looked down automatically, focusing on wiping the counter just to avoid his eyes.
“My boyfriend and I broke up.”
The teasing expression disappeared from his face instantly. “Oh.”
“It’s fine,” you said quickly, though your voice sounded unconvincing even to yourself. “Or it will be eventually, I guess.”
Timo leaned against the counter quietly while you made his drink, giving you space instead of forcing conversation. Somehow that made it easier to keep talking.
“It’s weird,” you admitted softly while staring down at the espresso machine. “I know breaking up was the right thing, but I still keep wanting to call him.” You laughed weakly, embarrassed by the confession. “Honestly, I’m scared one night I’m just gonna cave and pretend none of this happened.”
For a moment Timo said nothing. Then he reached over the counter, grabbing a spare receipt and pen sitting beside the register. You watched with confusion while he scribbled something down quickly before sliding the paper toward you.
“My number,” he said simply.
Your eyes widened slightly as you looked back up at him. “Timo…”
“I mean it.” His voice softened. “If you feel like calling him, call me instead.”
Your heartbeat stumbled awkwardly against your ribs.
“You barely know me,” you whispered.
“Still think it’s a better option.” You stared down at the messy handwriting on the receipt while warmth spread unexpectedly through your chest. Nobody had taken care of you like that in a long time. Before leaving, Timo smiled slightly and nodded toward the number in your hand. “Use it if you need to, okay?”
Then he walked out of the coffee shop, leaving you standing there staring after him with your pulse racing for reasons you didn’t want to examine too closely.
Three nights later, you found yourself drunk in the corner booth of a crowded bar while your friends screamed along terribly to some early 2000s song playing overhead. Empty glasses cluttered the sticky table, your cheeks warm from alcohol and laughter and the unfamiliar relief of finally going out again after hiding in your apartment for days. One of your friends was in the middle of an aggressively emotional retelling of a failed situationship while the others booed dramatically, but you barely heard any of it because your attention stayed fixed on your phone sitting in your lap. Your ex-boyfriend’s contact hovered on the screen. One call, and that was all it would take.
Your chest tightened painfully as your thumb hovered over his name because part of you still missed him so much it physically hurt. Missing someone after loving them for three years felt almost automatic, like muscle memory your body hadn’t learned to let go of yet. Then your eyes drifted lower to the crumpled receipt tucked into the back of your phone case. Timo. You stared at his number for a long moment before laughing softly to yourself.
“This is such a horrible idea,” you muttered.
“What is?” your friend asked immediately.
“Nothing.”
“You have the exact face you make before making bad decisions.”
Ignoring her, you took a deep breath and pressed call before you could change your mind. The phone rang twice. Then his voice came through the speaker, low and warm and slightly breathless, like you’d interrupted him doing something.
“Y/N?” And suddenly your heart was pounding even harder than before.
The second you heard Timo Meier’s voice through the speaker, warm and rough around the edges like he’d been laughing before answering, all the courage alcohol had given you disappeared instantly. Around you, the bar was still loud and chaotic, your friends shouting over each other while music pounded through the walls hard enough to make the glasses on the table shake slightly, but somehow his voice cut through all of it with alarming ease. For a moment, you just sat there, staring down at your drink, suddenly very aware of how ridiculous this entire situation was. You were drunk. You were heartbroken. And instead of calling your ex-boyfriend, like every self-destructive part of you wanted to, you had called the guy you’d met once at a party and then again at your coffee shop. A guy who somehow already felt dangerous in a completely different way.
“Timo,” you said finally, your voice softer than intended.
A small smile slipped into his voice immediately. “I was honestly starting to think you wouldn’t use the number.”
You laughed quietly, pressing your forehead against your hand. “I almost didn’t.”
“But you did.”
“Unfortunately for you.”
“I don’t know,” he said easily. “I’m feeling pretty lucky right now.”
The comment made heat creep into your cheeks despite the alcohol already warming your skin. You leaned back against the booth, trying to ignore the way your stomach flipped at how naturally the conversation came with him. There was no awkwardness. No pressure. Talking to Timo somehow felt easy in a way nothing else in your life had lately.
“You sound drunk,” he observed after a second.
“I am drunk.”
“How drunk?”
You considered it carefully before answering with complete seriousness, “Emotionally drunk.”
Timo laughed loudly enough that you had to pull the phone slightly away from your ear. The sound made something inside your chest loosen unexpectedly.
“That bad, huh?”
“You have no idea.” You sighed dramatically, staring up at the dim lights hanging over the bar. “I was this close to calling my ex.”
“But you called me instead.” His voice softened slightly. “I’m proud of you.”
The words shouldn’t have affected you as much as they did, but suddenly your throat tightened a little. Your ex-boyfriend used to comfort you out of habit, distracted and half-listening while doing five other things at once. Timo, somehow, sounded fully there. Fully focused on you. It scared you a little.
“I still miss him,” you admitted quietly.
There was no judgment in Timo’s voice when he answered. “That’s normal.”
“I hate it.”
“Yeah.” You could hear movement on the other end of the line, like he was grabbing his keys or putting shoes on. “Breakups suck.”
“You know what the worst part is?” you continued, the alcohol making honesty spill out easier than usual. “Nothing even happened. Nobody cheated. Nobody did something unforgivable. We just… stopped being happy.” Your chest tightened painfully around the words. “That almost feels worse somehow.”
Timo went quiet for a second before answering carefully. “Sometimes people can love each other and still not fit anymore.” You swallowed hard. The gentleness in his voice nearly undid you.
One of your friends suddenly leaned across the table, eyes narrowing suspiciously. “Who are you talking to?”
“Nobody,” you said immediately.
“Why are you smiling then?”
“I’m not.”
“You literally are.”
Timo laughed softly through the phone. “Your friends sound nosy.”
“They’re evil.”
“We heard that!” someone yelled from across the booth. You couldn’t stop smiling now, shaking your head while hiding your face behind your hand. The past few weeks had felt so unbearably heavy that you’d almost forgotten what it felt like to laugh naturally.
“So,” Timo said after a moment, “which bar are you at?”
Your brows pulled together immediately. “Why?”
“Because I don’t trust emotionally drunk people to get home safely.”
“You don’t have to come get me.”
“I know.”
“But you’re going to anyway?”
“Probably.”
Your heartbeat stumbled awkwardly in your chest. “Timo—”
“Relax,” he interrupted softly. “I’m just making sure you don’t drunk text your ex and ruin all your progress.”
You laughed weakly. “You’re acting like I’m a recovering addict.”
“Aren’t you?”
“That’s rude.”
“But accurate.”
You ended up giving him the name of the bar before you could overthink it. After hanging up, your friends immediately attacked you with questions, practically climbing over the table demanding to know who you’d been talking to for the last twenty minutes. You tried brushing them off at first, but the second you admitted it was the hockey player from the party, chaos erupted.
“The hot one?” your friend gasped dramatically.
“There are multiple hockey players.”
“The really hot one.” You groaned, dropping your face into your hands while they all started yelling over each other.
About twenty minutes later, the bell over the front door rang, and one of your friends immediately smacked your arm hard enough to make you yelp.
“Oh my God,” she whispered aggressively. “He’s here.” You looked up automatically and immediately forgot how breathing worked for a second.
Timo stood near the entrance in a dark hoodie and jeans, hair slightly messy like he’d rushed out the door too quickly, eyes scanning the crowded room until they landed on you. The second he spotted you, his entire expression softened into something warm and amused that made your stomach twist violently.
“There’s no way he came here looking like that,” your friend muttered beside you.
“Shut up,” you hissed, already feeling heat crawl up your neck.
Timo made his way over to the booth, smiling politely at your friends before stopping beside you. “Still emotionally drunk?”
You stared up at him. “Maybe.”
“Thought so.”
Your friends looked ready to combust from excitement.
“You’re leaving already?” one of them asked dramatically.
“She needs water,” Timo answered before you could speak. “And probably food.”
“Wow,” another friend said. “He’s responsible and attractive. That’s terrifying.”
Timo laughed while holding his hand out toward you. "C'mon," you took it before thinking too hard about it.
The cold night air hit your skin the second you stepped outside, instantly helping clear some of the alcohol haze from your head. The campus looked quieter now, streets glowing softly beneath streetlights while distant music drifted from frat houses further down the block. Timo kept his hand lightly against your back while you walked, not controlling or possessive, just steadying.
“You didn’t actually have to come get me,” you said after a while.
“I know.”
“So why did you?”
He glanced down at you with a small shrug. “You sounded sad.” The simplicity of the answer made your chest ache.
For a while the two of you just walked slowly through campus, talking about random things while the night stretched quietly around you. Somehow conversation with him always drifted naturally between teasing and honesty without either of you forcing it. He told you ridiculous stories about his teammates. You complained dramatically about customers at the coffee shop. At some point you admitted how strange it felt not knowing who you were outside your relationship anymore, and instead of giving some meaningless cliché, Timo just listened.
By the time you reached the food truck parked near the library, you felt steadier. Less like you might burst into tears at any moment.
“You hungry?” he asked.
“Starving.”
“Good. You’re getting fries.”
“You say that like it’s medically necessary.”
“I think it might be.”
You ended up sitting on the curb outside the food truck sharing fries and greasy burgers while cold air curled around you. Timo sat close enough that your knees bumped occasionally, and every single time it happened, your pulse jumped stupidly.
“You know,” he said casually after a while, “there is one very effective way to get over someone.”
You narrowed your eyes immediately. “This feels dangerous.”
“It might be.”
“Timo.”
He grinned slightly before taking another fry. “Sometimes to get over someone, you gotta get under someone new.”
You choked on your drink. “Oh my God.”
“What?” he asked innocently. “That’s real advice.”
“That’s terrible advice.”
“It works.”
You laughed despite yourself, shaking your head while warmth flooded your cheeks. “You’re unbelievable.”
“I’m also right.”
“You sound very experienced in this.”
“I’m incredibly wise.”
“You’re incredibly annoying.” His grin widened at that, eyes crinkling slightly at the corners while he looked at you in a way that made your stomach flip dangerously again. The teasing should have felt harmless, but there was something underneath it now. Something warmer. Heavier. And judging by the way his gaze lingered on your mouth for half a second too long, Timo felt it too.
The walk back to your apartment felt quieter after that. It didn’t feel uncomfortable, but it was definitely more charged than before. When you finally stopped outside your building, neither of you moved immediately. You stood facing each other beneath the yellow glow of the streetlight while distant music echoed somewhere across the campus.
“I had fun tonight,” you admitted softly.
Timo smiled a little. “Even the emotionally drunk part?”
“Especially that part, unfortunately.”
He laughed quietly before his expression softened again. “You okay now?”
You thought about it honestly. The heartbreak was still there. The grief. The confusion. But standing here with cold air biting at your cheeks and Timo looking at you like you were someone worth showing up for, things somehow didn’t feel quite as hopeless anymore.
“Yeah,” you said finally. “I think I am.”
For a second it looked like he wanted to kiss you. You could see the hesitation in the way his eyes dropped briefly to your mouth before lifting again. But instead, he stepped back slightly and shoved his hands into his hoodie pocket.
“Call me again if you feel like making bad decisions,” he said softly.
You smiled before you could stop yourself. “What if calling you is the bad decision?”
Timo’s grin returned instantly, slow and devastating. “Guess we’ll have to find out.”
You woke up the next morning with sunlight directly in your eyes, a pounding headache sitting behind your temples, and the distinct feeling that something embarrassing had happened the night before. For a few blissfully empty seconds, you just lay there tangled in your blankets, staring at the ceiling of your apartment while your brain struggled to catch up. Then slowly, pieces of the night came rushing back all at once. The bar, your friends screaming at each other over music, greasy fries on the curb outside the food truck, and Timo looking at you beneath a streetlight like you were the only thing worth paying attention to in the entire world.
Your stomach flipped immediately. “Oh no,” you groaned into your pillow. You grabbed your phone from the nightstand carefully, almost afraid to look at it, but the second the screen lit up your heart betrayed you completely.
Timo — 8:12 AM
Alive?
You smiled instantly. A second message sat underneath it.
And how bad is the hangover on a scale from 1 to emotionally catastrophic?
A laugh escaped you before you could stop it, quiet and sleepy against the silence of your room. It startled you a little, honestly. The past few weeks had felt so heavy that laughter had become rare enough to notice. You rolled onto your back again, staring at his texts for another second before typing back.
Barely functioning. Might die.
The reply came almost immediately.
Dramatic. Meet me for breakfast in an hour?
Your pulse jumped stupidly hard at how natural the invitation sounded, like this was already something the two of you did regularly. You stared at the message longer than necessary, biting lightly at your lip while trying not to analyse why the thought of seeing him again made warmth spread through your chest so quickly. You told yourself it was harmless. Breakfast wasn’t a date… probably.
The little diner just off campus smelled like coffee and syrup and fried potatoes when you walked in an hour later, still tired enough that your sweatshirt sleeves covered half your hands. Timo was already there, sitting in a booth near the window, one long leg stretched beneath the table while he scrolled through something on his phone. The second he noticed you, his entire face softened into an easy grin that immediately made your stomach feel annoyingly unsteady again.
“Well,” he said as you slid into the booth across from him, “you look alive at least.”
“Barely.”
“You survive the emotional catastrophe?”
“Touch and go for a while.”
He laughed softly, and God, you were starting to realize how dangerous his laugh was for you specifically. There was something warm about it, effortless in a way that made you feel relaxed without even trying.
“You’re wearing sunglasses inside,” he pointed out.
“You’re lucky I even showed up.”
“I knew you would.” The confidence in his voice made your chest tighten slightly. Not arrogant confidence. Certain confidence. Like he already understood you somehow.
You narrowed your eyes suspiciously while reaching for the coffee sitting in front of you. “Did you order for me?”
“You seem like a pancake person.”
“That’s weirdly specific.”
“And?”
“And correct, unfortunately.” His grin widened victoriously.
Breakfast stretched longer than either of you intended. At first, it was just teasing conversation and easy jokes, Timo making fun of how dramatically hungover you were while you accused him of somehow looking unfairly good at ten in the morning. But gradually the conversation softened into something quieter. Easier. You talked about classes and professors you hated and childhood stories and the strange panic of realising college was almost over. Somehow, without meaning to, you also talked about your breakup again. Not in the devastating way you had with your friends. With Timo it felt different.
“I still keep reaching for my phone,” you admitted quietly while tracing your finger around the rim of your coffee mug. “Like my brain hasn’t caught up yet.”
Timo nodded like he understood completely. “That’s normal.”
“It’s annoying.”
“Yeah.”
You glanced up at him carefully. “You’re surprisingly good at this.”
“At breakups?”
“At not making me feel pathetic.”
Something softer flickered across his expression then. “You’re not pathetic.” The sincerity in his voice made your chest ache a little.
For a second, neither of you spoke. Then the waitress interrupted by dropping the check onto the table, and suddenly the moment dissolved before it could become something bigger. Still, when you both stood outside the diner afterwards, neither of you seemed particularly eager to leave.
“Well,” you said awkwardly, adjusting the strap of your bag. “I should probably go to class.”
“Probably.”
Neither of you moved. You almost laughed at how obvious it was becoming. Every conversation somehow stretched too long. Every goodbye lingered awkwardly because neither of you wanted to be the first person to walk away.
Finally, Timo shoved his hands into his hoodie pocket and nodded toward the direction of campus. “What time are your classes done today?”
Your brows lifted slightly. “Why?”
“Just asking.”
“You’re nosy.”
“You already knew that.”
You tried not to smile while checking the time on your phone. “Four.”
Timo nodded once like he was storing the information away casually, though there was nothing casual about the way his eyes stayed on your face afterward.
“Okay,” he said simply.
You spent your entire afternoon distracted. It was embarrassing, honestly. During lecture, you caught yourself rereading the same paragraph of notes three times because your thoughts kept drifting back to breakfast. To the way Timo looked at you when you spoke. To how easy it felt being around him compared to the exhausting heaviness your last relationship had become near the end. Part of you felt guilty for it still. Your breakup was fresh enough that technically your heart should have still belonged entirely to grief. Instead, every time your phone buzzed, your stomach flipped, hoping it was him.
By the time your last class ended, rain had started falling lightly outside the lecture hall windows. Students flooded into the hallway around you while you shoved your notebook into your bag absentmindedly, already mentally preparing yourself for the cold walk back to your apartment. Then you stepped outside and stopped short immediately. Timo leaned against the hood of his car across the street, hoodie damp from the rain, hands shoved into his pockets while he looked down at his phone. Like he’d been waiting there a while. Your heartbeat stumbled violently against your ribs. Before you could stop yourself, you crossed the street toward him. “What are you doing here?”
Timo glanced up immediately, and that familiar grin spread slowly across his face the second he saw you. “Waiting.”
“You literally waited outside my class?”
“You make it sound creepy when you say it like that.”
“It is creepy.”
“Yeah, but you still walked over here.” You hated that he had a point.
Rain misted softly around both of you while students hurried past on the sidewalks, but suddenly you barely noticed any of it because Timo was looking at you again with that warm, amused expression that made your entire chest feel too tight.
“I was bored,” he added casually after a second.
“You were not bored for two hours.”
“Okay,” he admitted. “Maybe I wanted to see you.” The honesty of it caught you completely off guard. Your breath hitched slightly before you could stop it. Timo seemed to notice because his expression softened immediately afterward, like maybe he realised he’d said too much too soon. But instead of taking it back, he just opened the passenger door for you.
“You hungry?” he asked. You stared at him for another second before climbing into the car, trying and failing to ignore the warmth spreading through your chest.
“Maybe a little,” you admitted. His grin returned instantly. And neither of you mentioned the fact that the two of you were already finding excuses to spend every possible second together.
By the end of the week, spending time with Timo had started to feel dangerously normal. Not in a dramatic way. Neither of you had acknowledged whatever this was becoming, mostly because both of you seemed terrified to look at it too closely. Instead, everything existed in the space between friendship and something else entirely. Breakfast after class turned into walking each other home afterward. Random texts throughout the day became constant conversations stretching late into the night. Sometimes he showed up at the coffee shop just to bother you while pretending he “happened to be nearby,” and sometimes you found yourself lingering outside the hockey arena after your evening class because you knew he’d eventually walk out those doors sweaty and exhausted and grinning the second he spotted you waiting. Neither of you called it anything. Maybe because calling it something would make it real. And real felt dangerous.
Friday night, Timo showed up at your apartment carrying takeout bags in one hand and a six-pack tucked under his arm as if this had always been the plan, even though the invitation had happened impulsively only an hour earlier when you texted him, complaining about being stressed over assignments. He looked unfairly comfortable standing in your doorway, his broad shoulders filling the frame while cold night air curled in around him. The second you opened the door, he lifted the bag slightly.
“I come bearing emotional support fries.”
You laughed immediately, stepping aside to let him in. “You really think fries solve everything.”
“They solve most things.”
“That’s deeply concerning.”
“You’ll survive.”
The apartment smelled like rain drifting through the cracked window and whatever cologne lingered faintly on his hoodie after he brushed past you into the kitchen. You tried not to notice how natural his presence felt there. Like he belonged. Which was ridiculous considering you’d only really known him a few weeks. Still, somehow your apartment already felt warmer with him inside it.
The two of you ended up curled into opposite corners of your couch with cartons of takeout balanced on your laps while some terrible action movie played on the television, mostly ignored in the background. Timo spent half the movie making fun of the plot holes dramatically enough that, eventually, you laughed harder at his commentary than at anything actually happening on-screen.
“That is physically impossible,” he said for at least the fifth time, pointing accusingly toward the TV while shoving fries into his mouth. “No human being survives that.”
“It’s literally an action movie.”
“I’m just saying, I have standards.”
“You watch hockey players slam each other into walls for entertainment.”
“That’s different.”
“How?”
“We’re professionals.” You stared at him flatly for a second before bursting into laughter again. Timo immediately grinned, clearly pleased with himself, and for a moment you forgot entirely that there had ever been a time recently where you felt sad all the time. That realization hit you suddenly and hard. Because just a few weeks ago you had been crying in your dorm hallway after the worst breakup of your life, convinced you’d never stop feeling hollow. Now you were sitting cross-legged on your couch at nearly midnight, stealing fries from Timo’s plate while he argued passionately about fictional physics.
The guilt crept in quietly after that. You became aware of it in small flashes throughout the night. Every time Timo looked at you too softly. Every time your shoulders brushed, neither of you moved away. Every time, your stomach flipped when he smiled at you like you were the funniest person he’d ever met. Your breakup was still fresh enough that part of you felt like you should still be devastated constantly. Like moving forward, this quickly somehow meant the three years with your ex hadn’t mattered enough. But that wasn’t true. The relationship mattered. The heartbreak mattered. And somehow Timo mattered too.
Around one in the morning, the movie credits finally rolled while rain tapped softly against the windows. Neither of you had started another movie yet, mostly because conversation had slowly replaced it. Timo sat turned slightly toward you now, one arm stretched lazily across the back of the couch while the two of you talked quietly about everything and nothing at once.
“You know,” he said eventually, his voice softer than usual, “you laugh more now.”
Your chest tightened slightly. “What?”
“Than you did when I first met you.” His eyes stayed on your face carefully. “At that party you looked sad all the time.”
The honesty of it caught you off guard. You looked down at your hands automatically. “I think I was.”
“And now?”
You hesitated because the truthful answer felt dangerous. “Better,” you admitted quietly.
Timo’s expression softened almost immediately. For a moment, neither of you looked away. The air between you shifted suddenly, becoming heavier somehow. You became painfully aware of how close he was sitting, of the warmth radiating from him, and of how easy it would be to lean forward just slightly when your phone buzzed loudly on the coffee table. The moment was shattered instantly.
You startled hard enough that Timo laughed quietly under his breath while you grabbed your phone too quickly, relieved and disappointed all at once. It was only a text from one of your friends asking if you were “finally making out with hockey boy yet,” which you absolutely did not show Timo.
“You okay there?” he asked suspiciously.
“Perfectly fine.”
“You look guilty.”
“I’m literally just answering a text.”
“Very defensive answer.” You threw a pillow at him.
Eventually, sometime after two, Timo stood reluctantly from the couch and stretched his arms over his head while you walked him toward the front door. The apartment suddenly felt quieter already and colder somehow.
“I should probably let you sleep,” he said.
“You’re assuming I sleep.”
“You look like someone who’s terrible at sleeping.”
“That’s rude.”
“But true.”
You smiled despite yourself while he pulled his shoes back on near the door. For a second, neither of you moved afterwards, lingering awkwardly again, like always. The hallway light outside spilled softly across his face while he looked down at you with an expression that made your heartbeat stumble.
“You busy tomorrow?” he asked casually.
“Maybe.”
“Liar.”
“A little.”
His grin widened slowly. “Text me anyway.”
Then before either of you could overthink the moment too much, he leaned down and pressed a quick kiss against your forehead. Your entire body froze. It lasted barely a second, but by the time he pulled back, your heart was beating so hard it hurt.
“Goodnight, Y/N,” he said softly, and then he was gone. You stood there staring at the closed door for several seconds afterwards, fingertips pressed unconsciously against the place beneath your collarbone where your pulse raced wildly. The smile spreading across your face disappeared the second someone knocked on the door again, less than two minutes later. You blinked in confusion before glancing toward the couch. Timo’s jacket.
“Idiot,” you muttered affectionately under your breath, grabbing it quickly from where he’d left it draped across the cushions. Still smiling slightly, you pulled open the apartment door expecting to see Timo standing there sheepishly. Instead, your entire body went cold. Your ex-boyfriend stood in the hallway, and the smile fell from your face immediately. For a second, neither of you spoke, but then his eyes dropped to the jacket in your hands, and everything changed.
His expression hardened instantly, hurt flashing across his face so quickly it almost looked like anger. “Seriously?” he said sharply.
Your stomach dropped. “What are you doing here?”
“I came to talk to you.” His voice grew tighter with every word. “But apparently you’re already busy.”
“It’s not what you think.”
He laughed bitterly, running a hand through his hair while staring at the jacket. “Oh, come on, Y/N.”
You could physically feel panic beginning to rise in your chest. “We’re just friends.”
“Friends?” he repeated incredulously. “You break up with me after three years and now there’s already another guy at your apartment?”
“He just came over to watch a movie.”
“Do you hear yourself right now?” The hurt in his voice sliced through you immediately.
Your grip tightened around Timo’s jacket while guilt and frustration twisted painfully together inside your chest. “You don’t get to show up here angry at me.”
“Why not?” he shot back. “You moved on in, what, two weeks?”
“That’s not what happened.”
“Then what happened?” His voice cracked slightly then, anger slipping enough for heartbreak to show through underneath. “Were you even sad? Because it really doesn’t seem like it.” The question hit like a slap.
Your eyes burned instantly. “Of course I was sad,” you whispered.
“Then how are you already with someone else?”
“I’m not with anyone else!”
“But you want to be.” He looked at you for a long moment, a devastated realisation settling across his face. “Jesus Christ,” he muttered quietly. “You do.”
Silence swallowed the hallway after that. Heavy and awful because the worst part was that maybe he wasn’t entirely wrong. You hated how guilty that made you feel. Hated that after spending weeks mourning the end of your relationship, after feeling lonely and invisible for so long, someone had walked into your life and made you feel wanted again before you were ready for it.
Your ex laughed softly again, but this time it sounded more exhausted than angry. “You’re impossible, you know that?”
Tears blurred your vision immediately. “I never meant to hurt you.”
“Well, you did.”
The words settled painfully between you. Then without another word, he turned and walked down the hallway, leaving you standing frozen in your doorway holding another man’s jacket against your chest while guilt crashed over you hard enough to make it difficult to breathe.
For a while after your ex-boyfriend left, you just stood there in the middle of your apartment doorway holding Timo Meier’s jacket against your chest while everything inside you twisted painfully together. You felt guilt, anger, sadness, and confusion. It all sat so heavily in your ribs that breathing suddenly felt difficult. The hallway outside had gone quiet again, the sound of his footsteps long gone now, but his words lingered anyway.
Were you even sad?
You shut the door slowly and leaned back against it, squeezing your eyes closed hard enough to make them ache. Tears burned immediately behind your eyelids because the answer was yes. God, yes. You had been devastated. You had mourned that relationship long before it officially ended, and afterwards, it felt like someone had ripped a permanent piece out of your life. You miss him sometimes still. Missed the familiarity. Missed the history. Missed the version of both of you that existed before everything became exhausting. But standing there now, holding another man’s jacket while your pulse still remembered the feeling of Timo kissing your forehead minutes earlier, you also couldn’t deny that something had changed and that terrified you.
Your apartment suddenly felt unbearably empty. The remains of your takeout still sat abandoned on the coffee table. The movie credits still rolled silently across the television screen. Timo’s laugh still seemed trapped in the air somehow, warm and alive and recent enough to make your chest ache harder.
Before you could overthink it, you grabbed your phone. Your fingers trembled slightly while pressing his contact. The call barely rang once.
"Hey." Timo answered immediately, his voice softer now than it had been earlier. You could hear movement in the background, keys jingling faintly. “Forget how jackets work already?” The joke nearly undid you. Your silence must have said enough because his tone changed instantly. “Y/N?”
You swallowed hard, pressing a shaky hand over your mouth. “Can you come back?”
There was no hesitation. “I’m already turning around.”
The line disconnected before you could say anything else. That somehow made the tears finally fall. You sank down onto the couch still clutching his jacket while trying unsuccessfully to pull yourself together before he got back, but your thoughts wouldn’t stop spiralling. Maybe your ex was right. Maybe you were a horrible person for letting yourself get this close to someone else so quickly. Maybe all of this with Timo existed because you were lonely and heartbroken and desperate to feel wanted again after months of feeling invisible. Or maybe—
The knock on your door interrupted the thought before you could finish it. You opened it almost immediately. Timo stood there slightly out of breath like he’d jogged back from the parking lot, concern already written across his face before you even spoke. The second he saw your expression, every trace of teasing disappeared.
“What happened?” he asked quietly. You stepped aside silently to let him in. The moment the door shut behind him, the fragile composure you’d been clinging to completely collapsed. Tears spilled over immediately, humiliatingly fast, and before you could apologize for it, Timo was already crossing the apartment toward you.
“Hey,” he said softly, hands settling carefully on your arms. “Talk to me.”
Your throat tightened painfully. “My ex came here.”
Timo’s expression darkened instantly, not angry exactly but protective in a way that made your chest ache harder. “Tonight?”
You nodded shakily.
“What did he say?”
You looked down immediately because somehow repeating the conversation out loud made it feel too real. Too complicated. “He saw your jacket.”
Understanding flickered across Timo’s face almost immediately. “Oh.”
“He got upset,” you whispered. “We fought.”
Timo stayed quiet, letting you speak at your own pace.
“He said…” Your voice cracked slightly. “He said I moved on too fast.”
The words hung heavily in the room.
Timo’s hands tightened almost imperceptibly against your arms before softening again. “Y/N.”
“I feel awful,” you admitted shakily. “I know we broke up for a reason, but seeing him like that just…” You pressed a hand against your eyes roughly. “God, I hate hurting him.”
“You’re not doing anything wrong.”
“But it feels like I am.”
Timo looked at you for a long moment then, eyes softer than you’d ever seen them before. “You’re allowed to move forward,” he said quietly. “That doesn’t erase what you had with him.”
You nodded even though tears still blurred your vision. What you didn’t tell him was the worst part of the conversation. The way your ex had looked at you and said, You want to be with him. Because the terrifying thing was that maybe somewhere deep down, he was right. And if Timo realised that now, realised how badly you were already falling into whatever this was, maybe everything between you would suddenly become too real too quickly. So instead, you just whispered, “I don’t know why this hurts so much.”
Timo’s expression softened painfully. “C’mere,” he murmured.
The words barely left his mouth before he pulled you gently against him. The hug felt different than any you’d shared before. Not teasing or flirtatious or accidental. This was steady, warm, and protective. You buried your face against his chest while his arms wrapped around you completely, one hand moving slowly up and down your back in quiet comfort. He smelled faintly like rain and laundry detergent and whatever cologne had already started becoming unfairly familiar to you.
“It’s okay,” he whispered softly against your hair. “You’re okay.” And somehow, held against him like this, you almost believed it.
Eventually Timo guided you back toward the couch, tugging a blanket over both of you while the television continued playing forgotten movie trailers in the background. You curled instinctively against his side while exhaustion settled heavily into your bones now that the adrenaline had faded. Every emotion from the night crashed over you all at once, leaving you drained enough that even keeping your eyes open felt difficult. Timo stayed quiet mostly, just letting you talk whenever the thoughts spilled out. About the breakup. About the guilt. About how strange it felt mourning someone while simultaneously feeling pulled toward something new. He listened to every word without interrupting, his fingers absentmindedly brushing through your hair while you spoke softly into the dim apartment.
At some point your sentences started slowing. Your body felt warm and heavy against him, the steady rise and fall of his breathing beneath your cheek grounding you in a way you hadn’t realized you needed.
“You know,” Timo murmured quietly after a while, “I’m really glad you called me.”
Your tired eyes lifted toward him slightly. “Yeah?”
“Yeah.” His mouth curved faintly at the corner. “I like being the person you call.” The honesty in his voice wrapped around your heart painfully, gently. You wanted to say something back. Something important, but sleep was already pulling at you too hard. Instead, you just shifted closer unconsciously, your hand curling lightly against his chest beneath the fabric of his hoodie. Timo’s arm tightened around you immediately like it was the most natural thing in the world. And somewhere between one heartbeat and the next, you fell asleep against him.
The next morning, sunlight filtered softly through the curtains in pale gold streaks across the apartment walls. For a few sleepy seconds you didn’t understand why you felt unusually warm. Then you became aware of an arm wrapped securely around your waist. Your breath caught. Slowly, still half asleep, you tilted your head upward.
Timo was still there. He lay stretched beside you on the couch, one arm tucked beneath your head while the other held you against his chest even in his sleep. His face looked softer like this, relaxed in a way you rarely saw when he was awake. Morning light caught against the messy dark hair falling over his forehead while his breathing stayed slow and even beside you. Your heart squeezed painfully at the sight because he stayed. He could’ve carried you to bed and left afterward. Could’ve made some excuse. Could’ve kept things easy and casual and uncomplicated. But instead, he spent the entire night holding you together after someone else broke your heart all over again.
Carefully, trying not to wake him, you shifted slightly. Timo stirred almost immediately anyway. His eyes blinked open slowly before focusing on you, still sleepy and unfocused at first. Then recognition settled across his face along with the smallest smile.
“Morning,” he mumbled hoarsely.
Your chest fluttered embarrassingly hard. “Morning.”
Neither of you moved away, and somehow that felt more intimate than anything else so far.
The apartment was still wrapped in sleepy silence, pale sunlight filtering softly through the curtains while the city outside slowly started waking up beyond your windows. You were painfully aware of every small thing all at once. The warmth of his arm still wrapped securely around your waist, the steady rhythm of his breathing against your hair, and the way his hoodie sleeve brushed lightly against your bare arm every time he shifted slightly. It should have felt awkward waking up tangled together like this after everything that happened the night before. Instead, it felt safe.
Timo blinked sleepily down at you for another second before his expression softened completely, the corners of his mouth lifting into a small smile that immediately made your chest tighten.
“You okay?” he asked quietly, his voice still rough from sleep.
You considered the question honestly. The hurt from your ex-boyfriend was still there. The guilt too. But somehow it didn’t feel quite as crushing this morning. Maybe because for the first time in weeks, you hadn’t spent the night alone with your thoughts.
“Yeah,” you admitted softly. “I think so.”
Timo studied your face carefully like he was making sure you actually meant it before nodding once. “Good.”
You expected the moment to become awkward after that. You expected one of you to pull away suddenly or joke about how neither of you had intended to fall asleep on the couch together. But instead, Timo just reached blindly for his phone from the coffee table and squinted at the screen before groaning dramatically.
“What?” you asked, smiling slightly.
“I have practice later.”
“You sound personally offended.”
“I am personally offended.”
You laughed quietly, and God, the sound still seemed to surprise you every time lately. Timo glanced down at you immediately afterwards, his expression softening again at the noise.
“Do you have important classes today?” he asked.
You frowned slightly while mentally running through your schedule. “Not really. Just one lecture this afternoon, but attendance barely matters.”
Timo nodded once like he’d already made a decision before you’d even finished speaking. “Okay.”
“Okay… what?”
“We’re not letting you sit alone thinking about your ex all day.”
Your stomach flipped lightly. “Timo—”
“Nope.” He pointed at you seriously now. “Yesterday was emotionally devastating enough. Today is distraction day.”
You laughed softly. “Distraction day?”
“Exactly.”
“That sounds fake.”
“It’s extremely real.” He finally untangled himself from the couch and stood, stretching lazily before looking back down at you with an annoyingly charming grin. “Go get ready.”
Your brows lifted immediately. “You’re not even gonna tell me where we’re going?”
“No.”
“That’s suspicious.”
“You’ll survive.”
“You’re incredibly bossy for someone who forgot his jacket here twelve hours ago.”
Timo grinned wider at that. “And yet you still let me stay.” Heat crept into your cheeks instantly. Before you could think of a response, he tossed one of your couch pillows lightly at your head and pointed toward the hallway. “Get ready, Y/N.”
An hour later you were sitting in the passenger seat of Timo’s car with coffee in your hand and absolutely no idea where he was taking you. He refused to answer any questions, looking entirely too pleased with himself every time you tried guessing.
“This feels like the beginning of a kidnapping documentary,” you informed him seriously while he drove.
“You’re being dramatic again.”
“You literally won’t tell me where we’re going.”
“Because it ruins the surprise.”
“You planning murders isn’t technically a surprise either.”
Timo laughed loudly, shaking his head. “You watch too many crime documentaries.”
“Statistically, women have to be cautious.”
“You’re safe with me.” The words came so naturally from him that your chest tightened unexpectedly. Safe. That was exactly what he felt like.
Twenty minutes later, Timo pulled into the parking lot of a bowling alley just outside campus. You stared at the sign in confusion before turning slowly toward him.
“Bowling?”
“What?” he asked defensively. “Bowling’s fun.”
“You’re such a hockey player.”
“That doesn’t even make sense.”
“It absolutely does.”
Timo narrowed his eyes at you suspiciously. “You better not secretly be competitive.”
“Oh, I’m incredibly competitive.”
“Good.” His grin turned dangerous instantly. “Then this’ll be fun.”
It turned out Timo was annoyingly good at bowling. Not in an effortless way either. He became aggressively competitive almost immediately, celebrating strikes like he’d won a championship while accusing you dramatically of cheating every time you scored. Half the time you spent together there was laughing so hard your stomach hurt, and somewhere between stealing fries from his plate afterward and listening to him rant passionately about why bowling shoes were “psychologically humiliating,” you realized you hadn’t thought about your ex once in nearly three hours. That realization hit quietly. And instead of guilt this time, all you felt was relief.
After bowling, Timo dragged you to a movie despite both of you barely paying attention to half of it. He spent most of the film whispering sarcastic commentary into your ear until eventually you were hiding your face against his shoulder, trying not to laugh loudly enough for people to throw popcorn at you.
“You’re the worst person to watch movies with,” you whispered during one particularly serious scene.
“And yet you’re having the time of your life.” Unfortunately, he was right.
By late afternoon, your cheeks hurt from smiling so much. Timo seemed to notice because every once in a while you’d catch him looking at you with this unbearably soft expression, like seeing you happy mattered to him more than he intended. It scared you a little how much you liked that look. As the movie ended and people started filing out of the theater, Timo checked the time on his phone before glancing over at you casually.
“So,” he said. “You wanna come to my game tonight?”
Your heartbeat stumbled immediately.
“Oh.”
“You don’t have to,” he added quickly, though something about his expression suggested he really wanted you to say yes.
“No, I want to.” The answer came too fast. “I just…” You looked down at yourself awkwardly. “I don’t exactly have hockey game clothes.”
Timo blinked at you before laughing softly. “Hockey game clothes?”
“You know what I mean.”
“You can literally wear anything.”
“Easy for you to say.”
A slow grin spread across his face suddenly, like he’d just thought of something.
“What?” you asked suspiciously. Instead of answering immediately, Timo reached into the backseat of his car once you climbed inside again. A second later, he pulled out a hockey jersey and tossed it directly into your lap. You stared down at it, it was his jersey.
Your stomach flipped violently. “Timo.”
“What?” he asked innocently while starting the car. “Problem solved.”
Your fingers tightened unconsciously against the fabric while heat flooded your cheeks instantly. Wearing someone’s jersey suddenly felt far more intimate than it probably should have. “You just carry extra jerseys around?” you asked weakly.
“Maybe I was hoping you’d say yes.”
The confession landed softly between you. You looked over at him quickly, but Timo kept his eyes focused on the road now, one hand resting casually against the steering wheel like he hadn’t just completely wrecked your heart rate.
By the time you arrived at the arena later that evening, you were wearing his jersey proudly over leggings and sneakers, sleeves slightly too long on you while his name stretched across your back. Every time you caught your reflection in the glass doors walking inside, your stomach flipped all over again. Timo noticed immediately.
“You look good in it,” he said quietly.
Your cheeks burned hotter. “You’re biased.”
“Very.”
The arena buzzed with energy around you, students and fans filling the stands while music blasted overhead, but somehow none of it mattered because Timo kept glancing back at you every few seconds while walking beside you like he wanted to make sure you were still there. And standing there wearing his jersey while he smiled at you like that, something inside you shifted quietly into place. Because somewhere between heartbreak and healing, between late-night phone calls and forehead kisses and mornings tangled together on the couch, you had stopped falling apart and started falling for him instead.
The arena stayed loud long after the final buzzer sounded. Students packed into the stands were still cheering while music blasted overhead, the entire building buzzing with leftover adrenaline after the win. Around you, people slowly started filtering toward the exits, talking loudly about the game while players disappeared off the ice toward the locker rooms beneath the stands. But you stayed exactly where you were near the hallway entrance because Timo had told you earlier to wait for him there afterward.
“Don’t leave without me,” Timo Meier had said before warmups, already halfway walking backward toward his team while pointing at you dramatically. “I’m serious.” As if you were going anywhere.
You stood there now wearing his jersey, still oversized on you, sleeves covering your hands slightly, while your heartbeat refused to settle down completely after the game. Watching Timo play had done something deeply unfair to your nervous system. On campus, he was teasing, smiling, and having soft conversations and late-night drives with music too loud in the car. On the ice, he became something else entirely. Fast. Intense. Completely locked in. Every time he slammed someone into the boards or stole the puck with impossible ease, the crowd erupted around you, and somehow your chest swelled with pride, like his win belonged to you too. Especially after he scored.
You could still see it clearly, the way he grinned after the puck hit the back of the net, immediately turning toward the stands almost instinctively until his eyes found yours. Even across the rink, even through helmets and glass and screaming fans, he looked so happy to see you there that it made your stomach twist painfully.
The locker room doors finally swung open a while later, pulling you from your thoughts. Players spilled into the hallway loudly, exhausted and energised at the same time, while teammates shoved each other around and laughed over the noise. Then, suddenly, Timo appeared among them, hair still damp from his shower, tie hanging loosely around his neck as he talked animatedly to someone beside him. And then he spotted you. His entire face lit up instantly.
“There she is,” one of his teammates called loudly the second they noticed you standing there in Timo’s jersey.
Another one laughed. “About time, honestly.” Heat rushed into your cheeks immediately.
Timo barely acknowledged them. He was already heading straight toward you with that unstoppable post-win grin still stretched across his face, excitement practically radiating off him. Before you could even fully smile back, his hands landed on your waist.
“We won,” he said breathlessly, like you somehow might not have noticed.
You laughed instantly, your hands automatically grabbing his shoulders for balance when he lifted you completely off the ground without warning. A startled squeak escaped you while he spun you once through the middle of the hallway, still running entirely on adrenaline and happiness.
“Timo!”
“What?” he laughed, holding you effortlessly against him. “You should be celebrating.”
“I am celebrating!”
“Not enough.”
Your heart was pounding violently now, partly from surprise and partly because he was looking at you with so much open affection that it almost felt impossible to breathe properly. The noise around you blurred strangely into the background while his teammates continued walking past, several of them openly staring now with amused expressions.
“Nice jersey,” one of them called out teasingly.
Timo looked entirely too pleased by that.
When he finally set you back down, neither of you stepped away immediately. His hands stayed resting against your waist while your fingers remained curled lightly around the front of his dress shirt beneath his jacket. He was still smiling, still flushed from the game, and being this close to him suddenly felt almost overwhelming.
“You were really good tonight,” you admitted softly.
Something warm flickered across his face then. “Yeah?”
You nodded. “I mean it.”
Timo stared at you for a moment after that, and suddenly the noise around you seemed to fade into the background. The teasing smile on his face softened slowly into something warmer, more careful somehow. You became painfully aware of the fact that his hands were still resting against your waist, warm even through the jersey fabric, and that he was standing close enough now that you could smell the clean soap from his shower mixed with lingering adrenaline and sweat underneath.
“You came all the way here just to watch me play hockey,” he said quietly, almost like he still sounded surprised by it.
“You asked me to.”
“Yeah,” he murmured, eyes staying on yours. “I did.”
For a second neither of you moved. The moment stretched between you slowly, heavy with something unspoken that had been building for weeks now. Late-night phone calls. Breakfast dates disguised as distractions. Falling asleep together on the couch. Every lingering glance and accidental touch and almost-moment seemed to settle into the space between you all at once.
And then Timo looked at your mouth. Your breath caught instantly. It was obvious suddenly, painfully obvious that he wanted to kiss you. You could see it in the way his expression changed slightly, the way his grip tightened just a little against your waist before softening again, like he was stopping himself from pulling you closer. His eyes flicked down briefly before returning to yours, and the air between you felt so charged suddenly that your heartbeat started thundering painfully against your ribs.
Neither of you spoke. You didn’t pull away, and for one terrifyingly hopeful second, you thought he was finally going to do it. Instead, Timo’s expression shifted at the last moment into something almost hesitant. Like he remembered something. Like he got scared. Slowly, gently, one of his hands slid upward from your waist to your jaw instead. His thumb brushed lightly against your cheekbone while he leaned in close enough that your breath tangled together, close enough that your eyes fluttered shut automatically in anticipation, but then his lips landed softly against your cheek. Not your mouth. Your cheek. The disappointment hit so quickly and sharply it almost embarrassed you. Still, you smiled anyway. Because what else were you supposed to do?
Timo lingered there for half a second longer than necessary before pulling back slightly, his forehead almost brushing yours now. He looked conflicted suddenly, like he was trying to convince himself he’d made the right decision.
“There’s my girl,” one of his teammates yelled teasingly from further down the hallway. Timo rolled his eyes immediately, but his hand stayed gently against your face for another second before finally dropping away. You swallowed hard, forcing yourself to ignore the ache settling unexpectedly in your chest. It wasn’t fair to be upset. He had every right to take things slow, especially after everything with your breakup. Maybe he was trying to be respectful. Careful. Maybe he didn’t want you to feel pressured into something new too quickly. Still, it stung a little that he stopped himself because for one brief moment, you had wanted him to kiss you so badly it scared you.
“You played really well tonight,” you said softly instead, pretending your heart hadn’t just dropped into your stomach.
Timo smiled, but it looked distracted now. “Yeah?”
“Yeah.”
His eyes searched your face carefully for something, then almost like he was trying to figure out whether you were disappointed too. If he noticed anything, he didn’t say it. Instead, he just tugged lightly at the sleeve of the jersey you were wearing. “You look good in this, by the way.”
Heat crept into your cheeks again automatically. “You’re biased.”
“Very.”
You laughed softly, and the tension between you eased just enough to breathe again, but something still lingered beneath it now. Something unresolved. As Timo started leading you down the hallway toward the parking lot, his hand settled carefully against the small of your back like it belonged there. It felt warm, protective, and already so familiar. However, that almost made the almost-kiss worse somehow. Because now all you could think about was how badly you wished he had actually done it.