Hey guys I know I don't really update anymore but I really need your support. I know I've never talked to any of you personally but my confidence is really low and my heart is practically heartbroken. I really want to talk to my mom but she's already asleep and its late and i always feel terrible when i wake her, even when i'm having or dealing with a problem. If anyone wants to reach out to me that's ok, tin-bear I really hope you get this cause i feel i could vent and tell my problems to you. I haven't cried this bad in a long time and if I told some of you what happened you would probably shrug it off and think me as pathetic for making such a big deal of it. Well, if you knew the whole story, maybe it would seem a much bigger deal. I'm just asking for support to make it through the night. Tomorrow is my birthday.
