This one wasn't a hexblood, he didn't wear armor or flowers, his eyes were the wrong color. But he was there, a stranger with a too familiar face, listening to songs of lost love with tears in his eyes and a hand fumbling for something under his shirt. He was a merchant, if his clothes said anything. Used to travel but at home in the city, out for a night of drink and entertainment like so many. But he looks like Victor. He likes the songs. He's willing to chat afterwards, sticking around after the music is over and the crowds have dissipated to learn more about him. "I like the way you sing. Your songs remind me of some old family stories. I hope that isn't rude to say."
Finnegan always anticipated outliving Victor, even in their early days and in the later ones when he was sure this was the man he wanted to marry. This was the lot of an elf: to outlive all you loved except the green, damp earth. One day, Finnegan supposed he would eventually return to the earth - and return and return again and in those returned lifetimes, love again. He would remember fragmented portraits of Victor, here a smile, there a laugh, sometimes a sharp word, and often an adoring gaze. He would be warm and familiar and distant, nothing the new elf Finnegan would one day be could mourn, only be glad he’d once had him. Such was the lot of every elf who had ever loved a more mortal creature.
Finnegan was no longer an elf.
Now he shunned the daylight and slept behind tightly drawn curtains. At night, he plucked up his lute, one of those cruel things he’d been allowed to keep as Barovia collapsed in on itself, and he played the saddest of love songs - a man forced to live and live and live without his lover, yet never again be alive. Such was the lot of a vampire.
This inn was not too picky about its clientele, thank sweet and blessed Hanali, and so Finnegan stayed longer than usual, resting by day and at night earning his keep and seducing the odd patron to let him feed from their veins. Eventually, he’d have to go. He always did. But tonight his neatly trimmed claws strummed the lute and he sang in the voice of a performer. His greatest performance was, of course, the fact that he did not choke on his words with sobs. Especially as he saw the golden-haired youth in traveling clothes, eyeing him in a way that felt more like sunshine than anything Finnegan’s been allowed in a hundred years. Like sunshine, it might kill him. As badly as he wanted to die, he let himself burn a little more in the young man’s company, tuning his instrument against the bar, hovering in his proximity.
There was something a little more red than gold about his hair, now that they stood close together. His eyes were bluer in a way that would usually make Finnegan suspect fey blood. But there was no flower crown and no twisted mound of flesh to touch with reverent fingertips as Victor skimmed his hands across the planes of Finnegan’s scales. Somehow, Finnegan didn’t want to know those family stories. Somehow, he felt certain he’d written a few of them himself. This was not Victor, but it could be a son or a grandson or an uncommonly handsome stranger. He never expected to grieve the passage of time. Then again, he’d never expected to live out his days in the Shadowfell at the beck of a strange and powerful master. However, he always expected Victor to die before him. He simply always expected to bury him with his own hands, to return him to the earth as elves returned their beloveds’ bodies to the earth, to wait foolishly as others waited properly for their beloveds’ return. It was stupid to look for Victor in a stranger. It was stupid to dream that he might have been allowed to say goodbye.
It was stupid to brood on it when there was a pretty young thing and he could imagine getting lost in his kiss, draining him, holding him, feeling almost satisfied. Why shouldn’t he? He tilted his head, smiling toothily at the young thing - a warning as much as an invitation - before he spoke.
“That depends entirely on whether you’re calling me old or simply admiring that the oldest songs ever written are about love and the second oldest are always about loss,” he said. “In either case, I can take a compliment, especially from your pretty lips. You caught my eye in the middle of my set and I haven’t been able to look away since. Do you have a name to go with that handsome face of yours?”











