I shouldn't have gone through my old blog....
But I needed to know I existed. The URL just popped in my head and resurfaced
I've always been Tiny. I was one that existed before the other alters sort of
I'm...alive. I'm alive and in pain. Help me.
Some memories I think got jumbled along the way??? Because some of these actually have small details mixed up and feel wrong.
I didn't go to summer camp year round?? Is that possible?? My brain's concept of time is so fucked. Damn??? I seriously think my brain linked school time straight to camp to make memories cohesive
Yo I really ID'ed heavy as a trans dude,,,,,huh. That's new. What-
....I have a sick feeling there was another Tiny who fronted...had some SERIOUSLY jumbled memories and then actually fragmented halfway to me and Jay (who carry the same memories)
Back then the host used Tiny as an alias alone so that might be why. Also they ID'ed as a trans man for years tbh
The memories are so fucked up....but I remember them. I fucking remember....
Ugh. To the rest of the system... I'm sorry alright? This is heavy shit. I'm gonna go through and blacklist this for Meadow when I have the energy. Don't.....read it. If you do please just message me privately in chat. I need help. Please. -Tiny