#tion talk

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one of my littles wrote letters for like 4 of my friends oh my god

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1, 4, 5 & 6 for the system asks?

1 - who are your protectors?

my main buckaroo is named Tucker! He's been here kinda The Longest (he remembers our headspace being Absolutely Nothing). I have a lot of internal self helpers, mainly my Poppa! He fronts,,,,, sometimes,,,,, (it's been over a year) and he's also a main guy that a lot of all alters rely on!!

4 - what's switching like for us?

it's,, weird? sometimes its like a sneeze and i can feel it coming on for Hours but nothing happens, and that gets? stressful,, other times im just zoning out and ohohoh!!!!! im not watching YouTube anymore im in the kitchen making Ramen Noodles and there's ANIME. MUSIC BLASTING IN MY EARS AND MY MOM IS RIgHT NEXT TO ME AND K DO-

and then sometimes A Trigger Thing Happens and Oops! Here comes xyz (it's not always a bad thing! like one of my alters erin rlly likes mcr and he'll front asap listening to Black Parade or Tucker might like,,,, Lurk if he sees im looken at moomin stuff because he's a grade a loser) but with those switches it's. basically like you took a nap but u don't realise u napped so ur just????? oh wow.

5 - brief description of the inner world?

uhhhh it's like. A Giant Mansion where we all live basically? there's some Other Things but it's mainly that, and a forest that i don't think has anything idk man i don't really leave the house (ah. just like In The Outer World)

there is a small town? maybe??????? i know there's a park but yea man

6 - anything you do to make switching easier?

I TELL PPL AROUND ME SJSHWIABAA this is a v huge thing for us, and we have rules we do (ie; "who can u talk? who's safe to contact / who's not? what chores needs to be done") and god that's helpful! so if i ever get annoying w/ "oh hey i feel switchy" plz know it's only because i don't want u to be shocked if u see that "I" am talking weirdly/different (though 9.5/10 of the time they'll say it's them, esp my main guys)

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hey guys tucker is cofronting so like

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Oh! I hope this doesn't seem weird or anything but I want to drop in and say I don't think Bright will be out for the rest of tonight and possssibly tomorrow, something came up that was a minor disturbance but it threw them off a ton.

I won't be on here often because I personally feel like that's a violation of a space they have, but if you can leave them some nice stuff to come back to! If you wish to contact me (Tucker) I'll be over on my own sad, barren blog (it's called @dewbeater )

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anyways someone switched and went to the store and stole headphones and a stylus im cancelling my entire system

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If he's been co fronting for days does that mean he saw my bean asks. No I totally didn't just wake up at 4pm shh

i told him. he's worried and says you need to rest

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tucker i understand im the only person who can actually hear you right now but please just say the word dick. just say dick in a bag of doritos please

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me: hey Tucker wanna share a blog and be gay with me?

my clueless headmate who's signing up to indirectly indulge in my hyperfocus: !!!boys, i agree

it's @mlmverse it took me an hour to get set up fuck you