#tiredofcaring

[jajakisses]

I've had a crazy good year but it's that season I naturally start reflecting and struggle to find the point in doing anything like getting out of bed, posting a picture or you know like everything in life and stuff lol. But I know deep down I'm good, and I hope all my fellow SAD sufferers can still hang onto memories of the incredible shit that's happened over the past year for a bit of a boost. There's so much I want to do, make, share, figure out, stop caring about and express... Perhaps being myself is art enough #whateverworks #tiredofcaring #justbecause #letsconnect #forrealtho I got a SAD lamp! 🙌🏾 has anyone tried one? 📸 @burneece (at The Jazz Cafe)

[fakekisses]

Do I say something or do something wrong! What is it? What do I do?

[kellyokeefe-blog-blog]

Call me a typical girl for saying this, I really don't care, but all guys are full of shit. In some form or another, they are full of shit. I'm so fucking sick of just getting to know someone and then having them fuck me over. It happens EVERY time. He's friendly in the beginning and then something inside him just clicks and turns him into a dick. I'm not saying I'm perfect, I could be a lot more confident..but honestly I think I'm going to be an amazing girlfriend. And I can't understand why this keeps happening. I just attract these horrible guys and its making me think that there's nothing else better out there.

[jellydance-blog-blog]

I've always been told that theres an answer for everything. A solution to all my problems ... that no matter what it will always work out in the end.

I want to believe that more than ever now, but I can't even seem to grasp the concept of anything being ok. I keep disappointing myself. I feel like I'm never gonna get anything right.

I hate not knowing, I hate second guessing myself, I hate the feeling of falling away.

I forreal just want to get away and start fresh. Not knowing a single soul, going someplace where not a an eye has ever laid itself on me.