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SEARCHING**

This post is for every lonely soul out there thats just simply.... searching! 

You know the enemy will always try to distract you, and it sucks because the forms and mechanisms that he uses is always so petty like, family, work, people in the church, bills...ETC

But this is a little encouragement for all my peeps!! Stay strong my friends the blessings only get better.

To speak from my personal experiences, I have a wall built up 10 feet high and wont any guy in or attempt to break the barrier, and why is that? Well because I’ve had my feelings hurt really bad twice in the past, so of course no one else is worthy of my love...! ..right..? HOW COULD THEY BE!! LOL

I’ve been learning a lot and growing a lot not only a person but as a child of GOD! So the darts that the enemy uses I am able to easily identify and do my best to avoid them. They still hurt of course but I’m composing this message because I’m honestly and sincerely tired! I vow to myself and whoever so reads this to take a pledge and oath of HAPPINESS! 

I will no longer wince and turn a down-face at uncertainty or mis-comings, I will take whats for me with great pride and not be scared of letting happiness into my life (whatever it may be..work/career goals, church, relationships..etc)  and turn a blind eye to whats not for me!!

GOODBYE ENEMY!! 

[tnonny]

Stress!!

I really have to start finding healthier ways to deal with my stress. I find my self overwhelmed a lot because of school, work, my career goals, and trying to fit in with society norms. Therefore I struggle!!! I took to unhealthily drinking and smoking which only puts a bandage on a bruiser. I know that I’m different and for a long time I didn’t understand why. I thought that I needed to fit in, only to realize that I’m more beautiful when I stand out. I can be a very demanding person and expect a lot from people, mainly because I expect a lot from myself. But no longer will I be silenced by society and their pressures to be a bad-bitch, or a 10, or whatever someone else may define as beauty. I define beauty within myself! I love myself and would never settle for anything or anybody. –this is the first of many blogs from T so stay tuned !!