Jun 7
Nothing more harrowing in the entire world than hearing your best friend.cry
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Nothing more harrowing in the entire world than hearing your best friend.cry
I miss the friend group I had 3 years ago. People are like “oh you’re just exaggerating you have so many people that love you” and im like yeeeah man for sure for sure that's why I have one single friend only and I watch as she starts to have an entirely different friend group (aka life) she gets to hang out with 5 days a week right in front of my eyes
it was nice while it lasted, right? we're back to acquaintances now, like i didn't spill my soul to you. we just didn't work, according to you. ah, well. no use mulling over. I can't change history.
but I loved you. we haven't talked in nearly 2 weeks, not even a "good morning." but I did appreciate what we were. never forget that.
do you believe I abused you? answer honestly. I need closure that I wasn't abusive. or if I was, how. what did I do. I'm not trying to gaslight you or put you on the spot. I just need to know I'm still "good."
you're like the diane to my bojack. I love you when you don't love me back anymore. I love you after every shitty thing I put you through. you were right to leave me. but i remember your voice like a locket I keep to my chest.
I hope i move on. it's been almost 3 weeks. writing this out might make it worse, make me more sentimental, but i need to get it out somewhere.
you needed a third party to say i was "bad." well, not bad. but that my behaviour towards you was incredibly disordered and unwell.
I kind of resent her for doing that. I can't bring myself to truly feel on an emotional level that it was for the best no matter how much you say it's true. it was for the best for you, and you know it, and that's good. but I miss you every day.
so, so fucking much. i miss what we were.
I'll never not be sorry. I'll never stop missing you.
I'm not sure how much of this stuff Imma buy, especially since every question's pretty loaded towards Wenclair in the first place. We were promised more horror and less romance, and now what... it's all gonna focus on Enid's romances?
These girls are gonna twist the friendship hugs into something else again, aren't they.
