#to ben

[youngjusticerulez]

IT'S MAH BOY BEN'S BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENNNNN

SILLYYYYYY

[systemshoutouts]

Shoutout to our trauma holder Ben who is currently Goin Through It with the source/exotrauma. Hang in there dude, we got ya.

[golden-van-fleet]

YOU GUYS

I can’t thank you enough for all the love given towards “To Ben”. I know I say thank you a lot, but I really, really mean it when I say thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for all of your kind words. I’ve had the biggest smile on my face reading the comments and seeing how many people liked what I wrote. I love y’all. Thank you.

[sleepycreekcrafts]

So when you tire of unraveling your blanket

Hand me the yarn and

I will knit and knit again shapes warm

And solid, of what may be and what can be again.

[systemshoutouts]

Shoutout to Ben, our resident emotional protector, who makes sure that we're okay and is always there if someone needs to talk! Also he watches Umbrella Academy with me (the host) which is nice since nobody else will watch it.

[eru-san]

Every now and then, something you or he said pops up in my mind, and I think of how young we were, how many hopes I used to have for a brighter future. I thought we would have fought together till the end, that we would have driven away and laughed at our childish pride. I thought we were destined to do great things and to change to world, because it felt like we were strong, because we were together, we were our own home. But maybe it all was just in my head. And then I remember all the pain we had in our chest and wonder if we don't feel strong anymore because we lost the hope of sending it away after suffering so much. I can only conclude that it's not really me or you who has changed, but rather the way we dealt with our feelings. And we chose isolation and pushed each other away, and maybe we didn't try enough to fix it all, maybe we didn't care enough, maybe we were just youngsters, maybe we were too young to feel that tireness. I can't help thinking we were doomed and broken from the start.

[eru-san]

I miss you, I miss you all.