#to have loved

[oftengrok]

I Found Your Balance Point

Perfection is in the beauty of nothing is perfect. In everything, there are always pros and cons, ups and downs. It's fundamental of the tapestry of here and now. The crux.

I was in love with loving you. Truly. Some part of you wouldn't allow you to believe it. I was weak. A strong person would have never faltered. I would have never given in to anything. Much less...

I would have dug my heals in and uses love as a shackle to you. It has escaped me for so long what it was that actually happened. It still does. But I know for certain now that it is how it has to be. And I'm ok with that now.

So much happiness and so much pain. So much guilt and so much blame. Confusion and realization. Everything, everything is a spiral. But I found your balance point. Your coil rests at ease. I hope mine does the same for you. That has nothing to do with me now. But maybe some entanglement will help them keep eachother balancing.

"You make me feel like I am free again"

[misledsavant-blog]

The feeling of that special kind of heartbreak when you know and meet the perfect person. But you’ll never be able to express your feelings for them, nor will they ever know, and all you can do is try to move on as you watch the person you so deeply care about drift farther away

[rachmasonn-blog]

What a beautiful thing it is to have loved To have cared so deeply that it breaks you And you don’t really mind Because you have loved, you do love, you will love It is perfect, a flawless kind of feeling First touch, first kiss, first time And you feel like it is invincible The way you feel You put everything into him, Your heart, your soul, your trust And he breaks it Like glass it shatters You will never find all the pieces And you aren’t even mad Because it is a beautiful thing to have loved

R.M. // To Have Loved

[birtehella]

I hold it true, what'er befall; I feel it, when I sorrow most; 'Tis better to have loved and lost Than never to have loved at all.

-Alfred Lord Tennyson (1809-1892) I Envy not in any Moods