#to jet

[witchesmailbox]

G, I'm sorry for everything I've done. I'm so sorry. I know you're watching me from the stars and how you know just how much I hurt him. It was his birthday today. I miss you so much, though. Recently I've wondered if either of you two miss me. I meant the world to both of you at one point.

P, I miss you. I miss my older sibling. You're probably the most disappointed in me. I'm sorry. I helped undo some of the things we worked so hard for. I'm sorry I argued with you more than I should have. If- fuck, if I knew this would happen, I would have never fought with you.

J, I'm sorry for not being there when I should have. I'm sorry all of the group's burdens were placed on your shoulders. Thank you for helping so much. I hope you're happy up there with the stars now.

And most of all, I'm sorry I'm not there with you three. Seeing old photos of the five of us (us and girlie), alongside a couple others, made me feel emotions way more extreme than I believed possible for me at the moment.

✉️

[let-it-go-jet]

Deep in the meadow, under the willow a bed of grass, a soft green pillow lay down your head, and close your eyes and when they open, the sun will rise here it’s safe, and here it’s warm here the daisies guard you from every harm here your dreams are sweet and tomorrow brings them true here is the place where i love you. deep in the meadow, hidden far away a cloak of leaves, a moonbeam ray forget your woes and let your troubles lay and when again it’s morning, they’ll wash away here it’s safe, and here it’s warm here the daisies guard you from every harm here your dreams are sweet– – and tomorrow brings them true here is the place where i love you. here is the place where i love you.

Rue's Lullaby from The Hunger Games