The Mailbox

Located in Zone 1. We will get the message to your deceased loved one.

[witchesmailbox]

Hello Killjoys.

This account is centered around receiving mail for passed killjoys. How it works is that you submit mail for a killjoy in the witch’s care, and she will pass it on to them. However, it’s very difficult to get a response, so don’t expect one. We simply post them, with a response if the passed killjoy responds

[witchesmailbox]

My love,

Today's your first Father's day. Marcella is almost a year old. I'm making your favorite chocolate pie for after dinner today, just for you. Marcie tried to eat crayons the other day, it was really cute honestly. I still tell her all about you at night when I put her to bed. And our anniversary is coming up to. Or what would be it. Do you remember that day? We went out to watch the fireworks together after we made cupcakes. I miss you more and more each passing day. You were such an important part of my life, and I'm glad I got to be in yours, even if it wasn't for long. Happy father's day.

Forever with love, Sheila.

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[witchesmailbox]

Hi

You probably don't know who I am. And I don't know of you. The irony of it all, am I right. Not really sure if I should be writing this, I mean I don't know where you are but you're gone in more ways then one. The reason why, well we both know I'll never get the answers to that. Just know I don't blame you.

You probably had your reasons. The city is fucked up, I came to find out too. I guess I just hope you're proud. Changed my name, but I'll let you keep the one you gave me. It's only fair.

Bye mom.

Yours only,

Indigo

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[witchesmailbox]

Garret,

I've spent every hour trying to think how to write this. Words don't spill from me with the effortlessness they did with you. I shouldn't care so much. This isn't art. This isn't poetry. Do pleas need to be beautifully worded? I don't think so, but this time I'd prefer to hide behind the formalities of tender phrases I should have told you in person.

But it's pointless.

I can only keep up the act for so long. I'd eventually revert back to the mess I've been since you've left. I go home and I knock at the door but you don't answer. I wake up at night and you're not there and I tell myself you're in another room. Just beyond the door. And I guess that's true, but now you're behind a door that I can't open and even if I did I know you wouldn't be there waiting for me. You said you couldn't exist without me. Then why did you have to go? You never thought the same was true for me? Because it is. It is. It was true for you and it's true for me and now I don't know how I possibly can- I'm sorry.

I'm getting off track. I'm writing this because I wanted to beg you not to forget us. Please. Please don't forget the things we did. Please don't forget what we had. Even if you can only remember the worst, I don't care. The memory of us existing together in some way is all I ask because I know that's the only way we can be together. Please remember us. Please remember me.

Please.

...is what wanted to say. Wanted. By the time I penned this, I realized how wrong I was. That's not what I want. That's not what I could ever ask of you. Please don't spend your next life, or the one after that, or the one after that, chasing a memory of someone you'll never know again.

Please just be happy next time.

That's all.

-Valin

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[witchesmailbox]

To Cherri

thank you for everything. I hope you're happy with the Witch now. I won't forget what you did for me

-M

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[witchesmailbox]

Dear Cherri Cola,

I never met you but Val really liked you a lot. You sounded like a really nice guy, I wish we could have met. Val's been quiet. I'm worried about him. If you can read this, could you watch over him? Wherever he is? I'm gonna keep an eye on Volume and Molly. Please keep Val safe. I'm really sorry for what happened. I'm hoping one day this war will be over and we all can go home. At the same time however I think I already found mine and right now I'm really worried about them. I hope you can read this where you are. I hope the Witch is taking care of you and all the other killjoys.

Rest in peace,

– Star

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[witchesmailbox]

Hey momma..

I don’t know what to write but I loved you.. In my own fucked up way. I’m sorry for being a trash daughter but it was your fault.

Fuck you,

Nari.

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[witchesmailbox]

Witch, I'll see you soon. Please be ready for me.

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[witchesmailbox]

Witch, I really hope I'll see you soon.

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[witchesmailbox]

rusty, i really fucking miss you. i'm not going to let them replace you, i swear it. you're my dog and nothing will change that. i hate that new dog. he's not better than you.

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[witchesmailbox]

Dear Pete.

I'm so so so sorry this took me so long to write. I didn't want to say bye to you. I still don't. I'm not good at words, not like you are. I tried writing some songs when you left the city, but none of them were really good. The ones I've tried writing now aren't either.

It's still hard to picture who I am without you, even though I've had to do it twice. Part of me is still convinced you're out there, and I'll find you again. I remember how we met out here. You had tea ready, even without knowing it was me.

I always loved you. I know you don't think anyone could, but I always did. Seeing you with Val hurt, but I just wanted you happy. And then..everything..happened, and you and I were together. Which I never thought would happen. And I hate you were taken from me, and I hate that you're gone, but I'm just trying to focus on the fact that I got to be happy with you for at least a little while. And I really hope you were happy too, because you deserved to be.

Val's getting better, me and Cherri are both here for him. I think I'm getting a little bit better too. I promise to protect our girl. Oh, also! Cherri and Val got a dog! His name is Milo and he's very cute. Penny doesn't like him but we're working on it.

I never really told you what happened in the zones before I met you. I guess we both didn't want to think about it. But there was someone who took someone close to me, and a week ago I killed him. I don't regret it, even though it hurt people around him. I have a bounty now. I'll stay safe, I promise.

I'll write you again. I miss you and I love you.

Love,

Trick

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[witchesmailbox]

Dear Newsie,

I'm going to miss you a lot. Have fun being free from grammar. I'll keep running my station, can't promise any news broadcasts will be as good as yours.

already missing you, actually.

love, cherry

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[witchesmailbox]

Hi, Innie.

Been thinking a lot about you, and us. Now that the shock is gone I have a lot to reflect on. Truthfully, it hurts. I don’t want to think about certain things but my mind goes where it wants, and I wanted no one but you for the longest time so it’s no surprise you are so often what my thoughts lead back to.

Thank you for loving me when no one else did. You were so brave. You saw the worst long before the best and you still took a chance. I know I should’ve spent more time making sure you felt loved instead of trying to save you. I’m sorry. I was too worried about the future to appreciate what was right in front of me. I wouldn’t be where I am now without you and I owe you so much.

I don’t think you’ve gotten a letter from Punk yet. He’ll come around. He misses you a lot. I’m sorry for getting between you and him. It always should’ve been you and him. Looking back it was so obvious but I didn’t see…no. I just didn’t want to see. We were supposed to be together forever, except we weren’t. You and him were. Thank you for choosing me, even though you shouldn’t have.

Sometimes I wonder if you’re finally not so sad. I hope so. In the end that’s really all I ever wanted for you.

Love you always, Lin.

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[witchesmailbox]

To L

I hate you. At least I actually had a purpose in the city. I hated it, but I was wanted. I was valuable. And you just had to rip that away from me, didn't you?

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[witchesmailbox]

On the off chance you have made it to the Witch,

You are—or, were—the scum of the earth, Leonid Kazanov. You have brought nothing good to this world. Maybe you could’ve if I’d left you to rot, I bet the worms would’ve enjoyed the food, if your flesh isn’t tainted by your sins. I’m ashamed I ever saw such a shallow, hate-filled excuse for a human as a friend. The only grief your death brings me is regret that I could never ruin your life.

Now I have to pretend not to hate you, and be nice to your pathetic scumbag sister. At least I can get away with being cold because you tried to kill me. Which, by the way, is the reason you were only buried with one of your legs.

Have fun burning,

H

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[witchesmailbox]

I’m sorry, Niki.

They say sometimes it’s better to ask for forgiveness instead of permission. That’s the thing about me. I never seek forgiveness. I apologize because I know I did something upsettng. I have no business trying to control your feelings and guilting you into saying it’s alright. If you hate me for this, you hate me. I’ve accepted it.

I killed your brother. I know you’re probably disappointed in me, but I couldn’t just ignore the things he did. He made a very good person die for no reason other than his own enjoyment. If you hate me for making sure he couldn’t do that again, so be it. You have a lot of reasons to hate me. Sorry for adding another one.

I haven’t seen a raven in a long time. Cherri says maybe you moved on. I don’t know how any of that works, but if you’re reading this, just know I still think about you. I hope it’s okay wherever you are. I hope you’re not lonely.

And again. I’m sorry for that I did to you. -Valin.

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[witchesmailbox]

G, I'm sorry for everything I've done. I'm so sorry. I know you're watching me from the stars and how you know just how much I hurt him. It was his birthday today. I miss you so much, though. Recently I've wondered if either of you two miss me. I meant the world to both of you at one point.

P, I miss you. I miss my older sibling. You're probably the most disappointed in me. I'm sorry. I helped undo some of the things we worked so hard for. I'm sorry I argued with you more than I should have. If- fuck, if I knew this would happen, I would have never fought with you.

J, I'm sorry for not being there when I should have. I'm sorry all of the group's burdens were placed on your shoulders. Thank you for helping so much. I hope you're happy up there with the stars now.

And most of all, I'm sorry I'm not there with you three. Seeing old photos of the five of us (us and girlie), alongside a couple others, made me feel emotions way more extreme than I believed possible for me at the moment.

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